To all my friends,
I would like to apologize for not making time to spend time with you. And I would like to apologize for always having to give the excuse of "too busy", "got other things to do", "not free", etc.
Sometimes, I wish I had more time to hang out with you, and it's not that I couldn't manage my time, it's just that when you have commitments, you have to make sacrifices. And that sacrifices I've made means a lot to me. This doesn't mean you are not important to me. You still are, I think. lol.
I know it might be too late once I've finally settle down and decided to ask you out. You might not want to make time for me anymore, as I have always rejected your outing events. Thus, I would like to apologize before I would lose you somewhere in the future.
If I were not to see you ever again, I would like to say that you have been a good friend, and I'm lucky to have met you.
=)
It was my first time donating blood, and it scared the shit out of me.
I was about to chicken out, but something slap some courage into me and the next thing I knew, I was lying on the chair.
But to be honest, it's the best experience ever and I never regretted doing it. Despite the after effects of donating blood, like a massive hunger strike, and overloading tiredness... it was still overall a good experience.
The nurse were extremely helpful and gentle towards me. And it wasn't that painful when they inserted the needle. It was like an ant bite, I think. But the best thing about this experience is that I saw a lot of first timers (and some who were scared like me! lol) who took the courage to donate blood too. So proud of them! :D
I guess donating blood is not that scary after all. Plus, I'm not infected with HIV/AIDS, just saying :P
I saw them quarrelling.
In a busy and crowded cafeteria.
"Why didn't you call me to let me know," the girl said, pointing her index finger furiously in his chest.
That moment, as if time had stopped. Everything started to dissapear, and it was the only two of them. I couldn't hear anything.
The boy looks like he was trying to reason with the girl.
But I could hear nothing.
And it was just the both of them.
I walk pass them.
"They won't give up that easily," I thought.
No. I didn't went for the rally this year, although as much as I wanted to experience it, I was scared to go alone.
I saw and read the news feed in Facebook. In my opinion, I don't really think this year's Bersih rally is a peaceful one. I saw people damaging the wires at the Dataran Merdeka and I felt really unhappy about it. If the authorities doesn't want to let the protesters in than don't go in lorh. Why must 100% go there merh? I mean, it's nothing special also. Just one big plot of land.
And Najib on the other hand also another big problem. I saw him on the news giving his speech, saying that he will give the protesters a place to gather at, which is Dataran Merdeka. And then, another moment he say the protesters will spoil the land. The next moment, he mention giving free water and free food if the protesters need it. And the next moment, wanting to let the protesters have their peaceful rally again.
I mean, what's his problem man? If want to let us have a peaceful rally, what's with the tear gas and water canon larh? What's with the road blocks larh? Make up your mind please!!
This year's Bersih 3.0 wasn't a peaceful one. I saw people throwing empty water bottles at a police car, and I think the driver inside was trying to escape from the people throwing stuff at the car. The driver kinda like lost his patience and press the accelerator, lost control of his car and ran into 2 protesters. If I'm not wrong, there were 2 people inside the car. The protesters kinda like drag one of the driver out from the car and beat the crap out of him. The second driver was pulled out safely, making sure he was okay. Then, out of nowhere, the car was overturn pulak.
In my opinion, they shouldn't have beat the poor guy larh. Just detained him and turn him into the police lorh (even if he's the police). And why need to overturn the car lerh? I know it's the police fault for hitting the 2 protesters but there is no need to overturn the car right? Or is there nothing better to do than to overturn the car?
I shall not type anything further regarding about this matter as I wasn't there to experience it, so I wouldn't know how things were like over there. Do forgive me and correct me if I have made any false facts, but mainly it's just my opinion. Peace.
I'm really glad some of my friends made it home safe and sound. I really do pray to those who were injured during the rally to have a fast recovery.
Lastly, I'm really proud of those who had attended the rally today. Especially to those who weren't so "SAMPAT" and go on destroying public things. You are the true heroes of Malaysia.
I saw and read the news feed in Facebook. In my opinion, I don't really think this year's Bersih rally is a peaceful one. I saw people damaging the wires at the Dataran Merdeka and I felt really unhappy about it. If the authorities doesn't want to let the protesters in than don't go in lorh. Why must 100% go there merh? I mean, it's nothing special also. Just one big plot of land.
And Najib on the other hand also another big problem. I saw him on the news giving his speech, saying that he will give the protesters a place to gather at, which is Dataran Merdeka. And then, another moment he say the protesters will spoil the land. The next moment, he mention giving free water and free food if the protesters need it. And the next moment, wanting to let the protesters have their peaceful rally again.
I mean, what's his problem man? If want to let us have a peaceful rally, what's with the tear gas and water canon larh? What's with the road blocks larh? Make up your mind please!!
This year's Bersih 3.0 wasn't a peaceful one. I saw people throwing empty water bottles at a police car, and I think the driver inside was trying to escape from the people throwing stuff at the car. The driver kinda like lost his patience and press the accelerator, lost control of his car and ran into 2 protesters. If I'm not wrong, there were 2 people inside the car. The protesters kinda like drag one of the driver out from the car and beat the crap out of him. The second driver was pulled out safely, making sure he was okay. Then, out of nowhere, the car was overturn pulak.
In my opinion, they shouldn't have beat the poor guy larh. Just detained him and turn him into the police lorh (even if he's the police). And why need to overturn the car lerh? I know it's the police fault for hitting the 2 protesters but there is no need to overturn the car right? Or is there nothing better to do than to overturn the car?
I shall not type anything further regarding about this matter as I wasn't there to experience it, so I wouldn't know how things were like over there. Do forgive me and correct me if I have made any false facts, but mainly it's just my opinion. Peace.
I'm really glad some of my friends made it home safe and sound. I really do pray to those who were injured during the rally to have a fast recovery.
Lastly, I'm really proud of those who had attended the rally today. Especially to those who weren't so "SAMPAT" and go on destroying public things. You are the true heroes of Malaysia.
I still remember the same regular customers who would order the same thing over the past few days.
The auntie with that thick mascara, flawless long hair, and face as pale as snow white.
The 2 uncles. One was fat and he had that sleepy-look on his face. The other was a heavy smoker.
But, they sounded really educated. By the way they speak and debated about what was on the newspaper.
These 3 would turn up almost everyday, without fail. And they would order the same thing on the menu.
Same dish. Same drink.
And each of them had a distinct type of taste.
Flat white cappucino for the aunty, and 2 ice coffee for the 2 uncles. Accompanied with unlimited refill of ice water.
And they would order the same dish to share among the 3 of them. Toast & Jam.
3 pieces of cut butter. 2 toothpastes of peanut butter (the peanut butter comes in a container which looks like a toothpaste).
My colleagues know them very well, of course. For they have been eating there for 3 years!!
3 years?!
The same dish, and the same drink for 3 years?!
Don't they ever feel "jelat" eating and drinking the same thing?
How do they get all those money to spent on these expensive food?
Don't they have to work?
Sometimes, I wish I could have the guts to ask them those questions.
And yes, 3 months of holiday-ing is over. Things have come to an end, which includes my job as well.
So, hello to University and stress again!! That kind of feeling you get when you go to Uni. It feels kinda good, like a fresh new start in life.
Studying in University is like having STPM every 3 months. It's like mind-fucking you. And by the end of every 3 months, you'll be so beat up you can just drop dead. And you're gonna repeat this process for the next 3 years or so. So sien right?
I know. But, what to do. If you want a future, you have to work hard to earn it.
Sien. I'm so looking forward for my internship, I think. But let's hope I won't fail anymore subjects. =.=
So, hello to University and stress again!! That kind of feeling you get when you go to Uni. It feels kinda good, like a fresh new start in life.
Studying in University is like having STPM every 3 months. It's like mind-fucking you. And by the end of every 3 months, you'll be so beat up you can just drop dead. And you're gonna repeat this process for the next 3 years or so. So sien right?
I know. But, what to do. If you want a future, you have to work hard to earn it.
Sien. I'm so looking forward for my internship, I think. But let's hope I won't fail anymore subjects. =.=
Working as a waitress/waiter is tiring enough, and the the only thing you look forward to is tippings from customers. However, not every customers are nice enough to tip you (life's hard buddy). .
It actually depends on where you're working at. If you're working in a very expensive restaurant, the possibility of getting tips are quite high. If you're working in a fast food restaurant, well, tough luck buddy.
Thus, here are some of the tips to help you earn some of those extra tippings (it may or may not work though). For instance, if you're working in an expensive restaurant...
Observation 1:
SOME customers HATE COINS
-They hate carrying those noisy, little, heavy coins in their purse or pockets. It's like a BURDEN to them (especially for men). Give them the leftover balance (after the payment) in coins and tell them that the cashier is out of big coins!!
Observation 2:
SOME customers HATE CRUMPLED NOTES
-Crumpled. Stained with coffee stains. The edge of the note looks like someone had chewed it off. The sight of it just makes them cringe a little. Don't crumpled all of them though. They'll suspect something, just crumpled the smaller notes ones'. It's either they take their money or never right?!! (*sinister laughter*)
So, I hereby conclude that...
Conclusion:
GIVE CUSTOMERS MORE CRUMPLED NOTES AND COINS!!! (*sinister laughter*).
Of course, I was just joking.... but, seriously it worked. :p
I believe it starts one step at a time and I have no idea where my dreams will take me.
I believe the world is my treadmill.
I believe my biggest inspiration is the person in front of me.
I believe in solitude and community.
I believe no decision should ever be made while running up hill.
I believe that when I think it's over, I can always dig a little deeper.
I believe in redefining my impossible.
I believe in myself.