They said that all types of wishes come true, both positively and negatively as long as you have wish and thought of it.
Whether it's the new outfit that you wished your boyfriend will buy for you, or thinking that it is impossible for you to travel to outstations...
As long as you have thought of it (either negatively or positively) and have strong faith in what you think, the universe will grant you your wish and your wish will come true.
"You are what you think. What you think is what you'll become."
So, if this is true. I just wanna believe in one thing that I really want to come true.
I just wanna...
I was hoping I could see you grow...
but I guess reality is just too cruel to be true...
You didn't really deserve it.
May you rest in peace.