You may hurt me for the first time, but I will never let you hurt me for the second time.
If you think that I should change, I'm just gonna say, sorry.
I ain't changing everything just for you.
I am happy the way I am.
Maybe you're just the wrong person.
Yeah. You should get lost.
YEAH!!! YOU BETTER GET LOST IF NOT I'LL RIPE YOU INTO PIECES WITH MY MANLY MUSCLES!!!
Yes, I'm telling you!! I'm manly!!
And Imma gonna ripe your heart out of your guts if you still keep hurting me!!!
Though we're not meant to be together,
But we still can be friends, and know each other better.
Me. Him.
We're just friends. =)
Maybe we're just not ready yet. Both of us.
Who knows, maybe, just maybe. We'll both be together again. Someday.
Who knows, maybe, just maybe. We'll both be together again. Someday.
Just maybe.
But for now,
I'm single and ready to mingle!!! Yeah!! XD
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Finally, I feel like everything is falling into places.
I finally get the chance to change some of my group classes to another timing. Not 1 class, but 2 classes.
And I finally, I'm single, but happy. Plus, we're still friends even after breaking up.
It's funny how much of effort I put in order to get the things I wanted, but I ended up not getting the things.
And then, being forced to endure and accept my fate that I can't have the things, my life seems to take a turn when my prayers were answered and my desires are finally fulfilled.
God is wonderful. Thank God for everything.
God never make mistakes, but God make miracles happen.
Maybe things weren't meant to be this way. But, it was for the best for both of us.
Maybe he wasn't the right one. Yeah, I feel so too.
Everything happen so fast, in just a fleeting moment.
So many things happen in one week.
College. Friends. Enemies. Love. Him.
I realize that for all this while, I was working alone.
Maybe it's better if he just go. Go away. Far far away from me.
Like they say, it takes two hands to clap in order for a relationship to work out.
Maybe God was right. He wasn't the one.
God thinks I should deserve a better person.
Yes, I do. I deserve a better person then him.
God, after all, never make mistakes.
All I need now, is time.
Time to heal everything.
I'm so depress, I don't even bother if I was ramped into by a bus.
God, please be with me. I really need you now.
My new timetable is KNS. K-A-N-A-S-A-I, I tell you, KANASAI. I don't care whether I have different classes timing other then that from my friends, but different maths class from my friends, is a BIG BIG problem. Seriously, consider sem3 maths is harder then the other 2 semesters, plus my maths consider my weakest subject among them all.
*gasps* I foresee my future to be cursed with lots of maths problem.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~!!!
I DON'T CARE ARGH!!! I MUST CHANGE!!!
Anyone wanna exchange Maths Group3 to Group4(Tuesday 10.30am;Friday 12.30pm) ??!! Please let me know or message me ASAP. Help spread pls and TQ.
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Also, considering that semester 3 will be my last semester for my foundation. Plus, the hardest and challenging days ahead.
I will have to work hard, 2 times harder then that in my previous semester. For, everything will be paid off if I work hard enough for the things I want. I believe that it will.
And I believe I won't be battling this war alone. I have friends too.
Lastly, there is only one person who will be always be there for me through thick and thin.
For God, will always be there for me through thick and thin.
For God, will always be there for me through thick and thin.
*Sigh* I will leave the rest for God's making.
Please pray for me. ):
"Tell me, why do you have to keep all this movie tickets," Kevin asked whilst taking a sip of his Starbucks coffee. "Don't you think it's taking up so much place in your wallet?"
I flipped my hair to the back, reading his face like an opened book.
"Well...there is always a reason to everything, right," I answered.
"Yeah...but, why don't you just throw it away. It's not like you can re-use it again."
I took out my wallet. Ahh, yes, a wallet. A worn out, black leather wallet since have been used those secondary school days. Flipping the wallet open, like the way men do to make payments, revealed a few RM50 big notes inside and a few of my cards.
I slapped down a few movie tickets on the table.
Kevin didn't react. He knew me way too long for my outrageous and crazy behaviour. He took another sip of his coffee whilst staring at the yellow-white movie tickets on the table.
"I kept these movie ticket it's because it meant something to me."
Kevin sat up straight with his eyes opened wide.
"Go on. I'm all ears," he said.
"Well, you see. Each ticket tells a different story," I continued.
I took a ticket in random and showed it to him.
Starting with the first ticket, IpMan2.
"This ticket as you can see, is special to me, because the person I watched it with, was like a big brother. He gave me alot of motivations and leadership to live my life," I explained. "It was my first time watching a movie alone with my brother and with a guy too."
"Hmm...okay...then what about this one?"
Kevin points out to the Inception ticket.
"This ticket was my first time watching the same movie twice. It was too fantastic that I had to bring my mom to watch it. It was my first time paying for the tickets and as well as watching together with my mom, alone."
"And this one," I continued as I picked up another movie ticket, Salt.
"This was my first movie that I watched together with both my sisters. We were supposed to attend a wedding dinner until my parents realized there wasn't enough seats for us. So they dropped us at Tropicana City to watch Salt. It was horrible."
"Why?" Kevin asked.
"Because I had to pay everything for the movie tickets."
"What about this one?" Kevin asked.
Step Up 3.
"This one was because I was hanging out with my besties, Lydia, Sara & Harry. It wasn't anything special. Maybe it's just the movie." I shrugged.
Grown Ups.
"Lastly, this one was special, because it was the first movie I watched with my college friends."
"The movie wasn't really that funny," I continued. "But the 3 of us was so 'sampat', we brought outside food into the cinema to eat. Ha ha."
"Hmm..." thought Kevin. "But, you've forgotten about this one."
Kevin points out to the last ticket left alone at the side.
"What does this ticket tells," he asked.
Adele : Rise Of The Mummies.
I thought for a moment and smiled. Kevin noticed the look on my face and knew what I was going to say.
"Well," I said. "I had no idea. But the movie sucks."
I flipped my hair to the back, reading his face like an opened book.
"Well...there is always a reason to everything, right," I answered.
"Yeah...but, why don't you just throw it away. It's not like you can re-use it again."
I took out my wallet. Ahh, yes, a wallet. A worn out, black leather wallet since have been used those secondary school days. Flipping the wallet open, like the way men do to make payments, revealed a few RM50 big notes inside and a few of my cards.
I slapped down a few movie tickets on the table.
Kevin didn't react. He knew me way too long for my outrageous and crazy behaviour. He took another sip of his coffee whilst staring at the yellow-white movie tickets on the table.
"I kept these movie ticket it's because it meant something to me."
Kevin sat up straight with his eyes opened wide.
"Go on. I'm all ears," he said.
"Well, you see. Each ticket tells a different story," I continued.
I took a ticket in random and showed it to him.
Starting with the first ticket, IpMan2."This ticket as you can see, is special to me, because the person I watched it with, was like a big brother. He gave me alot of motivations and leadership to live my life," I explained. "It was my first time watching a movie alone with my brother and with a guy too."
"Hmm...okay...then what about this one?"
Kevin points out to the Inception ticket.
"And this one," I continued as I picked up another movie ticket, Salt.
"Why?" Kevin asked.
"Because I had to pay everything for the movie tickets."
Step Up 3.
"This one was because I was hanging out with my besties, Lydia, Sara & Harry. It wasn't anything special. Maybe it's just the movie." I shrugged.
"Lastly, this one was special, because it was the first movie I watched with my college friends."
"The movie wasn't really that funny," I continued. "But the 3 of us was so 'sampat', we brought outside food into the cinema to eat. Ha ha."
"Hmm..." thought Kevin. "But, you've forgotten about this one."
Kevin points out to the last ticket left alone at the side.
"What does this ticket tells," he asked.
I thought for a moment and smiled. Kevin noticed the look on my face and knew what I was going to say.
"Well," I said. "I had no idea. But the movie sucks."
-End-
Jennifer knew it was his habit to look at his watch every so often. That's why a watch would be a perfect present for his 24th birthday. A perfect replacement for his old one.
It was not any simple wrist watch that a person could buy from in the cheap night market. It was a couple watch. The brown smooth leather strip and the soft ticks from the watch gave it an outstanding look on it.Wrapped in a small decorative container and on top of that, a fancy ribbon on it.
It was not any simple wrist watch that a person could buy from in the cheap night market. It was a couple watch. The brown smooth leather strip and the soft ticks from the watch gave it an outstanding look on it.Wrapped in a small decorative container and on top of that, a fancy ribbon on it.
She walks out from the shop and heads straight to the entrance mall. It was 7.23pm on her pink watch.
She was on time. She couldn't wait to see the look on his surprised face.
"Hey there beautiful." A voice said.
Jennifer turns around and was greeted with a wide grin on his face.
"Hey handsome! Happy birthday," Jennifer greeted and gives him a big birthday hug.
She takes out the small box and handed it to him.
"Here! Your birthday present," she grins.
"Aww...you shouldn't have. Thank you so much my dear," he says and gives her a peck on her cheek.
"Let's sit over there by the bench," he says. "I can't wait to see what's inside."
After settling down, he opens the box and was astounded from what was inside. Yes, it was indeed the watch she bought earlier. It was the same type of watch she was wearing, except it was in blue in colour.
"This is the greatest birthday present my dear," he says and gives her a kiss on the cheek again.
Jennifer smile.
"Go ahead. Try it on," she urged.
He carefully took out the watch, and instead of wearing on the left side of his wrist, he wore it on the right side.
But, there was something that Jennifer was curious about.
She was curious about him for wearing most of his watches on his right hand side instead on his left.
She was pretty sure he was a right-handed person. And right-handed people always wear their watches on their left side, no?
"It looks great!" He praised but noticed the trouble look on her face.
"What's the matter my dear? What's troubling you?"
"Erm...well...," Jennifer hesitated. "Just wondering...why do you wear your watches on your right hand side instead on your left?"
He pause for a moment, took a deep breath and smiles.
"Well you see, you would have happen to know that I've a habit of looking at my watch every so often," he started.
"So, this annoy me so much that I have to wear it on my right hand."
Jennifer was confused. "Why is it annoying to you?" she ask.
"Hmm...well, to look at the time, I would have to lift up my hands to look at the time, right?"
She nods her head.
"Well, if I have the chance to hold that someone's special hand, I would want to hold her hand, as long as I can, without letting it go. So, that's why I would want to wear my watch on the right hand side instead of the left hand side. So that I could hold onto your hands, without letting it go, and as well as to look at the time." He smiles.
He took her right hand into his. Holding her hands firmly.
She was stun by his romantic words and felt her heart melt instantly.
"But, time is precious you know. Because time is money," he added on. "And time is for healing, and as well as loving."
He smiles.
- End -
***
She was on time. She couldn't wait to see the look on his surprised face.
"Hey there beautiful." A voice said.
Jennifer turns around and was greeted with a wide grin on his face.
"Hey handsome! Happy birthday," Jennifer greeted and gives him a big birthday hug.
She takes out the small box and handed it to him.
"Here! Your birthday present," she grins.
"Aww...you shouldn't have. Thank you so much my dear," he says and gives her a peck on her cheek.
"Let's sit over there by the bench," he says. "I can't wait to see what's inside."
After settling down, he opens the box and was astounded from what was inside. Yes, it was indeed the watch she bought earlier. It was the same type of watch she was wearing, except it was in blue in colour.
"This is the greatest birthday present my dear," he says and gives her a kiss on the cheek again.
Jennifer smile.
"Go ahead. Try it on," she urged.
He carefully took out the watch, and instead of wearing on the left side of his wrist, he wore it on the right side.
But, there was something that Jennifer was curious about.
She was curious about him for wearing most of his watches on his right hand side instead on his left.
She was pretty sure he was a right-handed person. And right-handed people always wear their watches on their left side, no?
"It looks great!" He praised but noticed the trouble look on her face.
"What's the matter my dear? What's troubling you?"
"Erm...well...," Jennifer hesitated. "Just wondering...why do you wear your watches on your right hand side instead on your left?"
He pause for a moment, took a deep breath and smiles.
"Well you see, you would have happen to know that I've a habit of looking at my watch every so often," he started.
"So, this annoy me so much that I have to wear it on my right hand."
Jennifer was confused. "Why is it annoying to you?" she ask.
"Hmm...well, to look at the time, I would have to lift up my hands to look at the time, right?"
She nods her head.
"Well, if I have the chance to hold that someone's special hand, I would want to hold her hand, as long as I can, without letting it go. So, that's why I would want to wear my watch on the right hand side instead of the left hand side. So that I could hold onto your hands, without letting it go, and as well as to look at the time." He smiles.
He took her right hand into his. Holding her hands firmly.
She was stun by his romantic words and felt her heart melt instantly.
"But, time is precious you know. Because time is money," he added on. "And time is for healing, and as well as loving."
He smiles.
- End -
***
Does this story sounds familiar to you? If you think it is, then yes, you're absolutely right! 'Coz this story was written in one of my chapters in "Can I Help You", chapter 6. It is a sad thing because I won't be writing on it any longer, and the idea was thrown away just for that story. I decide to re-write on it so many could read on it.
This idea was inspired by one of my special friend, who was once belonged to my heart.
Dear readers,
Just to let you know, that I appreciate those of you who had been reading "Can I Help You" since I started writing on it last year. I have truly appreciated your encouragement and motivation to continuing writing on this fictionous story. Unfortunetly, I am calling a quits on continuing this story. I have find that it is meaningless to continue this story. Plus, my motivation and determination had already left me after a long period of time.
The ending idea is still fresh in my mind, but however, I have decided to leave the ending for your own imagination and creativity.
I am truly sorry to have dissapoint you. But, there are other stories which are similar as well. I am sorry to have cause you any inconvenience.
Yours truly,
LAS Author
Just to let you know, that I appreciate those of you who had been reading "Can I Help You" since I started writing on it last year. I have truly appreciated your encouragement and motivation to continuing writing on this fictionous story. Unfortunetly, I am calling a quits on continuing this story. I have find that it is meaningless to continue this story. Plus, my motivation and determination had already left me after a long period of time.
The ending idea is still fresh in my mind, but however, I have decided to leave the ending for your own imagination and creativity.
I am truly sorry to have dissapoint you. But, there are other stories which are similar as well. I am sorry to have cause you any inconvenience.
Yours truly,
LAS Author
Yes babeh!! My final exams are over!!!
What I'm looking forward to, is getting a good 2 weeks of rest and also going for my driving test!!!
And what I'm not looking forward to, is my last semester of foundation ):
Seriously, what am I gonna do for 2 weeks? =/
Guess who's this? :p
