The school bell sounded,
I quickly pack my bag,
Feeling very excited,
As I ran out like that.
I stood at the corridor,
Waiting for her,
Looking at the floor,
Holding a piece of paper.
Footsteps I heard,
Right in front of me, she appeared,
I told her,"Not a word",
As I hand her the piece of paper.
She took the paper,
And read it silently,
My heart was beating faster,
As she reads it carefully.
She looks at me,
With her innocent eyes,
She started to smile,
I wondered why.
But her smile slowly faded,
She passed back the paper,
I knew I was going to be rejected,
But I knew, it was now or never.
I immediately knelt down,
I really need to know,
"Rebbecca Kingston!"
"Date me! Please? Yes or no?"
Suddenly, everything start to fade,
Everything start to disappear,
A cloud of mist begin to overtake,
What's happening here?!
The school bell sounded,
Everyone was leaving,
I just realised I got grounded,
Because, I was daydreaming.
I passed by her table,
I noticed a small piece of paper,
And it says,
"It's a yes, I'll see you later".
I quickly pack my bag,
Feeling very excited,
As I ran out like that.
I stood at the corridor,
Waiting for her,
Looking at the floor,
Holding a piece of paper.
Footsteps I heard,
Right in front of me, she appeared,
I told her,"Not a word",
As I hand her the piece of paper.
She took the paper,
And read it silently,
My heart was beating faster,
As she reads it carefully.
She looks at me,
With her innocent eyes,
She started to smile,
I wondered why.
But her smile slowly faded,
She passed back the paper,
I knew I was going to be rejected,
But I knew, it was now or never.
I immediately knelt down,
I really need to know,
"Rebbecca Kingston!"
"Date me! Please? Yes or no?"
Suddenly, everything start to fade,
Everything start to disappear,
A cloud of mist begin to overtake,
What's happening here?!
The school bell sounded,
Everyone was leaving,
I just realised I got grounded,
Because, I was daydreaming.
I passed by her table,
I noticed a small piece of paper,
And it says,
"It's a yes, I'll see you later".
It's that time of the year again. Sports 2009 FTW!!!
Muscles aching, muscles tingling, more sweating, more training....
...under the scorching HOT SUN...(i love the sun!!! x3)
Whole week was sports...
I love the pain. Absolutely love it!!! (I know, you must be thinking I'm stupid)
This is my last year for practise luh...so sad ): *sigh*
Muscles aching, muscles tingling, more sweating, more training....
...under the scorching HOT SUN...(i love the sun!!! x3)
Whole week was sports...
I love the pain. Absolutely love it!!! (I know, you must be thinking I'm stupid)
This is my last year for practise luh...so sad ): *sigh*
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Monday
Green House Practise
Did 100m race practise :D
Dunno who got first. x)
Register for 100m race :)
Will be seeing all those last year's fast sprinters on the racing track again. x)
I must work hard and built up my stamina. x)
Then did the lompat jauh (long jump)...
The teacher didn't see me jump de loh..
Ish...~_~
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Tuesday
Badminton practise today. Muscles started aching today. Love it!!
Everyone no semangat to play today due to yesterday's practise.
Someone made me very angry today...
...very,very angry...
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Wednesday
Green House Practise 2
Did the lompat tinggi (high jump)...
Jump 3 times, failed 3 times. x)
I wasn't meant for jumping, due to my height.
But I still insist to try =x
Well, who have the guts to jump 3 times when other jump 1 time only?
Failure is a ladder to SUCESS!!!
But I gave up on the 3rd try xp
Shy Lynn rocks the world!!! Best high jumper in green house!!!
All go spam her!!! =x
200m race. I hate the arrangements. x(
Sprint all the way. Wanted to die when almost reached the end of the track.
Got 1st x)
Yean Lynn 2nd x3
Sara 3rd <3
Haha, the 3 best friends got top 3 together x)
But, it's only a practise hor... x)
Yoko got 1st x)
Yoko, me and 2 other girls register for the 200m race (:
Work hard gals!!!(and me also larh of coz...=x)
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Thursday
Badminton again. Was better then Tuesday. Brush up the rusty techniques.
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Friday
Threw the alarm clock aside.
Threw the books into the storage.
Finish up all the homeworks & projects ASAP.
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Running is the only thing I got left :(
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School was tiring due to the endless sports activities in school.
Fell asleep during P.E class. (teacher was teaching mentally not physically)
Fell asleep during Accounts. (she just kept talking crap)
Fell asleep during English. (teacher was talking too much 'Fei Hua')
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Due to this habit. I just work up a method to help me to stay awake and pretended to listen in class!
WRITTING POEMS!!!
As Andrew stood outside the store, waiting patiently. He took a glimpse at his watch. 7.30pm it read.
"Any minute now," he said softly.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. His grip tightened on the bouquet of flowers.
This is it! This is the moment I've been waiting for and there will be no mistakes!
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After that incident that day, surprisingly, I begin to visit the store more quite often. Every time I see her smiling at me, it takes all my other feelings away. I wonder if that was the reason that I keep visiting that shop.
And each and every day, she's becoming more and more beautiful. No doubt, I saw some guys flirting with her at the counter after work, but a few minutes later I saw them scramming out from the store rubbing their butt. Oh, well.
I would find excuses for visiting the store. From buying coffee to buying magazines or even topping up my phone. We didn't talk much. Just a 'hi-bye' and 'how you're doing' conversation.
It slowly became a very daily routine for me. She would always prepare coffee even before I entered the store. She would give me free unwanted old magazines. But, somehow, I have a feeling of regrets after leaving the store.
Was it the boredom of the same routine everyday? That can't be it, I enjoy visiting her every single day.
Then, what was it that I wanted?
After a few days later, my questions were answered.
Cecelia begin to have regular night shifts into the wee hours of the morning. She would always wait outside alone in the dark streets for her boyfriend to pick her up. What a boyfriend he is!! Always coming late to pick her. Pathetic man he is!! Of course, I couldn't just let her wait outside like that alone in the dark. Accidents may happen. I would stay back at the office till her shift is almost over then I would go and watch out for her at the corner as she waits for her useless boyfriend to pick her up. This too, have become a regular habit. Even the beggar on the side road laughed at me, saying that I was stalking her.
One night, while I was watching her, a mysterious dark figure approaches her. She doesn't seem happy at all and by the look of her face, I sense danger. The figure grabbed her left arm before she could run and she started to struggle to set her left arm free.
I immediately took action and ran like the speed of light towards the figure and knock him down. We both fell hard onto the grey pavement as we both struggle to get up. I bash the mysterious figure in the stomach before he could get up and he fell down again, moaning in pain.
"Leave her alone you pervert moron," I said, out of breath.
The dark figure immediately got up and ran and disappear into the darkness of the streets.
I felt so relieved but yet heroic for the brave thing I did. I turned around and expected a gratitude from Cecelia. But I was so wrong.
In return, I saw her, knelt down on the floor, her eyes were now flooded with tears. She stares at me with her innocent eyes. A feeling of fear and loneliness. Seeing her in that state sent a million spears right straight into my heart. This painful feeling which it's so hard to describe about this overwhelming pain.
She begin to cry uncontrollably and all I could do was stand there, looking at her hopelessly. I felt loneliness and a feeling of sadness for the very first time. A feeling of pain.
Her cries were slowly beginning to turn into soft little sobs as she tries to wipe away her tears with her palm. I slowly squat down beside her and gave a small pat on her head.
"Don't cry, I will always be right here watching over you...," I said tenderly.
She turn and look at me.
"I promise,"I continued the sentences.
She suddenly burst out crying again. I stare at her, speechless.
What did I do wrong? I thought to myself.
Out of nowhere, she sprang towards me, her arms widely spread, hugging me as I felled backwards.
After she calmed down, I build up the guts to ask her out. She nodded with a smile on her face.
And to me, that's all it matters.
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The door suddenly fling open as Cecelia stepped out from the store, her handbag in hand.
She scanned the surroundings before spotting a well dressed man standing with a buquet of flowers. Cecelia gave him a smile.
"Waited very long,"she asked.
Andrew smiled at her and said...
"I was waiting for you all along my dear."
"Any minute now," he said softly.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. His grip tightened on the bouquet of flowers.
This is it! This is the moment I've been waiting for and there will be no mistakes!
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After that incident that day, surprisingly, I begin to visit the store more quite often. Every time I see her smiling at me, it takes all my other feelings away. I wonder if that was the reason that I keep visiting that shop.
And each and every day, she's becoming more and more beautiful. No doubt, I saw some guys flirting with her at the counter after work, but a few minutes later I saw them scramming out from the store rubbing their butt. Oh, well.
I would find excuses for visiting the store. From buying coffee to buying magazines or even topping up my phone. We didn't talk much. Just a 'hi-bye' and 'how you're doing' conversation.
It slowly became a very daily routine for me. She would always prepare coffee even before I entered the store. She would give me free unwanted old magazines. But, somehow, I have a feeling of regrets after leaving the store.
Was it the boredom of the same routine everyday? That can't be it, I enjoy visiting her every single day.
Then, what was it that I wanted?
After a few days later, my questions were answered.
Cecelia begin to have regular night shifts into the wee hours of the morning. She would always wait outside alone in the dark streets for her boyfriend to pick her up. What a boyfriend he is!! Always coming late to pick her. Pathetic man he is!! Of course, I couldn't just let her wait outside like that alone in the dark. Accidents may happen. I would stay back at the office till her shift is almost over then I would go and watch out for her at the corner as she waits for her useless boyfriend to pick her up. This too, have become a regular habit. Even the beggar on the side road laughed at me, saying that I was stalking her.
One night, while I was watching her, a mysterious dark figure approaches her. She doesn't seem happy at all and by the look of her face, I sense danger. The figure grabbed her left arm before she could run and she started to struggle to set her left arm free.
I immediately took action and ran like the speed of light towards the figure and knock him down. We both fell hard onto the grey pavement as we both struggle to get up. I bash the mysterious figure in the stomach before he could get up and he fell down again, moaning in pain.
"Leave her alone you pervert moron," I said, out of breath.
The dark figure immediately got up and ran and disappear into the darkness of the streets.
I felt so relieved but yet heroic for the brave thing I did. I turned around and expected a gratitude from Cecelia. But I was so wrong.
In return, I saw her, knelt down on the floor, her eyes were now flooded with tears. She stares at me with her innocent eyes. A feeling of fear and loneliness. Seeing her in that state sent a million spears right straight into my heart. This painful feeling which it's so hard to describe about this overwhelming pain.
She begin to cry uncontrollably and all I could do was stand there, looking at her hopelessly. I felt loneliness and a feeling of sadness for the very first time. A feeling of pain.
Her cries were slowly beginning to turn into soft little sobs as she tries to wipe away her tears with her palm. I slowly squat down beside her and gave a small pat on her head.
"Don't cry, I will always be right here watching over you...," I said tenderly.
She turn and look at me.
"I promise,"I continued the sentences.
She suddenly burst out crying again. I stare at her, speechless.
What did I do wrong? I thought to myself.
Out of nowhere, she sprang towards me, her arms widely spread, hugging me as I felled backwards.
After she calmed down, I build up the guts to ask her out. She nodded with a smile on her face.
And to me, that's all it matters.
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The door suddenly fling open as Cecelia stepped out from the store, her handbag in hand.
She scanned the surroundings before spotting a well dressed man standing with a buquet of flowers. Cecelia gave him a smile.
"Waited very long,"she asked.
Andrew smiled at her and said...
"I was waiting for you all along my dear."
[To Be Continue]
See my younger sister blog, Kimberly aka Siew Wen. Click here.
She got a blog leh last year July, didn't even know that. So stupid loh, what she write about me at her 1st post ==. LMAO. So cute and yet so sarcastic when she wrote about her first few days at SMKTD. =="
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[Chapter 5 - under maintenance]
She got a blog leh last year July, didn't even know that. So stupid loh, what she write about me at her 1st post ==. LMAO. So cute and yet so sarcastic when she wrote about her first few days at SMKTD. =="
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[Chapter 5 - under maintenance]
Due to some video upload errors in the last 2 post.
Let me explain again. The last senior scene for last year's Form5 2008!!!! FTW!!! Okay...although it may be retarded & nothing much...but...it may be something I guess @.@
(P.S : I'm not in there)
It was taken after the Koko Marching with Kadet Polis.
Special Thanks to Wan Zhen for helping me record!!! =D
Jason, Kenton & Jey
You know what Sara call them?
*laughs* She call them the 3 botak monks in class...Hohoho...so funny...
(Picture taken from Jason's blog) not Jason Goh!! Is 5K2 d Jason larh~
Good News For Readers~>.>
Can I Help You story will be finishing very soon. =="
Coz, the closing date line will be at the end of this month...so...ah-huh...Etc.etc.
Buh-bye :D
Monday
Class timetable changed. I hate tuesday, wednesday and thursday. For some reasons, it's because of Accounts & Economics? I dunno luh. I'm trying to LOVE them with all my BLOODY HEART & SOUL. (no offence to Edward who loves Eco)
Tuesday
I'm telling you. My tuition timetable is really dam hectic, that even I, myself can't remember any of the time of the tuition. BLOODY HELL...
Monday - Modern Maths Form 5 (5.30-7pm)
Modern Maths Form 4 (7-8.30pm)
Tuesday - Modern Maths Form 5 (R) (8.30-10pm)
Wednesday - Sejarah & Malay (8-10pm)
Thursday - Accounts Form 5 (5.30-7pm)
Accounts Form 5 (R) (7.30-9pm)
Accounts Form 4 (9-10/10.30pm)
Friday - Science & Economics (8-10pm)
(R)-repeat from chapter 1
I'm telling you, it's driving me crazy towards the edge that I wanted to...
DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
Okay lah, not die la...touch wood! So tiring loh. Every night come back also can vomit blood liao. Ish...but I really hate it when I HAVE TO WALK TO BLOODY TUITION!! Grr!!! Geram betul!!!
Wednesday
Had P.E today at school for the 1st time of the week. Yay?!
Had pulse reading. Just had fun running together with Yean & Sara in the volleyball court.
Sara keep thinking it was a challenge or something, she keep running faster then us.
Hohoho..then some other girls were like, not running seriously. LOL (wat to do, gals wad xp)
Then I read my last pulse reading. 80 per minute. Is that good or bad? LOL
The teacher ask for my reading, told her mine. Ask me whether I joined any competition in school or outside school. I shook my head. Then she say I didn't run nicely...
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Wah liao...stupid teacher. Doesn't mean I have to join school sports I can have a 'GOOD' reading right?! Nevermindzzzzzzzzz....
Resting Pulse : 70-72 per minute
Active Pulse : 80++ per minute
Dunno why feel so less burden today. Maybe it was the so-called trouble in St.John. I guess I'm not the only one suffering. Hohoho...I found out there's others hating her too...ZzZ...
I hate to mention this, please don't take it harshly though, I kinda agree a tiny weeny bit of what their saying.
Arrghhh!!! I can't online on weekdays and one of N's blog post which everyone was saying, the so-called-backstabbing post got deleted which I CAN'T read it on time. Dang..==
DAM YOU INTERNET!!!
Got nose bleeding half-way taking a shower. Normal thing one, bleeding on the right side. Nvm, it stopped a few minutes later. But, no leh. The left side start bleeding also. ZZZZZZZ...
Friday
Mesyuarat Agung for all the sports houses. Hijau, Merah, Kuning & Biru.
I still don't get it why they change their original names to stupid idiotic names which I can't memorise also.
Stupid...
Just a normal member. Worse still, my house(green) team teacher was the school Discipline's Teacher and YL hates him. ^^" (speechless)
Guess who was the Ketua Rumah Sukan for Rumah Kuning?
Pathetic Jasper Lim Qing in 5K2.
Pathetic de loh he!! No offence. I don't even see him standing under the scorching hot sun, tanning like me...LOLLLLL =x=x=x=x=x
Cleaned the FAR today again. The dirty FAR sink, now is a clean and shiny sink!!! Yay me!! Boooo Jason =x See, girls are more reliable & hygienic.....(I think) and the water pipe is working!!! Woohoo!!! xD But everything also I do de loh.ZzZ (no offence pls)
Then, got 1 casualty :DDDDDDDDDD
And it's all mine!! LOLLLLLL...(tatz childish @.@)
It was Soon Tuck. He play volleyball till his nails break. Eww...TT
I see his injury make my heart ache so pain T_T (coz I feel hurt seeing any injuries)
So pain nia. I didn't want to wear gloves, so it was a very BIG mistake. Just apply Dettol then bandage it with plaster.
Promise I will wear a glove next time while treating casuaties. )= I promise. (talking to myself @.@)
After that, went Pasar Malam with Yean & Sara. Met someone which we're not suppose to meet.
We ditched him there coz he was invading our girls night out.
Walk around Sri Petaling. Yean ran back to her house..ZzZ...
Very swt de loh. After eating then Sara and YL was like...competing to run/walk back and see who reaches 1st.ZzZ...
Wah lao eh...I hate rushing things. I really dam hate it.
Wait till I beat her in 110 race on Tuesday. I will never regret what she make me did today.
Class timetable changed. I hate tuesday, wednesday and thursday. For some reasons, it's because of Accounts & Economics? I dunno luh. I'm trying to LOVE them with all my BLOODY HEART & SOUL. (no offence to Edward who loves Eco)
Tuesday
I'm telling you. My tuition timetable is really dam hectic, that even I, myself can't remember any of the time of the tuition. BLOODY HELL...
Monday - Modern Maths Form 5 (5.30-7pm)
Modern Maths Form 4 (7-8.30pm)
Tuesday - Modern Maths Form 5 (R) (8.30-10pm)
Wednesday - Sejarah & Malay (8-10pm)
Thursday - Accounts Form 5 (5.30-7pm)
Accounts Form 5 (R) (7.30-9pm)
Accounts Form 4 (9-10/10.30pm)
Friday - Science & Economics (8-10pm)
(R)-repeat from chapter 1
I'm telling you, it's driving me crazy towards the edge that I wanted to...
DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
Okay lah, not die la...touch wood! So tiring loh. Every night come back also can vomit blood liao. Ish...but I really hate it when I HAVE TO WALK TO BLOODY TUITION!! Grr!!! Geram betul!!!
Wednesday
Had P.E today at school for the 1st time of the week. Yay?!
Had pulse reading. Just had fun running together with Yean & Sara in the volleyball court.
Sara keep thinking it was a challenge or something, she keep running faster then us.
Hohoho..then some other girls were like, not running seriously. LOL (wat to do, gals wad xp)
Then I read my last pulse reading. 80 per minute. Is that good or bad? LOL
The teacher ask for my reading, told her mine. Ask me whether I joined any competition in school or outside school. I shook my head. Then she say I didn't run nicely...
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...
Wah liao...stupid teacher. Doesn't mean I have to join school sports I can have a 'GOOD' reading right?! Nevermindzzzzzzzzz....
Resting Pulse : 70-72 per minute
Active Pulse : 80++ per minute
Dunno why feel so less burden today. Maybe it was the so-called trouble in St.John. I guess I'm not the only one suffering. Hohoho...I found out there's others hating her too...ZzZ...
I hate to mention this, please don't take it harshly though, I kinda agree a tiny weeny bit of what their saying.
Arrghhh!!! I can't online on weekdays and one of N's blog post which everyone was saying, the so-called-backstabbing post got deleted which I CAN'T read it on time. Dang..==
DAM YOU INTERNET!!!
Got nose bleeding half-way taking a shower. Normal thing one, bleeding on the right side. Nvm, it stopped a few minutes later. But, no leh. The left side start bleeding also. ZZZZZZZ...
Friday
Mesyuarat Agung for all the sports houses. Hijau, Merah, Kuning & Biru.
I still don't get it why they change their original names to stupid idiotic names which I can't memorise also.
Stupid...
Just a normal member. Worse still, my house(green) team teacher was the school Discipline's Teacher and YL hates him. ^^" (speechless)
Guess who was the Ketua Rumah Sukan for Rumah Kuning?
Pathetic Jasper Lim Qing in 5K2.
Pathetic de loh he!! No offence. I don't even see him standing under the scorching hot sun, tanning like me...LOLLLLL =x=x=x=x=x
Cleaned the FAR today again. The dirty FAR sink, now is a clean and shiny sink!!! Yay me!! Boooo Jason =x See, girls are more reliable & hygienic.....(I think) and the water pipe is working!!! Woohoo!!! xD But everything also I do de loh.ZzZ (no offence pls)
Then, got 1 casualty :DDDDDDDDDD
And it's all mine!! LOLLLLLL...(tatz childish @.@)
It was Soon Tuck. He play volleyball till his nails break. Eww...TT
I see his injury make my heart ache so pain T_T (coz I feel hurt seeing any injuries)
So pain nia. I didn't want to wear gloves, so it was a very BIG mistake. Just apply Dettol then bandage it with plaster.
Promise I will wear a glove next time while treating casuaties. )= I promise. (talking to myself @.@)
After that, went Pasar Malam with Yean & Sara. Met someone which we're not suppose to meet.
We ditched him there coz he was invading our girls night out.
Walk around Sri Petaling. Yean ran back to her house..ZzZ...
Very swt de loh. After eating then Sara and YL was like...competing to run/walk back and see who reaches 1st.ZzZ...
Wah lao eh...I hate rushing things. I really dam hate it.
Wait till I beat her in 110 race on Tuesday. I will never regret what she make me did today.
I'm tagging....
No one.
1-16 Questions left blank.
Wahliew...1st 1 to tag me sa more..RAWR!!! D=
Lazy to tag people larhx. paiseh hor. So busy these few weeks that I actually almost wanted to EAT Sara in tuition and in school. :)
Take Care orh. Tag me if you want. (I'll just keep counting x3) Spam my whole chatbox also can, if you want to. x)
And....
I ain't giving up my Char Siew Baos to become your girlfriend. NEVER!!! I'm telling you, it's between my life and faith of the HOLY CHA SHAO BAO TO BE EATEN BY MUA!!!
(okay, that's sarcastic ._.")
No one.
1-16 Questions left blank.
Wahliew...1st 1 to tag me sa more..RAWR!!! D=
Lazy to tag people larhx. paiseh hor. So busy these few weeks that I actually almost wanted to EAT Sara in tuition and in school. :)
Take Care orh. Tag me if you want. (I'll just keep counting x3) Spam my whole chatbox also can, if you want to. x)
And....
I ain't giving up my Char Siew Baos to become your girlfriend. NEVER!!! I'm telling you, it's between my life and faith of the HOLY CHA SHAO BAO TO BE EATEN BY MUA!!!
(okay, that's sarcastic ._.")
Pictures from last friday during Pn.Ng's retirement. Sorry, I'm not in any of the pictures =x keke This pictures were stolen from Natalie's blog. (Hope you don't mind Nat =D)
My very old pencilbox :X
My Not-So-Good calculator. Encik Manogar cheated my Rm5 into buying this useless calculator. Dx How could you?!
My wallet (free gift from the airplane ^^)
My very old watch. Need to fix the battery.
My file luh....trying to figure out how to get rid of those words..Hmm.... ;(
So now you got the answer why no one wants to steal my stuff? ^0^
Back To School Luh Argh... x)
Form5 textbooks luh, not looking forward to touching those books x(
Class schedules luh...argh...used last year's schedule paper...
My table leh...took 3 hours to clean it up @.@ still messy though...
Mr Tan, my Maths & Accounts tuition teacher :X
Argh...need to read this bloody book. Die, die also must finish it. Was yawning all the way at chapter 1. After that, it slowly gets more interesting. BUT STILL!! Not looking forward to read it.
Wuwuwuwu...I miss blogging so much T_________T
but my mom confiscated the modemn T___________________T
Some of my entries all being written in my diary liao, coz I got no one to talk to about my feelings =(
Summary Of The 1st Week Of School :
-force to take the last entry slot as an AJK Economy for the sake of my KoKo Marks, worse leh, the teacher so fearce d..wuwuwu..nevermind, I can bear with it!
-salute for Pn.Ng's retirement rehearsal
-washed the FAR pillow case and tilam, that women doesn't even bother to clean the FAR, even better to put in, non of them bother to clean it. Pffft...
-started to hate some of the bitc****
-try to avoid the topic of changing the uniform
-tuition schedules turned my life upside down, totally!!!
-starting to look at the women in a very different way of, "not always discipline, must have fun!!!" (U better eat shyt...)
-a feeling of hardship and friendship problems
-saluting on Pn.Ng's retirement day
-told the women that I'm against the changing uniform thing and refused to draw the uniform for her. She got the guts to say aloud to everyone. **** YOU MAN!!
-quarreling with the women in canteen
-got 1st casualty!! wee!! ^^ but PBSM stole my casualty away ==" casualty fell down and he report to have pains on his ribs. O_O" alas, the casualty was the brother of his sister, a girl who donates RM7 ribu to the school..wat was her name again? Demi sumthing...alah, watever la...I dun care who lai de...
-took a bus home, on the way walking to the Old Klang Road bus stop, this stupid Malay man riding his motor comes up to me and say "Amoi, awak sangat cantik lah." (Girl, you look so pretty larh)
Eventually, I would have CHOKE HIS THROAT DOWN with my shoe but I just continue to look straight, ignore him and walk away
Apparently,
To all those haters out there who hates me, please read this :
1. I don't care wheather you hate me or like me. I don't give a bloody dam!!!
2. You think I'm ugly then don't ****ing look at me, don't even ****ing look into my eyes either!!!
3. Don't pity me. Pity yourself first for hating me. I don't need your ****ing pity!!!
4. Yea, yea. I'm MISSES no fun, you got a problem with it? There's always time to have fun and there's always time to be discipline!!!
5. Yea, yea. I'm outdated. As if you're so updated. My sense of fashion suckz. Yours? Lagi worse then my sense of fashion larh. Coz you can't think logically before doing something.
[Currently, I've forgotten what to say liao]
Hate me or love me. I don't care. I am for who I am. I like the way I am. You chose the road to hate me, I'll choose the road to ignore you.
Just tell me 1 thing,
1. Do you have time to do it?
2. Do you see other schools doing it?
3. If you would have thought the same thing, surely other school must have thought the same thing too, but do you see them changing it?
4. Does the officer approve to it?
After getting the approval of the officers then you only talk about it. You think so easy to do is it?
And I'm not your drawing designer. You want that approval you draw yourself!!! or get other people to do your dirty work!!!
You all may hate me as you like, I don't care!!! I may be the only one that is against the idea, other then that ask other people to do it then!!! Ask those people whom have agreed to your desicions. I die also won't draw for you!
don't talk about the tidyness of our uniforms, but do you think our attitudes and discipline like that shows good images to other uniform bodies?
For now, I got nothing to say. Just feel like saying what I feel like saying. Please don't leave lame tags at my tagboard. I would just ignore you. Like I already said, I feel like writting this. Don't like then leave. Don't ever spread stupid rumours. I swear I will choke your mouth with my fist.
Sobz...got so many things to study...wuwuwuwu T_____________T
So miserable...T_______________T
why can't everyone make things easier for me...!!! WHY?!!!