It's 3.13am now as I type this post. Gosh. I told myself to not start tearing up again, but here I am, bawling like a little baby. *sigh* I don't usually type my whole life story emotions here, but I'm just gonna do it once to let it all out. Countdown Time: 20 hours till Year 2013 * * * Recently, I met...
It's my 2nd time being part of this year's D2YC. Well, I gotta say it's a total different experience this year for me, as the organizing system is different, there's lesser things I'm in charge of, and there's a new generation batch of participants this year. Honestly, I personally think that the programs were quite good this year, but somehow, there are some...
I ensure you, 'these' people just want me to sell Char Siew Pork for a living. -.- Right. ...
I can't believe another year has passed, when it actually felt like it was just a few months ago when I just won my first competition: MTV Exit Bold Lipstick. Year 2012 has been a remarkable year for me. Where at this stage, I've experience a lot of failures, hardships, success, conflicts, and whatnots. It is indeed a busiest year for me, and...
If I told you, that I have a crush on him, would you believe me? If I told you, that he's the one for me, will you let him go, and let him be? If I told you, that I won't let him go, will you give him to me? ...
I am beautiful. I really am =) You know, after some time, I really thought about it. My face, I mean. I really think there's no point being so negative about my imperfect face. I'm gonna be stuck with this face for the rest of my life, so must as well make the best out of it. I believe if I stop living...
It's already mid November, the busiest period where by now, I'm suppose to be busy with my studies and assignment. But I'm here in front of my comp, sulking and blaming on my self-esteem. About how ugly I am. * * * Honestly speaking, I have a very low self-esteem. The only thing I'm sensitive about, is my face. Sometimes, I really envy...
I flipped through the pages of an old diary and I manage to find this particularly journal entry dated back in 2006. It was my first D2YC camp that I've attended few years ago. And this was how it had changed my life. P.S: Please pardon my spelling and grammar mistakes. I was dumb back then. * * * D2YC Camp 19th-24th December...
I used to think that we could be friends like... forever. But I don't believe in that anymore. The word FOREVER is such an overused word. People tend to change overtime when we're apart from each other. And I believe we have our own beliefs to follow due to what we've been exposed to. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of slapping sense...
Like an idiot, why didn't I know? Like an idiot, why did I let you go? Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly I know now My love is only you Even if my eyes look for you Even if my heart pressures me I didn't believe that it was love I believed that I was lonely and had to lean on you...
