I used to think that we could be friends like... forever. But I don't believe in that anymore. The word FOREVER is such an overused word.

People tend to change overtime when we're apart from each other. And I believe we have our own beliefs to follow due to what we've been exposed to.

I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of slapping sense into you for over the period of 7 years of our friendship. It's hard for me to not care, because I bloody do!

I'm always the one who is rebellious against your decisions because I really think it's stupid. And you'll always give me that excuse that I'm not open-minded or not sporting, and whatever shit excuses so that you can fulfill your own wish.

You never listen to me. NEVER.

Okay, maybe sometimes.

But not only that, your stupid friend blindly supports you sometimes. She gives in to you so easily, it just makes me wanna slap her bloody face.

Actually... I'm not sure whether I wanna walk away.

So, should I?

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Even if my eyes look for you
Even if my heart pressures me
I didn't believe that it was love
I believed that I was lonely and had to lean on you

Let's not act like idiots
Let's not heart ache alone
When tears fell because of the pain
I'd become upset with my heart for being so weak

Do you know, that you are my love?
Do you know, that you fill my heart?
Like an idiot, I've just found out now
You, I call you

Because without you, I cannot live on.

. . .

So, it's game over.

For us.

"It's been 2 weeks now, and we're nowhere near being prepared for the competition," Katey complained.

"That's because you're not feeling it yet. The music. The emotions. The movements. Dancing with you it's like dancing with an iron-board," Javier commented.

Katey sigh.

"Closed your eyes," Javier continued. "Come on, closed it."

Katey hesitated but still closes her eyes.

Javiers puts his hands at Katey hips and slowly, and gently swayed her hips and body along to the music.

He stops. He knew she wasn't feeling it yet.

He moved behind her, and gently moved his hands from her hips to her...

"Do you have to be such a guy?!" Katey spouted, moving away from Javier.

Javier looked at Katey.

"Okay," said Javier,"Okay. Then, I'll be the girl."

He brushed his eyebrows with this thumb, sweeps his hair to the back, and pulled down his collar shirt to reveal his sexy shoulders. And he starts dancing, like a girl.

Katey laughs.

Everyone has a secret.

Friends, family, and relatives also has secrets.

Even saints and holy priest has secrets.

But the scariest thing is that...

you don't know them.

And they somehow hide it very well.

. . .

But if you have a chance, would you want know about that secret?

What if...

that secret is YOU.

. . .

Want to know my secret?

My secret is the "secret".

Confused?

That "secret" lies within the Chinese word "秘密".

And if you know me very well,

you should have known that my Mandarin is not even the standard of a standard 6 student, and I could only write standard 1 Chinese words.

But, being able to remember the word "秘密"??

Don't you think it's weird?

Yeah. I guess so.

Sometimes I wished to know what causes me to remember that word too.

The secret beneath the secret.

Sounds interesting, huh?

I wish I had know that secret too.

Some people can make you grow.

Some can grow old with you.

And others can only be in your memories forever.

They said that all types of wishes come true, both positively and negatively as long as you have wish and thought of it.

Whether it's the new outfit that you wished your boyfriend will buy for you, or thinking that it is impossible for you to travel to outstations...

As long as you have thought of it (either negatively or positively) and have strong faith in what you think, the universe will grant you your wish and your wish will come true.

"You are what you think. What you think is what you'll become."

So, if this is true. I just wanna believe in one thing that I really want to come true.

I just wanna...

I was hoping I could see you grow...

but I guess reality is just too cruel to be true...

When I heard that you preferred a complementary.

That was when I knew that I could never have you.