Someone once told me that you can only dream of someone only when you have see them before. It doesn't matter where or when, as long as you have a vivid memory of a person's face, body, or voice, it is possible for that person to be in your dreams. But no one had ever told me the reason why they had to...

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If you wanna do something, go all the way. Same goes with relationships, if you wanna love someone, love them all the way. You can't just love person-X half-heartedly, and go to person-Y telling them that you miss them. Love doesn't work like that. At least for me. My feelings and heart is not for you to play with. Is either you get...

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Wow. I can't believe it! It has all come to an end! :( From Malaysia to Thailand, South Korea, Shanghai and lastly, Taiwan! They said that the only thing you should do when you're young, especially during your university days, is to travel. And yes, I believe that's true. Because there's so much exposure out there you can get compared to what you read...

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"But keep in mind one very important thing: If you love someone, then your one and only job is to make that person happy. If you don’t believe you can make him or her happy, then accept the fact that it will never work." -Paul Hudson from Elite Daily ...

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"I miss you..." I said. There was a long pause, but he calmly answered,"Hmm... Why orh?" "I don't know," I broke down. "Of so many people, I have to miss you the most." * * * Remember back then in your car? It was that night.... ... that I missed your presence. I miss the look on your face when I gave you...

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You know, I used to be so girly back then. Wearing short frenzy skirts and looking out for cute guys and all... Laughing and giggling like any normal girls do. But then it stopped. I don't know why. Guys outfits became my style back then, and true enough. I was a tomboy. And maybe because I got my heart trenched in so many...

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Well, this very well summed up the end of my 3-month gap. During this duration, I've spent much more time on SELF-DISCOVERY. From food allergies to my lack of self expression, and on certain grey areas which I never knew about myself until much confrontation. I've been self-reflecting a lot (one of my most favourite hobby I found out). Thinking a lot. On...

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The last thing I ever wanna have is a long distance relationship. Trust me. Commitment is one thing, but it's more than just commitment that makes the relationship worthwhile. It's been 3 months. 3 months since I knew him. But the distances is killing me. He's so near, but yet so far. Ugggghhhhh!!! Whyyyyyyyyyy?!?! And, as I continue to wait. And wait. And...

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I was sleeping on the bed. At someone's house. I was deep asleep because I felt so drained and tired that I just wanted to sleep. But you came in and you came to my side, lightly touching me. I was annoyed that you were disturbing my sleep but I was yearning for you to be here with me. I wrapped my arms...

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I realized that I'm lacking of personal expression. I'm recently getting that a lot from my friends, including one special friend of mine. I have seriously, no idea why. Honestly, if I knew that I'm like this, why didn't I bother to change myself for all these while? I have friends who are starting to bug me to express myself more often, and...

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