Ever realise how lonely I feel without you? It breaks my heart...*sigh...a simple sms from you per week will still at least do me good...since you're busy anywayz...you dun even keep your promise...*sigh...GoodNiteZ all...I miss you so much...T.T
Sara drag me along coz she's going to go out with her "best friend". As usual, I follow her just to make sure she's fine. She's meeting up with her "best friend" from the internet she met not long ago. She wanted to walk alone with him but I'm also quite worried leh...what happen she kena kidnap leh...she didn't told her mom bout it. Yean Lynn couldn't come coz her relative just pass away. God rest her soul. I called Alvin to tag along also, and Zhi Bin ended up tagging along with us as well.
After tuition, I sumhow manage to make myself concentrate in tuition Accounts...=.=ll, met up with Alvin & Zhi Bin...and not forgetting...Sara's "best friend".
Well...to be honest...Sara's "best friend" was quite handsome...haha...but I know that she already reserved him first...nah...not interested...haha...
So, we separated. I'd make sure that SHE GIVES ME HIS HANDPHONE NUMBER!!!(Dun be stupid...zzz...im not gonna flirt la...zzz)
Sara walked alone with him and I walked with Zhi Bin & Alvin. Went to Parkson to buy something that Harry told me to buy. Later, went to have a snack. Alvin belanja me eat Donuts at Big Apple...^^ so much fun~^^ although...those 2 were...so tall...when I walk in the middle, they both look like body guards...lolx...AND I SAW...ZHAO WEI!!!HAHA...was queing up with Alvin buying donuts when I turned at the back...heard a familiar voice...saw his friend first, his friend look at me,I stared at him, then Ta-Dah...Zhao Wei...he didn't notice me
"ZHAO WEI"
He turned around. He stare at me at first then he smiled. I smiled back and turned back around.
Then...Zhi Bin lead us to the new shopping mall "The Gardens". Omg...yeah...it was nice...( I did't say extremely nice)...the structure was nice...it was like...ART.......!!!
Went back to the cinema there and met up with Sara...who I think she was enjoying her time with her "best friend". Went to watch "The Forbidden Kingdom". So Darn cool!!! Omg...Jet Li VS Jackie Chan...first time see those two fighting with real Kung-Fu style? YES OF COZ!!! *sigh*sigh*sigh*sighhhhhhh...
After the movie, went out, saw Jason & Kenton...our classmate (who are...VERY VERY LAZY CLASSMATE)...talk a bit then they play a joke on Alvin then left...haha...those guyz...^^
Alvin messes with Sara's hair...can see that her "best friend" was jealous...aww...XD
Finally can spend at least 10 minutes with Sara alone, I threaten her to tell me everything...but nothing interesting d...zzz...she didn't hold hands with him...aww!!! SO LAME...sumtimes when those two walk side by side...i normally would pushed her so those 2 can get closer...so boring la those couple...the most funny part was when me, Alvin & Zhi Bin make fun of them by taking secrest snapshoots of them walking together and gossip bout them...haha...Zhi Bin was so funny...
Then...went home loh...haha...so tired...but so fun leh hanging out with those 2 guyz...
Went to eat with my aunt, and chat with my leng zai cousin bout his college and stuff...but the food so long come make me sleep on the table for 30 minutes...lmao...
Was so hungry that I took a 2nd hand of rice, omg...why so hungry d...after I swallowed my 5th mouthful of rice, my chest hurts,making me hard to swallowed but it was okay after that.
I shall stop here bah...Nitey-NiteZ all~^^
After tuition, I sumhow manage to make myself concentrate in tuition Accounts...=.=ll, met up with Alvin & Zhi Bin...and not forgetting...Sara's "best friend".
Well...to be honest...Sara's "best friend" was quite handsome...haha...but I know that she already reserved him first...nah...not interested...haha...
So, we separated. I'd make sure that SHE GIVES ME HIS HANDPHONE NUMBER!!!(Dun be stupid...zzz...im not gonna flirt la...zzz)
Sara walked alone with him and I walked with Zhi Bin & Alvin. Went to Parkson to buy something that Harry told me to buy. Later, went to have a snack. Alvin belanja me eat Donuts at Big Apple...^^ so much fun~^^ although...those 2 were...so tall...when I walk in the middle, they both look like body guards...lolx...AND I SAW...ZHAO WEI!!!HAHA...was queing up with Alvin buying donuts when I turned at the back...heard a familiar voice...saw his friend first, his friend look at me,I stared at him, then Ta-Dah...Zhao Wei...he didn't notice me
"ZHAO WEI"
He turned around. He stare at me at first then he smiled. I smiled back and turned back around.
Then...Zhi Bin lead us to the new shopping mall "The Gardens". Omg...yeah...it was nice...( I did't say extremely nice)...the structure was nice...it was like...ART.......!!!
Went back to the cinema there and met up with Sara...who I think she was enjoying her time with her "best friend". Went to watch "The Forbidden Kingdom". So Darn cool!!! Omg...Jet Li VS Jackie Chan...first time see those two fighting with real Kung-Fu style? YES OF COZ!!! *sigh*sigh*sigh*sighhhhhhh...
After the movie, went out, saw Jason & Kenton...our classmate (who are...VERY VERY LAZY CLASSMATE)...talk a bit then they play a joke on Alvin then left...haha...those guyz...^^
Alvin messes with Sara's hair...can see that her "best friend" was jealous...aww...XD
Finally can spend at least 10 minutes with Sara alone, I threaten her to tell me everything...but nothing interesting d...zzz...she didn't hold hands with him...aww!!! SO LAME...sumtimes when those two walk side by side...i normally would pushed her so those 2 can get closer...so boring la those couple...the most funny part was when me, Alvin & Zhi Bin make fun of them by taking secrest snapshoots of them walking together and gossip bout them...haha...Zhi Bin was so funny...
Then...went home loh...haha...so tired...but so fun leh hanging out with those 2 guyz...
Went to eat with my aunt, and chat with my leng zai cousin bout his college and stuff...but the food so long come make me sleep on the table for 30 minutes...lmao...
Was so hungry that I took a 2nd hand of rice, omg...why so hungry d...after I swallowed my 5th mouthful of rice, my chest hurts,making me hard to swallowed but it was okay after that.
I shall stop here bah...Nitey-NiteZ all~^^
After school, was at the canteen slacking around having lunch and chatting with friends.
When suddenly, a girl came running down to the canteen. Ooo...she was the St.John juniors...she told Lydia something I dunno what she talk...but Lydia quickly rushed me to the First Aid Room. I firstly get the First Aid key from Nicholas, who was dating with her girlfriend in the canteen...zzz...quickly walk to the FA room. Saw the injury was serious, ran back to get Nicholas...which he really took HIS TIME TO GO TO THE FA ROOM!!!
The teacher was a bit stubborn as to not let Nicholas do the bandaging. But it was done in the end. Seeing her thumb injured, my thumb started to feel the pain she's suffering too. Gosh darn...
The story was like this : The poor girl,Candace was cleaning the window as her duty was today when the window suddenly breaks into 2 and...(the rest was not important...lol) sumhow cut her finger...
After the English Society Meeting, took the public bus. Thought it would saved money if I take only 1 bus to my mom's office. The stupid bus didn't stop where I wanted it to stop and make me walk so far to my mom's office. SUMBODY SUE TAT STUPID BUS!!! Anywayz, walk walk walk untill reached my mom's office...
*SIGH
Oh great!!! Now what!!! The office was closed!!! The workers all went outstation...GREAT!!!
Carrying my heavy bag and file walk all the way to the furthest bus stop (the nearest bus stop was opposite the busy road which was fenced...I'm not that stupid to crossed the road by climbing over it...)
Was so thirsty...ran out of water...saw my classmate...she must be thinking that I looked so miserable tired. About 5 minutes later, the Happygarden bus halt to a stop...thank God it didn't take too long...saw my youngest sister with her friends...her friends was like "Is tat siew wen's sister","Ya wor...is siew wen's sister wor..."...bla bla bla etc etc etc...=.=
When suddenly, a girl came running down to the canteen. Ooo...she was the St.John juniors...she told Lydia something I dunno what she talk...but Lydia quickly rushed me to the First Aid Room. I firstly get the First Aid key from Nicholas, who was dating with her girlfriend in the canteen...zzz...quickly walk to the FA room. Saw the injury was serious, ran back to get Nicholas...which he really took HIS TIME TO GO TO THE FA ROOM!!!
The teacher was a bit stubborn as to not let Nicholas do the bandaging. But it was done in the end. Seeing her thumb injured, my thumb started to feel the pain she's suffering too. Gosh darn...
The story was like this : The poor girl,Candace was cleaning the window as her duty was today when the window suddenly breaks into 2 and...(the rest was not important...lol) sumhow cut her finger...
After the English Society Meeting, took the public bus. Thought it would saved money if I take only 1 bus to my mom's office. The stupid bus didn't stop where I wanted it to stop and make me walk so far to my mom's office. SUMBODY SUE TAT STUPID BUS!!! Anywayz, walk walk walk untill reached my mom's office...
*SIGH
Oh great!!! Now what!!! The office was closed!!! The workers all went outstation...GREAT!!!
Carrying my heavy bag and file walk all the way to the furthest bus stop (the nearest bus stop was opposite the busy road which was fenced...I'm not that stupid to crossed the road by climbing over it...)
Was so thirsty...ran out of water...saw my classmate...she must be thinking that I looked so miserable tired. About 5 minutes later, the Happygarden bus halt to a stop...thank God it didn't take too long...saw my youngest sister with her friends...her friends was like "Is tat siew wen's sister","Ya wor...is siew wen's sister wor..."...bla bla bla etc etc etc...=.=
Reached home, I almost fell to the ground...exchausted...ai yoh...forgot tonight got tuition sa more...%!@^%$&$W%%#...
Dear Diary,
today, I went makan angin at Jalan Old Klang Road...so happy leh...I reached my mom's office to find out that the office was close...and walk along the side of the road to take bus home leh...so happy get to "makan angin" leh...or maybe it was "makan kereta enjin angin" LA!!!!WTH!!! Dear diary...I hope I won't die of cancer at this very young age~^^
this happen last night before ks war started,25/04/08 :
Wanted to go Gs2 to farm $$, on the way saw jessicaROBS (4got her name,watever it was), she pt me, I also duno y she pt me for...so I just go Gs2...found one empty map...make sure there was no people...yeah...all clear...no people...wlsp wanted to invite his didi to our guild, as Mudiie was busy,I make sure jess came into my map first.
Before I went to add the newcomer, jess came to my cc and say,"I saw whoshipureint....(sum i 4got wat she say)...I go ks him first"
Walau eh...I won't let her ruin HeiSerHui reputation!!! I spammed the guild chat asking her not to ks or I will expel her from the guild. Jess have been doing a lot of bad things and also got into trouble using our guilds name,HeiSerHui.
Add liao,welcomed the newcomer and went back to my cc. Only finding out that,whoshipureint hitting my monsters and I saw jess, hitting the monsters as well. As I thought, I ask him to cc. As usual, ksers won't cc (how stupid can I get..of coz). He say I'm ksing his map, he was farming at this map for 4 hours n bla bla bla...
"you hit my mob,you ksing my map"
I kinda blurz liao...jess was hitting the mob. I hit awhile, not thinking straight wat was happening. Then I stop hitting, went to the stairs and talk to them..."nicely". But all they say is "ur DK ksing us" & whole bunch of crappy ksing stuff.He say he will treathen to tell lynn n blah blah blah...(sry...my memory very rusty cannot remember stuff =.=), and he even say he will post in forum that all HeiSerHui members map is all FFA(Free For All).
woshipureint-Lvl144 Arch Ice/Lightning Mage
& another person (who is not very important)
I did not wished to make matters worse and to embarraste HeiSerHui guild. I stop hiting then jess stop hitting, then stupid jess say she gtg half-way...wth...she is no fren at all!!!Dumping me like this giving me all the dirty stuff to do...I don't even know what was happening!!! Too late...she offline...
Another person offered me a free Gs2 map...so I went to that map he offered me.Thx him n he dissapear to "sumwhere".
Ksing settled ?I thought it was...but it was only the beggining...
Today,Saturday,26/04/08 :
mageboi say woshipureint ksing him...instead of woshipureint ksing him wasting his blizzard or mp pots,it was mageboi who is ksing him back...zzz...woshipureint cc.
Was farming/training in Gs2 at the same time (but in another cc) when mageboi got ksed. I gave a slot for a cleric on the stairs.
When suddenly, poofed, out came woshipureint,i look at him,he look at me, he look at the mobz, and start ksing.zzz...
And...he say "if you wan ks war...just say...lai la" and sum other crap stuff...I stop hitting the mobs coz he's so-called "pro" then me...even the guy who followed him say "no need hit la...cannot compared with pure int attack d"....zzz....ai yoh....zha dao...like he so pro like tat...
I asked LvBoAin20 for help, I was sure I din even ksed woshipureint...!!! LvBoAin20 didn't help much...so let it be...I sat down....and watch them ks my map,my exp was 95% tat time...zzz...
All of a sudden...woshipureint mega...zzz....
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A lot of my buddy friends were shocked though...but they know it was not my fault...and they all supported me. Even crystaleight and pricewin came to my map...or maybe prince was just a busybody ?zzz...woshipureint if wan to settle mega back say sry...wth...who u think I am ?I'm not tat rich man!!! Then he say,I buy mega for u 2k=2m pay me back. Crazy...no way...embarrase the HSH guild like tat by doing tat ?!NEVER!!!
mageboi came to help me. Just in time momo log in, I know I cannot handle this situation myself, I ask MoMo for help. Then a lot of stuff crap discussion. In the middle of the discussion, as usual, I'm not used to very long silence, they didn't spoke much...I ask them listen my story first...im middle of telling, woshipureint say I liar...and blah blah blah...
And a lot of busybodies came to our map...including AginaPoke...zzz...Lvl129,Bishop. That didn't surprised me at all. Or iz it he's busybody?
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Can't stand any longer, I dun wan things getting worser...At Last...I say..."I'm sorry"...woshipureint was satisfied and everything was settled. Peace to HeiSerHui guild once again. Thank God...*sigh...but...really make me very uncomfortable saying it...zzz....and gosh...darn lot of people spamming my chat box...zzz
And finally Lvl103 leh...so long no lvl for 1 month...zzz...and Pongo Lvl24 (he Lvled during the ksed war....laugh out loud...haha)~~haha~I love you Pongo,my faithful loverble doggie~~^^
But at the end, my conclusion was...maybe I went to the wrong cc map and instead went to woshipureint map...and didn't know was ksing him...omg...i really wanna scrub my toungue with sand. My stupid memory!!! CAnnot remember which cc I originally came from!!!ARGH!!!
Hehe...do it myself leh...dunno wheather nice anot...><...i shall put more other members in it for the next picture im doing...this is just a simple picture...lolx...sry sia..i was very boring playing my coputer with no internet...XD...Hope HeiSerHui people like it orh...><
=3333333 HeiSerHui & Dear~~^^
4 days dear no sms me...feel so empty without him...haha...XD
Been together for 5 months...haha...^^
I love you dear...><
Today, Alvin Ng almost pushed me down the school stairs...wth...i almost fell...that bloody idiot...F3...luckily my left foot step on the next step on the stairs or he will be paying my medical bills...wakaka!!! No...I was carrying my back walkin down the stairs when I felt this strong pushed and a voice shouting "Bang" at the back of me. Then my whole body...fell forwards...damn scary leh!!!!
Went for First Aid Class...so boring...only revising bout the bandaging...bla bla bla...was teamed up with 5-6 juniors I think...can't remember...I HATE BANDAGING THE FIST!!! Anwayz...was shocked when stupid Nicholas
last minute told me that I'm suppose to go Confusion school tomorrow,Saturday for the discussion on St.John Carnival...Hell man!!!
Tomorrow suppose to have a First Aid Class at 8am-2pm...ok fine...I'm suppose to take a bus home...but...The next meeting was at 4.30pm!!!!What the *tut*!!!What do you aspect me to do for the next 2 hours ?!Ok...nvm...that's not a big deal anywayz...I bet Nicolas never took a bus home before...muahaha!!!Spoil brat...XD
Shall stop here bah...mid-term exam around the corner...planning to concentrate on studying for 1 week without touching my precious computer...which seem an impposible task...hehe~XD
MuackzZ Dear~~XD
Been together for 5 months...haha...^^
I love you dear...><
Today, Alvin Ng almost pushed me down the school stairs...wth...i almost fell...that bloody idiot...F3...luckily my left foot step on the next step on the stairs or he will be paying my medical bills...wakaka!!! No...I was carrying my back walkin down the stairs when I felt this strong pushed and a voice shouting "Bang" at the back of me. Then my whole body...fell forwards...damn scary leh!!!!
Went for First Aid Class...so boring...only revising bout the bandaging...bla bla bla...was teamed up with 5-6 juniors I think...can't remember...I HATE BANDAGING THE FIST!!! Anwayz...was shocked when stupid Nicholas
last minute told me that I'm suppose to go Confusion school tomorrow,Saturday for the discussion on St.John Carnival...Hell man!!!
Tomorrow suppose to have a First Aid Class at 8am-2pm...ok fine...I'm suppose to take a bus home...but...The next meeting was at 4.30pm!!!!What the *tut*!!!What do you aspect me to do for the next 2 hours ?!Ok...nvm...that's not a big deal anywayz...I bet Nicolas never took a bus home before...muahaha!!!Spoil brat...XD
Shall stop here bah...mid-term exam around the corner...planning to concentrate on studying for 1 week without touching my precious computer...which seem an impposible task...hehe~XD
MuackzZ Dear~~XD
How does it feel when you miss someone?
A lot of things... I guess?
* * *
She misses a lot of things about him, even though she knew he wasn't meant to be...
*
... but knowing whether he misses her...
... is a story that she'll never know.
But, somewhere in her heart, she secretly hopes...
... that he misses her too.
The last canning i had was standard 6 in primary school for failing my chinese spelling in straight rows...o.o...ahh...sweet old painful memories start flooding back to me again...
The girls weren't allowed to wear short pants for P.E class, I was wearing them (for goodness sake...=.=)...No wonder I saw so many girls wearing long pants lah...pai seh...I'm not one of those girls...I lost my long pants somewhere in my messy room...loads & loads of clothes piling up like mountain...lolx...Some girls were wearing short pants also...so I didn't care...
Went downstairs & waited for the rest of the girls to come down. Pn Rosmalinda, the girls P.E teacher separated the girls who were wearing short & long pants. Encik Saiful standing there, as usual, he always holds the cane around, the cane gives me a chill throughout my body, but I wasn't scared of it.
Ahh...the punishment...the boys got punished 1st before the girls did...The boys are canned on thier legs, the whacking of the cane sound can be heard, some girls at the back of me were gasping in horror, some were scared.
Yeah...the girls turn (hohoho)...though, at 1st I thought it was embarrassing, but heck...I wasn't scared...dunno why leh...I receive a lot of cannings during primary school I guess...The girls were given 2 choices. Either to be canned on the legs or the hands. If hands, stand on the right side, legs on the left. Only 3 or more girls were standing on the left side, the rest were scrambling to he right. I walk to the right.
WHACK!!!
One time only.That was painful.
ahh...the pain strike my hand...brings back the memories once again...how I remember receiving those chinese teachers canning every week. The canning finished quickly enough, and I went back to the P.E class. Hands trembling. The girls were like shaking their hands saying over the words again "painful".
Saw some girls cried. The girls who received the canning for the legs were canned twice. Each on each leg. Thank goodness I choose the hands. The hands only 1 time.
The pain didn't last long, after P.E lessons my hand was okay already. Shiokz...I hope my 2nd sister get canned next year...HOHOHOHO!!!
Got an owser at the right side of my jaw there since Saturday...Been've talking like a...goldfish =.=ll...It was so darn painful!!!
Monday went to school, barely talk to people, avoiding making eye to eye contact so teacher won't ask me asnwer questions.
My friends were like saying to me :
"what's wrong with ur mouth ?"
"what happen to you siew ?"
"it's so not like you today..."
"no wonder u seldom talk"
blah blah blah...yatty yatty yatty...
It was so hard for me to eat!!! As I was eating like...slow motion (like those movies when they shoot bullets & can see the slow motion effect...lolx)
ok...fine...wanted to yawn during accounts lesson...but the pain refrent me from doing it...drinking water was the worse!!! 1 sip of water touches the wound..ARGH!!! The sharp pain went through my whole mouth...
I dunno why it's happening or is it my gum or teeth...can feel my teeth eching...><...feel like pulling MY TEETH OUT!!!
Put salt on the wound...WALAU!!! I SWEAR I THOUGHT IT WAS LIKE GIVING BIRTH TO A BABY!!! Can feel like a billions needles piercing through my cheek...(maybe won't even feel the needles piercing coz OF THE PAIN!!!)...some of the salt dissolve on the wound...argh...my saliva dripped all over the sink when I put the salt...the feeling was damn pain but nice!!! My brain was sensing pain but I KNEW IT WAS SOOO GOOD COZ TO CURE THE DAMN WOUND!!!
I'll stop here...NiteZ all~^^
Monday went to school, barely talk to people, avoiding making eye to eye contact so teacher won't ask me asnwer questions.
My friends were like saying to me :
"what's wrong with ur mouth ?"
"what happen to you siew ?"
"it's so not like you today..."
"no wonder u seldom talk"
blah blah blah...yatty yatty yatty...
It was so hard for me to eat!!! As I was eating like...slow motion (like those movies when they shoot bullets & can see the slow motion effect...lolx)
ok...fine...wanted to yawn during accounts lesson...but the pain refrent me from doing it...drinking water was the worse!!! 1 sip of water touches the wound..ARGH!!! The sharp pain went through my whole mouth...
I dunno why it's happening or is it my gum or teeth...can feel my teeth eching...><...feel like pulling MY TEETH OUT!!!
Put salt on the wound...WALAU!!! I SWEAR I THOUGHT IT WAS LIKE GIVING BIRTH TO A BABY!!! Can feel like a billions needles piercing through my cheek...(maybe won't even feel the needles piercing coz OF THE PAIN!!!)...some of the salt dissolve on the wound...argh...my saliva dripped all over the sink when I put the salt...the feeling was damn pain but nice!!! My brain was sensing pain but I KNEW IT WAS SOOO GOOD COZ TO CURE THE DAMN WOUND!!!
I'll stop here...NiteZ all~^^
