If only I'm allowed to do that during exams :| *sigh* :/ ...
The feeling is gone now. Just temporary gone. But that's good enough. ...
One thing that kept me going in badminton, is because I held on to a dream which I couldn't accomplish in the past. *** Back in Form 2, me and my "friend" went for badminton competition. We both train hard to play for the school but we weren't professionals. We were just normal "street" players. My teacher choose my friend instead of me...
So, tell me. Why was it you again? ...
Based on a psychological study, a crush only lasts for a maximum of four months. If it exceeds, you are already in love. Well, let's see how this works out. ...
Tell me why did I fell for your personality when I just only met you once? It's really annoying me. ...
I'm a SUCKER when it comes to love. And I HATE it. ...
Please don't come any closer to me. I don't wanna get close to you. I don't wanna know you any better. I don't wanna let myself to you. Because I'm scared. I'm scared, that I'll fall in love with you. So, please. Let us just stay this way. This same distance. As friends. Because I know, that I'm not what you want. ...
FAIL ...
I spend most of the time being alone. It's not a very sad thing as I find it very beneficial to me. Whether I'm walking, standing, waiting, etc. Whenever I'm alone, I will go deep into thoughts. It's the best time for me to reflect on the things I did. 3 things I will usually reflect on. Past. Present. Future. Firstly, I will think...
