Today very tired leh...lazy also want type out here...
Wake up at 7.45am...go school for the sivik project...go musuem...our group was suppose to talk about "Polis Di Bukit Kepong"..look here look there...
The only thing that interest me is the Polis underwears and...bras? (wth)
And the pervert kampung people who draw pornografi on a handkerchief where the police rampas it...lol...
Went home at 12.30pm...wai seh...so tired liao...
Last night sleep at 3am. Haizz...
Ok...then go home wash shoe...then take a quick bath...getting ready to go out mid valley with piggy lynnliu, philip tan gor & icemaker aka eric.
lol...really make me running around the house here and there...coz I haven't finish writting the letter finish...lol...then...
*sigh* finally everything settle...chores done....things i wanna do also done...
really wan make me die liao...
4.45pm...walk out from house then thought of going temple wait there d...but since philip still on the way then i go playground sit swing...
was all slone there...so quite scary...
Sit awhile leh stomach started to upset liao...then walk around till 5.15pm, i go walk to temple. Actually philip suppose find me in playground, but since he can't find it then walk to the temple...lol...walk until started sweating leh...
Then meet lynn and philip...out of breath...walk up hill leh...wan die!!! then go mid valley meet up with eric...
ai seh...1st time meet they all...feel like a little sibling like that...as usual..im the shortest...-.-"
Ok then...we go eat...eat what arh...eat loh...stupid fried rice so much...eat till wan die liao...then pig keep feeding me with chicken like queen n ahtan give me big chicken....
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL...
in the end...
=cannot finish=
then go buy movie ticket then go shopping....i keep looking at price tag...-.-" habit
wah...mai say leh...
VERY LAZY TYPE LIAO......
and the list goes on...
watch "Money Not Enough 2". singapore movie lai de..
quite ok la i guess...first time watch also blur blur...then slowly get it...quite funny...sad also...some people got cry accept me...(lynn, philip & eric)
-.-" i know it's touching and sad...but yet i find out i already know the moral value of the story...lol...so...just watch loh...really i swear!!! I didn't cry...
they so sweet leh...treat me like little kid like tat...pampered me like their own kid...din ask them buy me popcorn but they bought for me anyway also bu hao yi shi...
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz....lmao...nth between me n eric la okay!!!
show finish around 9++ then say bb to eric then go back....
10pm reach home...say bb...then....now im doing wat im doing lo...Zzz
ok bb...no mood blog liao...
not feeling well also...ok bb..i go vomit...
Wake up at 7.45am...go school for the sivik project...go musuem...our group was suppose to talk about "Polis Di Bukit Kepong"..look here look there...
The only thing that interest me is the Polis underwears and...bras? (wth)
And the pervert kampung people who draw pornografi on a handkerchief where the police rampas it...lol...
Went home at 12.30pm...wai seh...so tired liao...
Last night sleep at 3am. Haizz...
Ok...then go home wash shoe...then take a quick bath...getting ready to go out mid valley with piggy lynnliu, philip tan gor & icemaker aka eric.
lol...really make me running around the house here and there...coz I haven't finish writting the letter finish...lol...then...
*sigh* finally everything settle...chores done....things i wanna do also done...
really wan make me die liao...
4.45pm...walk out from house then thought of going temple wait there d...but since philip still on the way then i go playground sit swing...
was all slone there...so quite scary...
Sit awhile leh stomach started to upset liao...then walk around till 5.15pm, i go walk to temple. Actually philip suppose find me in playground, but since he can't find it then walk to the temple...lol...walk until started sweating leh...
Then meet lynn and philip...out of breath...walk up hill leh...wan die!!! then go mid valley meet up with eric...
ai seh...1st time meet they all...feel like a little sibling like that...as usual..im the shortest...-.-"
Ok then...we go eat...eat what arh...eat loh...stupid fried rice so much...eat till wan die liao...then pig keep feeding me with chicken like queen n ahtan give me big chicken....
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL...
in the end...
=cannot finish=
then go buy movie ticket then go shopping....i keep looking at price tag...-.-" habit
wah...mai say leh...
VERY LAZY TYPE LIAO......
and the list goes on...
watch "Money Not Enough 2". singapore movie lai de..
quite ok la i guess...first time watch also blur blur...then slowly get it...quite funny...sad also...some people got cry accept me...(lynn, philip & eric)
-.-" i know it's touching and sad...but yet i find out i already know the moral value of the story...lol...so...just watch loh...really i swear!!! I didn't cry...
they so sweet leh...treat me like little kid like tat...pampered me like their own kid...din ask them buy me popcorn but they bought for me anyway also bu hao yi shi...
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz....lmao...nth between me n eric la okay!!!
show finish around 9++ then say bb to eric then go back....
10pm reach home...say bb...then....now im doing wat im doing lo...Zzz
ok bb...no mood blog liao...
not feeling well also...ok bb..i go vomit...
A small red book stood alone in the empty world of black and white. I came closer to get a good look at it and the pages fluttered open to a specific entry. I picked up and found it was the memoirs of a dying boy's last days. Kim Jae Duc. These entries chronicled the last days of his life as he fought his battle with cancer. The moment I picked the book up, I felt a cool breeze circulating me and it's giving me the chills as if Kim Jae Duc's spirit is still here. Read along with me because I'm afraid to read it alone. Kim Jae Duc might not like me going through his personal belongings
*~*~*~*
Dear Journal, (Journal sounds more masculine, don't you think?)
First of all, you must be wondering why a guy would keep a journal right? The reason I have you is because I need something to reveal my innermost thoughts and secrets to but I can't tell a living soul. I, Kim Jae Duc, have a terrible, dark secret. Besides my parents and the doctors, you're the only thing that knows the truth about me.
I am going to DIE.
I can't believe it. I'm still so young but now I have to face the harsh reality that I'm going to die soon. Oh my God, why me? One day I was healthy like a lamb, the next day I found out I was going to die. It was supposed to be one of those glorious summers days but when I just woke up and got out of bed-ow, that pain again.
It felt like something was eating my insides and it was slowly moving it's way toward my back. At first I thought the aches and pain came from my dancing but then I realised how much worse it got at night. I've been trying to avoid the pain and I've been really good at working around it but suddenly today the pain struck. It hurt so badly. I was dancing and suddenly this deep, excruciating burst of pain caused me to double over and black out. When I came to, I'm lying right here in this hospital bed and that's why I'm writing to you right now. The first noise I heard was someone crying. I recognised that voice anywhere. It was my mommy.
Oh God.
Whatever it is, I've got it bad. I know it's not for certain but the first thing that came to my mind is that I'm going to die. The doctors already ran some tests and this sonogram on me so I'll know the results in the morning. I don't want to think about this anymore. I need to think about something else that will take my mind off it.
Seo Hye Young. I wonder what she's doing right now. Is she thinking about me?
Very unlikely.
She's been yearning for Jae Jin the past 4 years already, she doesn't even know that I existed. But wait, she was there when I fainted. I wonder if she'll be one of those Florence Nightingale nurses and heal me with her love. Hee hee.
Ouch.
I think I'll go to sleep now. Good night and see you in the morning.
Love, Duckie
***
June 10
Pancreatic/Liver Cancer.
That's what I've been diagnosed with. Oh my gawd, I don't believe it. I do have a real disease and I'm going to die from it. When I checked my stomach, the skin was still smooth and intact. But I kept thinking that there's going to be this little alien (like in the movies) that's going to pop out any minute now and it's going to kill me.
The tumour had already spread to my liver and around my pancreas and I've reached Stage III. No operation can be done for me and no medicine in the world will save me.
Those fucking doctors.(Pardon my French)
How can I reach Stage III without anyone noticing or detecting that there is something wrong with me? But it's my fault that I didn't go to the doctor sooner. And now, I must pay for my mistakes. That's so unfair! I can't die yet! I still haven't asked Hye Young out and I still haven't opened my dance school. I never felt so hopeless in my life.
Today, just to distract myself, I thought of Hye Young. When I think about it, there isn't anything remarkable about her looks, she was just ordinary. Long black hair, 2 brown eyes, 1 nose, a mouth and around 5'.
Overall, just average.
But I did fall in love with her the moment we met. It was her kind and gentle heart that captured my own. It was 4 years ago and I was practicing some new moves I created. I think I showed off too much and my ankle snapped when I was doing my back-down dance. Hye Young appeared out of nowhere and she fixed it for me.
And that moment, in my head I heard a choir singing and a mist surrounded Hye Young as if heaven was welcoming her. Seo Hye Young was an angel.
My angel.
But too soon I came to learn that she came looking for Jae Jin. I know she's my best friend's girl and she's off limits but my heart won't let me stop loving her. I'm getting a headache from all this. I'm going to take a nap now.
Laters, Jae Duc.
***
June 11
Hi Choom Ggoon!
I've decided to give you a name instead of calling you 'journal'. It's my nickname that my friends had given me and since I can't tell myself that, I'll call you that now. :)
Jin came to visit me today. I know I should sound more enthusiastic about it since he's my best friend and all, but I was disappointed that Hye Young wasn't there. As if Jae Jin could read my mind, he informed me that Hye Young would be visiting me when I come home tomorrow.
Yikes!
Did he know? He couldn't have possibly guessed it, I've been too discreet about my secret crush on Hye Young. Still, I couldn't help but feel that I've betrayed my best friend. Jae Jin spend the whole day with me, filling me in what I've missed and all but I kept pondering him with questions about Hye Young. I tried to make myself less obvious and nonchalant as possible but I talk too much for my own sake. Let's just see what happens tomorrow. I think I'll end this entry here.
Me, the Quackster
***
June 12
HyeYoungcametoseeme!HyeYoungcametoseeme!HyeYoungcametoseeme! Hold on, let me catch my breath. I'm getting too excited over this simple, friendly gesture. Now that I've calmed down a bit, let me tell you what happened Choom Ggoon. Hye Young came to see me! Yes, me!
Can you believe it?
I couldn't either but when I came home today she was already at my house with flowers. Well, she wasn't the only one there because all the guys in QuickSilver and a few other friends from school were there too. But still, it doesn't matter to me. Hye Young was there.
Everybody was unusually nice to me and pretends that nothing is going on but I did overhear the doctors telling my parents to go on with our normal daily life as if nothing happened.
Qucksilver.
Those bastards. Always forgetting my birthday on purpose but today they showered me with gifts like there's no tomorrow. Jeez. The best gift they give me is a few minutes alone with Hye Young. I wanted to talk to her.
No! It's not what you're thinking. I may seem easy-going and talkative and there's this sickness in my hands that's making my life run short, but I'm still not ready to confess my undying love for her yet. Maybe I'll say that tomorrow but not today. There are too many people at my house and I can't stand the embarrassment of being rejected.
Everyone stayed pretty late and Hye Young was the last to leave. I wailed her to the door and she blessed me with the news of visiting me tomorrow. Hopefully tonight I'll see her in my dreams.
Yours truly, Duckie
***
June 13
Choon Ggoom!
You won't believe what happened today! I know, so many surprises huh? Hye Young told me she loves me! Can you believe it? I'm going in a wild frenzy right now at this unexpected confession. I'm going delirious and overjoyed beyond my wildest imagination. I've always dreamed of Hye Young someday saying those words but now that she has, I just don't know how to take it.
I asked about Jae Jin and she told me that they were just friends now and I'm not that bad guy! Yay!
So should I just close my eyes and plunge right in or give it some time? No, I really can't give it time. The grains of sand in my hourglass are running out fast and every minute is precious to me. Hye Young was so sweet, she didn't pressure me to say that I love her back (although I do) and she said that she'd give me some time. I don't think, I know I'm in love. More updates later.
Mr.Seo Hye Young (hee hee)
***
June 13 thru June 18
This whole week had been my dream of an ideal heaven. I spent every waking moment with Hye Young. She was just so cute! She took me to the mall, ice-skating and even raving! I can't remember when I had this much fun. Hye Young had even kissed me several times during our dates.
(Jeez, I'm blushing right now just telling you this :))
At first I was so surprised to say or do anything but after a while I began to open up and kissed her back. It felt completely natural as if I've been kissing her my whole life. I think I just discovered what the meaning of life is.
Seo Hye Young.
Up until now, I haven't realized what it felt like to be fulfilled and be truly happy. I guess when you don't have much time you cherish it more now. Things with Hye Young are going along so well now that I would hate to see it end. My outlook for the future is really bleak and fleeting. But you never know, you might be hearing some wedding bells soon. I gotta go call Hye Young now and make plans for tomorrow. Sorry this entry isn't long.
Bye!
Duckie
***
June 19
I hate Lee Jae Jin and Seo Hye Young. That ===== and that stupid =====. Sorry Choom Ggoon. I had to scratch out those cuss words. They don't really deserve that from me. But I can't believe them! Let me tell you what happened. Today Hye Young took me to Lotte World and it started out wonderful but it ended in disaster.
My heart was broken. :(
Anyway, we were heading on home and Hye Young said she needed to go to the bathroom real quick. I waited for her but after a while, I got worried so I looked for her. I saw her talking to Jae Jin and they must have not see me come closer to them.
My senses have become dull but my hearing was sharpened. I overheard them talking about how their plan is going well to make my days better. Hye Young had pretended to like me all this time. It felt like someone had stab me with a thousand knives.
I don't want their damn pity!
I strode over to them and gave them a piece of my mind. Then, I ran home. They had called several times and I hung up on them each time. I don't ever want to see them again. Never would be too soon for me. I never felt so betrayed in my life. My best friend and my only love scheming against me. I think I'll go cry myself to sleep now. G'nite.
Jae Duc.
***
June 20
Sorry Choom Ggoon. Tonight I don't feel too well. I can hardly hold up this pen to write. I haven't heard from those two people yet so I don't have any news to fill you in with. I'll be heading off to bed now. Talk to you later.
Kim Jae Duc
***
June 21 thru June 28
[The missing entries]
***
June 29
My dearest Choom Ggoon,
Don't you think that I've been neglecting you. The night that I wrote to you the merciless pain hit hard and I was rushed to the hospital immediately. They did an anagram and a laparatomy on me. The pain was unbearable. The anagram made me stick tubes in my veins and the laparatomy is the exploratory examination where they had to cut me open.
Now I've got holes and stitches everywhere. But you know what? During my hallucination, I could have sworn I saw Hye Young in the operating room but I don't think she's allowed in. Maybe I miss her too much and I'm seeing things. After the operation, I look like a freak, but luckily, I still have my hair. I forgot to mention to you that patients diagnosed with this type of cancer have a life span of 3 weeks to 3 months.
Not very long huh?
And I've already wasted...how long? I have no idea because I didn't check with the doctor soon enough to find out when the cancer had spread. This silent disease is now eating me away. I could go any day now. These long days that I had spent in the hospital bed, I kept replaying the scene of Jae Jin and Hye Young in my head over and over again. Two people in the world that I loved the most hurt me more than this cancer ever could. I don't want to think about them anymore and right now, you're my only friend.
No one understands what I'm going through. They don't know what it feels like living each day wondering if it's going to be their last. Well, that's it from me now. Bye bye...
Duckie
***
June 30
Hye Young came by today. I didn't want to see her though. I specifically told my mommy that I wanted no visitors, but when Hye Young left, my mommy came in with this card from her. I threw it into the corner, not bothering to even read it. It's probably one of those 'Dear Abby' letters, begging me for forgiveness. I want nothing to do with her anymore.
I hate Seo Hye Young and Lee Jae Jin.
Wait, I take that back. Hate is such a strong word. To be honest Choom Ggoon, I still love them both but I'm not ready to forgive them for what they did. It was deceitful and down-right wrong.
My mommy brought breakfast in bed for me today. I felt so bad just looking at her. I loved my parents dearly and this whole time I've been neglecting them. I was so selfish, thinking only about myself and not them. My parents seem to age these past few weeks worrying over me but I just told them how much I love them both. My mommy's choking sobs and daddy's proud face let me know that they understood.
Later on I overheard them whispering to each other about how I'm going downhill so fast. How much weaker I was and how much paler I was becoming. I don't care. (I know I'm being selfish again) I don't give a damn about anything anymore. I just want to die right now and not listen to all this crap. Ironically, what I really wanted is more time to sort out my feelings and figure out how to solve this whole mess. I'm just going to sleep on it now Choom Ggoon.
Thanks for listening.
Duckie
***
July 1
I want to live. Up until yesterday, I didn't have a chance to acknowledge that it's my unconditional right to live. My cancer must have spread to my brain or something because it made a hella cranky and less understanding. Last night a startling revelation came to me.
So what if Jae Jin and Hye Young tricked me? They were only doing it because they loved me as much as I loved them. I called Jae Jin and apologized for acting like such a jerk. He accepted it graciously like any good friend would. Now all I have left to do is confess my love to Hye Young. It was an abrupt decision on my part but I had no choice. I was desperate and I'm running out of time.
It doesn't matter to me anymore whether or not she loves me back but at least I told her. I will say the words that I've been hiding inside me for so long and reveal the truth. I love Seo Hye Young. Yes, I will definitely tell her that I love her Choom Ggoon and I will NOT back out. Yes, I will tell her I love her. Tomorrow.
Duckie
*~*~*~*
That was the last entry written by Kim Jae Duc. He never did tell Seo Hye Young that he loved her. He had died unexpectedly that night during his endless slumber. His mother had come in to check up on him, but she found her son's body had become cold and lifeless. He had died with the regret of not telling Hye Young that he loved her because Jae Duc's tomorrow never came.
If he had only opened that letter Hye Young had given him, he would have known the truth about her. Inside the envelope was Hye Young's confession that she had been secretly in love with Jae Duc the past 3 years. The first year she had dated Jae Jin but during that time her feelings had changed and Jae Jin knew it too. Hye Young still came in to Quicksilver's practice though, but only to see Jae Duc.
He brought laughter into her lonely life and upon hearing the news that Jae Duc had a terminal illness, Hye Young was but a fraction of her former self. She didn't care that Jae Duc had cancer, she just wanted to know if he had love her or not, and she wanted to spend his last remaining days with him.
So many 'ifs', yet they weren't carried out. If only one of them had made the move first, there could have been infinite possibilities for Jae Duc and Hye Young, even though their time together will be severed short. But now, we'll never know. You must be wondering how do I know that Hye Young loved Jae Duc too? The answer really is simple.
I am Seo Hye Young.
The End
Author's Note : some words are censored
Originally Written By : Val
Ok...erm...
today during PJK, didn't do sports...was sitting around whole day so boring...haizz...first time didn't sweat during PJK class...then Pn.Rosmalinda wrote my name down...ZzZ...she ask me whether I got do anything just now...I so innocently and tell her the truth that I didn't...Zzz...stupid me...
Then....crap crap crap...n crap...
We practise the singing thing, quite ok I guess...then...hmm...Lydia almost want to make us wear hideous clothings again...but in the end dun have...muahaha!!! Yay!!!
After school then straight go free-acting...
how i really hate that "SOMEONE"...so bossy around me...Grr...can't stand her attitude that SEI YAN TAO...
Ok...can't blame her everything but still...I really bhu shuang loh they speak chinese and I dunno wat the crap she's saying...making...the sketch...more...ho-rri-ble...I think...
Ok la i guess today's acting...now we not that dumb dumb and blurz liao...
But still need to correct some parts...
Erm...I see when can download that video bah...if my friends let me...lol...
-.-" my speaker spoil...can't hear a single sound...ZzZ...crap crap!! C-R-A-P!!!
lol...hmm...
CRAP!!!
Then go out with Sara go buy my stationary then go 7-Eleven eat Hot Cup noodles (we no more money go eat proper food...lolx =x)
Then I buy 1 packet of Twisties go back school eat the whole packet coz of stress...haizz..
Then we walk to Block G to see Yean Lynn then...we were held back to be filmed...ZzZ...
Wai seh...the guy (or maybe the director) so cute...lol...xD =x
Seriously...the first time I saw him walking towards me I was like...who is that outsider guy dressed in...a weird school uniform...
He's not from our school...they were acting...lol...some kind of show...
Then...me & Sara sarcastically act along then 30 minutes later they finally let us go...
Zzz...
Lol...
Then...lol....I lie on the teacher's table in class & sleep...lol...
the atmosphere so nice that I manage to sleep... :D serious...
It's like in camping d...but too bad...4pm go home liao...lolx...
Hmm...lol...I found out that Yi Heng, the Scouts Pengerusi knows that I hate him...
Lol...=x my bad...Sara told me it was obvious of my behavior everytime I see him coz I was...like...very rude to him? lol...
Man...was I really treating him that bad...=x...
Shall say sorry to him!!!
Someday..
One day....
Maybe after I die...(CHOI!!!)
Ok...what else...
I shall write down a story, very rare and hard to find. Gurantee you readers. There's only 2 ways you can read this story. Is my blog and the author's story.
I won't tell you the author's story web link. Coz it's a secret~^^v
And the story quite sad...it did make me cry, if you've cried while reading "What I Did For Love" then you will also cry on this one. Amazing...
Hehe...but lazy type leh...Zzz...I took about 3 hours to write out this story by hand...ZzZ...but maybe it'll take me 1 or 2 hours to type & post it...
Can't copy it...it's copyright...can't even print it...lolx...
I'll stop here for now...cya all~
today during PJK, didn't do sports...was sitting around whole day so boring...haizz...first time didn't sweat during PJK class...then Pn.Rosmalinda wrote my name down...ZzZ...she ask me whether I got do anything just now...I so innocently and tell her the truth that I didn't...Zzz...stupid me...
Then....crap crap crap...n crap...
We practise the singing thing, quite ok I guess...then...hmm...Lydia almost want to make us wear hideous clothings again...but in the end dun have...muahaha!!! Yay!!!
After school then straight go free-acting...
how i really hate that "SOMEONE"...so bossy around me...Grr...can't stand her attitude that SEI YAN TAO...
Ok...can't blame her everything but still...I really bhu shuang loh they speak chinese and I dunno wat the crap she's saying...making...the sketch...more...ho-rri-ble...I think...
Ok la i guess today's acting...now we not that dumb dumb and blurz liao...
But still need to correct some parts...
Erm...I see when can download that video bah...if my friends let me...lol...
-.-" my speaker spoil...can't hear a single sound...ZzZ...crap crap!! C-R-A-P!!!
lol...hmm...
CRAP!!!
Then go out with Sara go buy my stationary then go 7-Eleven eat Hot Cup noodles (we no more money go eat proper food...lolx =x)
Then I buy 1 packet of Twisties go back school eat the whole packet coz of stress...haizz..
Then we walk to Block G to see Yean Lynn then...we were held back to be filmed...ZzZ...
Wai seh...the guy (or maybe the director) so cute...lol...xD =x
Seriously...the first time I saw him walking towards me I was like...who is that outsider guy dressed in...a weird school uniform...
He's not from our school...they were acting...lol...some kind of show...
Then...me & Sara sarcastically act along then 30 minutes later they finally let us go...
Zzz...
Lol...
Then...lol....I lie on the teacher's table in class & sleep...lol...
the atmosphere so nice that I manage to sleep... :D serious...
It's like in camping d...but too bad...4pm go home liao...lolx...
Hmm...lol...I found out that Yi Heng, the Scouts Pengerusi knows that I hate him...
Lol...=x my bad...Sara told me it was obvious of my behavior everytime I see him coz I was...like...very rude to him? lol...
Man...was I really treating him that bad...=x...
Shall say sorry to him!!!
Someday..
One day....
Maybe after I die...(CHOI!!!)
Ok...what else...
I shall write down a story, very rare and hard to find. Gurantee you readers. There's only 2 ways you can read this story. Is my blog and the author's story.
I won't tell you the author's story web link. Coz it's a secret~^^v
And the story quite sad...it did make me cry, if you've cried while reading "What I Did For Love" then you will also cry on this one. Amazing...
Hehe...but lazy type leh...Zzz...I took about 3 hours to write out this story by hand...ZzZ...but maybe it'll take me 1 or 2 hours to type & post it...
Can't copy it...it's copyright...can't even print it...lolx...
I'll stop here for now...cya all~
This is the video we took in Yean Lynn's uncle house yesterday...
After doing her project we brought up an idea to act a silly sketch...lolx...
But I had no idea what we were acting...lolx...
So...guess we simply act though...
[Video Removed Due To A Monster Attacking Me If I Didn't Delete It]
I think total got 3 scencens...
Erm...I roughly describe about the video, it's about...a boy finding...someone...I dunno how la...the time for the video is long long time ago...so...watch la...lol...
You see sia...I dunno myself also...
Credits :
Shin Yee - Camera Women...lolx...maybe should call handphone women (coz she use her handphone video take d)
Yean Lynn - the boy who wonders around finding...someone...lol
Siew Lin(me) - a total idiot who doesn't know anything but acts along for fun...lol
Sara - in the bad mood but drag her along to act to cheer her up :)
P.S : Shin Yee bad camera women...and the worst video quality...ever...lol...
will be making a video again this friday. sure better then this...!!lol...
(i really look dam stupid n idiot in that video...coz i dunno wat am i suppose to do....but everyone's an idiot in that video...xD)
After doing her project we brought up an idea to act a silly sketch...lolx...
But I had no idea what we were acting...lolx...
So...guess we simply act though...
[Video Removed Due To A Monster Attacking Me If I Didn't Delete It]
I think total got 3 scencens...
Erm...I roughly describe about the video, it's about...a boy finding...someone...I dunno how la...the time for the video is long long time ago...so...watch la...lol...
You see sia...I dunno myself also...
Credits :
Shin Yee - Camera Women...lolx...maybe should call handphone women (coz she use her handphone video take d)
Yean Lynn - the boy who wonders around finding...someone...lol
Siew Lin(me) - a total idiot who doesn't know anything but acts along for fun...lol
Sara - in the bad mood but drag her along to act to cheer her up :)
P.S : Shin Yee bad camera women...and the worst video quality...ever...lol...
will be making a video again this friday. sure better then this...!!lol...
(i really look dam stupid n idiot in that video...coz i dunno wat am i suppose to do....but everyone's an idiot in that video...xD)
Fu-yoh...today's the day liao...
After so many days of practise...guess it all pay off...
there were 6 classes competing. Which were 6RK, 6RS, 4K1, 4K2(us), 4K3 & 4K4.
Change clothes into Baju Koko with pinaform then wear tie also...-.-"
Then tie ribbons on hand...lol...
I can imagine myself in the mirror liao...
UGLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....!!!
But what to do...Lydia Cheong(the conductor) force us d...-.-
Everyone was like...dunno how describe the feeling...lol...
So...we sing loh...we were 2nd to go up on stage n sing...lolx...
got some errors loh...erm...i forgot took out my flag and wave...lol...
then my flag drop on floor...lolx...
then Ezzaty turn the carboard upside down...lolx...x_x
And everyone sang like...no semangat...lol...
then the rapping part was...rawr!! Mic problem cannot hear Jason rapping!! stupid PA...
then when we're walking in...the PA suppose to play the music but then they say no need...stupid PA again!!
4K1's singing not bad...sang so sweetly...~x3 but in the end...Qian Yi and the front girls were...laughing n weren't serious...-.-"
Yean Lynn took off her specs...-.-" she look so pale...
6RS & 6RK were quite nice also...but they were asked to sing again coz cannot hear them due to the mic problem....
Stupid PA system...what lai de...must update the PA leh...
Can see Lydia was very scared...lol...
Well...I wasn't...lolx...they are just people sia...their not aliens or watever...-_-
Then in the end..the results were out...
3rd place was 6RA...
2nd was 4K1...
then guess who get 1st place? xD
lol...1st place was 4K2...lolx...miracle...@_@
We were quite lucky actually...we got higher marks coz of our costumes whatsoever...
But our singing really...lol...yucky? x_x no...serious...I really think like that also...
Our class was like...can't believe their ears that we won...
Lol...4K2...the most noisiest, naughtiest, most samseng class in Form 4 can get 1st Place...lol...
I also can't believe it...but then I think again...we make so much effort and practise for so many days....why not?
although some people weren't...serious...-.-
The whole class lessons...everyone was like...very noisy...as usual...lol...then no Accounts...lol...everyone was like...overjoyed...lolx
then Pn.Chua give us some singing practise to improved our singing and make it better...lol...really nice leh when we sing together...better then the competition earlier...but when she ask us to go on stage to sing...everyone suckz again....ZzZ...
Then she ask us to sing for audition...LOL!!! Sing 1 BY ONE!!! WTH!!! WORST STILL...IN FRONT OF THE FORM 1 CHOIR STUDENTS!!! EMBARRASING MAN.....
The boys started first...sing the Negaraku starting only...lol...
Chien Hao was so funny...he was like singing like "I dun care how I sing but I wanna get this over with" n lol...He was in...LOL!!!!
Then the girls turn...my turn...I was blurs then I 4got to sing then I apologise and bow like praying to teacher...lol...
teacher say I ok...lol...but wan me sing again...some girls also...
So...I guess thats all bah....Hmm...I find someway to get that class group picture...
Well...as a result...don't under estimate 4K2!!!
Work As A Team, Win As A Team.
4K2 Rocks!!!
xD
After so many days of practise...guess it all pay off...
there were 6 classes competing. Which were 6RK, 6RS, 4K1, 4K2(us), 4K3 & 4K4.
Change clothes into Baju Koko with pinaform then wear tie also...-.-"
Then tie ribbons on hand...lol...
I can imagine myself in the mirror liao...
UGLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....!!!
But what to do...Lydia Cheong(the conductor) force us d...-.-
Everyone was like...dunno how describe the feeling...lol...
So...we sing loh...we were 2nd to go up on stage n sing...lolx...
got some errors loh...erm...i forgot took out my flag and wave...lol...
then my flag drop on floor...lolx...
then Ezzaty turn the carboard upside down...lolx...x_x
And everyone sang like...no semangat...lol...
then the rapping part was...rawr!! Mic problem cannot hear Jason rapping!! stupid PA...
then when we're walking in...the PA suppose to play the music but then they say no need...stupid PA again!!
4K1's singing not bad...sang so sweetly...~x3 but in the end...Qian Yi and the front girls were...laughing n weren't serious...-.-"
Yean Lynn took off her specs...-.-" she look so pale...
6RS & 6RK were quite nice also...but they were asked to sing again coz cannot hear them due to the mic problem....
Stupid PA system...what lai de...must update the PA leh...
Can see Lydia was very scared...lol...
Well...I wasn't...lolx...they are just people sia...their not aliens or watever...-_-
Then in the end..the results were out...
3rd place was 6RA...
2nd was 4K1...
then guess who get 1st place? xD
lol...1st place was 4K2...lolx...miracle...@_@
We were quite lucky actually...we got higher marks coz of our costumes whatsoever...
But our singing really...lol...yucky? x_x no...serious...I really think like that also...
Our class was like...can't believe their ears that we won...
Lol...4K2...the most noisiest, naughtiest, most samseng class in Form 4 can get 1st Place...lol...
I also can't believe it...but then I think again...we make so much effort and practise for so many days....why not?
although some people weren't...serious...-.-
The whole class lessons...everyone was like...very noisy...as usual...lol...then no Accounts...lol...everyone was like...overjoyed...lolx
then Pn.Chua give us some singing practise to improved our singing and make it better...lol...really nice leh when we sing together...better then the competition earlier...but when she ask us to go on stage to sing...everyone suckz again....ZzZ...
Then she ask us to sing for audition...LOL!!! Sing 1 BY ONE!!! WTH!!! WORST STILL...IN FRONT OF THE FORM 1 CHOIR STUDENTS!!! EMBARRASING MAN.....
The boys started first...sing the Negaraku starting only...lol...
Chien Hao was so funny...he was like singing like "I dun care how I sing but I wanna get this over with" n lol...He was in...LOL!!!!
Then the girls turn...my turn...I was blurs then I 4got to sing then I apologise and bow like praying to teacher...lol...
teacher say I ok...lol...but wan me sing again...some girls also...
So...I guess thats all bah....Hmm...I find someway to get that class group picture...
Well...as a result...don't under estimate 4K2!!!
Work As A Team, Win As A Team.
4K2 Rocks!!!
xD
lol...today very angry...coz of that...Singing Patriotik Competition...of THAT 1 PERSON!!!!and maybe the whole class...
wth...I told you liao that when we wear uniform won't minus mark d and you told pple will minus mark d?! WTH!!!
Then YOU WANT US WEAR KOKO T-SHIRT AND PUT RIBBONS ON OUR HANDS N RIBBONS ON THE BOYS HEAD!!!??? WT*
Grr...geram till wan...*tut*...
Anywayz...dun wan talk bout u liao...u too lame to talk...
this morning got...sijil sahsiah terbaik for July...zzz...lol...i knew i was gonna take it...=x
And this Alvin so funny...keep saying so many crap stuff then suddenly his name call out...LOL...=x really laugh out loud man...
oh yeah....4got i cut my hair liao...many pple say i look uglee..lol...some say i look like a doll...LOL...watever la...I dun care uglee or wat...as long...
I am me~^^v
lol...then this Lydia Chang, actually Nicholas ask her go clean FA room then she pass me key ask me clean...wth...then she go Add Maths class...-_-...
wai seh...using me as her slave nia...
Then i very pissed off go clean the FA room...wai seh...so many...garbage thing in the FA room...ZzZ...
a quick clean then I go Yean's uncle house do moral project togethe with Sara & Shin Yee...
*sigh...now im feeling romantic~x3 He wrote me a story and it's all to me only~xD
But im still in the moody mood...Grr...
Then we take picture, Yean Lynn teaching us 3 dumb dumb birds standing on the road wearing PJK T-Shirts like 3 sarcastic people...lol...so funny man....really make me forget about the bad things happen just now...
Sara's turn to be in a bad mood...I can see that after seeing Yean's Grandpa in his worst condition...she keeps thiking back about her grandfather (who passed away...)...Well...she was quite moody then take picture also bo smile d...then she even hit the brick wall so hard that Yean's Unlce thought what happen...lolx...
Yean say with my strong body and muscular arms & legs, i can hit 4 planks and maybe get Black Belt~ Fu-yoh man...make me want to learn more about Taekwando liao...maybe I'll be the best Black Belt girl in school? lol...=x (not showing off nia....)
Then we go play the dogs next door...after that we make video with Shin Yee's handphone...hoho...so farni man...
We were like...what to act then simply act then...lol...see wheather I can try to sneak the video for you all to see...
Hm..other then that...i think nth more to say liao...
I go put my Sijil into the file first hehe...This week I will study d!!! no Maple!!! unless Saturday & Sunday...
lol..."NGO YAN LEI"!!!
(I will stand you!!!)
cya guyz~will blog when I feel sad, angry and any interesting happen~hehe~xD
I love you Dear~MuackzZ~x3
wth...I told you liao that when we wear uniform won't minus mark d and you told pple will minus mark d?! WTH!!!
Then YOU WANT US WEAR KOKO T-SHIRT AND PUT RIBBONS ON OUR HANDS N RIBBONS ON THE BOYS HEAD!!!??? WT*
Grr...geram till wan...*tut*...
Anywayz...dun wan talk bout u liao...u too lame to talk...
this morning got...sijil sahsiah terbaik for July...zzz...lol...i knew i was gonna take it...=x
And this Alvin so funny...keep saying so many crap stuff then suddenly his name call out...LOL...=x really laugh out loud man...
oh yeah....4got i cut my hair liao...many pple say i look uglee..lol...some say i look like a doll...LOL...watever la...I dun care uglee or wat...as long...
I am me~^^v
lol...then this Lydia Chang, actually Nicholas ask her go clean FA room then she pass me key ask me clean...wth...then she go Add Maths class...-_-...
wai seh...using me as her slave nia...
Then i very pissed off go clean the FA room...wai seh...so many...garbage thing in the FA room...ZzZ...
a quick clean then I go Yean's uncle house do moral project togethe with Sara & Shin Yee...
*sigh...now im feeling romantic~x3 He wrote me a story and it's all to me only~xD
But im still in the moody mood...Grr...
Then we take picture, Yean Lynn teaching us 3 dumb dumb birds standing on the road wearing PJK T-Shirts like 3 sarcastic people...lol...so funny man....really make me forget about the bad things happen just now...
Sara's turn to be in a bad mood...I can see that after seeing Yean's Grandpa in his worst condition...she keeps thiking back about her grandfather (who passed away...)...Well...she was quite moody then take picture also bo smile d...then she even hit the brick wall so hard that Yean's Unlce thought what happen...lolx...
Yean say with my strong body and muscular arms & legs, i can hit 4 planks and maybe get Black Belt~ Fu-yoh man...make me want to learn more about Taekwando liao...maybe I'll be the best Black Belt girl in school? lol...=x (not showing off nia....)
Then we go play the dogs next door...after that we make video with Shin Yee's handphone...hoho...so farni man...
We were like...what to act then simply act then...lol...see wheather I can try to sneak the video for you all to see...
Hm..other then that...i think nth more to say liao...
I go put my Sijil into the file first hehe...This week I will study d!!! no Maple!!! unless Saturday & Sunday...
lol..."NGO YAN LEI"!!!
(I will stand you!!!)
cya guyz~will blog when I feel sad, angry and any interesting happen~hehe~xD
I love you Dear~MuackzZ~x3
Just finished watching this sad, romantic and yet touching Japanese movie.
Gurantee you, for people who love to watch romantic & touching movies, I'll bet you'll cry on this one.
Yup. I did cry. xD Quite badly too...=x
The movie is called Sky Of Love. The song playing is called Heavenly Day. Enjoy~^^
Gurantee you, for people who love to watch romantic & touching movies, I'll bet you'll cry on this one.
Yup. I did cry. xD Quite badly too...=x
The movie is called Sky Of Love. The song playing is called Heavenly Day. Enjoy~^^
Still so....weird from yesterday's incident...
Make me scared...somehow, someway...it really makes me scared of the outside world..
But somehow...I must stand strong...and keep being brave and hold on...BECAUSE THIS IS REALITY!!!
It happen yesterday...after school...Sara was staying back for Add Maths...so I took a bus home...
I was waiting at the Old Klang Road bus stop...I was sitting there alone...
Then this old man came & sat beside me...this old man I met quite some time d....I always see him at the bus stop d...sometimes he talk to me but I would just ignored him coz...parents say dun talk to strangers mah....lol...
Then...I was waiting for the bus....I noticed the old man...rubbing something...he keep rubbing & rubbing then...WTF...HE WAS RUBBING HIS....THING!!! WTF...WTF...WTF...WTF....
My heart stop beating for HOW I KNOW!!! WTF....!!! Then he keep showing me his...LAN CHIAO....WAT THE CHAR SIEW PAO....then....
I dunno la...I thought I would just break down & cry over there....coz I was so scared...it was really f*cking scary I TELL YOU!!! IF U NEVER MET WITH ANY INCIDENT LIKE THIS THEN DUN SIMPLY SAY!!!
So...I look out for my bus, still haven't come then I quickly carry my bag and walk to the bus stop near the post office where a lot of people were there....
So...I wait there loh....haizz...
Well...I was really scared...and shaken from that experience...
On the U72 bus, I met a church friend, Rachel...well...at least that brightens up my day after that dirty thing that happen to me...
After that...I told my parents and my friends about it...haizz...
Well...it makes me more alert when going out now....no more daydreaming at bus stops...coz I alwayz fall alseep when waiting at bus stops....sorry sia...maybe coz wheather too hot habit jor...
Sorry people...about the "WTF"....it means...What The FishCake...lol...=x
Sorry la...im not those kind of bad people who would say foul languages d!!! dun think of me like tat...it's just.....SCARED LAH!!!
Make me scared...somehow, someway...it really makes me scared of the outside world..
But somehow...I must stand strong...and keep being brave and hold on...BECAUSE THIS IS REALITY!!!
It happen yesterday...after school...Sara was staying back for Add Maths...so I took a bus home...
I was waiting at the Old Klang Road bus stop...I was sitting there alone...
Then this old man came & sat beside me...this old man I met quite some time d....I always see him at the bus stop d...sometimes he talk to me but I would just ignored him coz...parents say dun talk to strangers mah....lol...
Then...I was waiting for the bus....I noticed the old man...rubbing something...he keep rubbing & rubbing then...WTF...HE WAS RUBBING HIS....THING!!! WTF...WTF...WTF...WTF....
My heart stop beating for HOW I KNOW!!! WTF....!!! Then he keep showing me his...LAN CHIAO....WAT THE CHAR SIEW PAO....then....
I dunno la...I thought I would just break down & cry over there....coz I was so scared...it was really f*cking scary I TELL YOU!!! IF U NEVER MET WITH ANY INCIDENT LIKE THIS THEN DUN SIMPLY SAY!!!
So...I look out for my bus, still haven't come then I quickly carry my bag and walk to the bus stop near the post office where a lot of people were there....
So...I wait there loh....haizz...
Well...I was really scared...and shaken from that experience...
On the U72 bus, I met a church friend, Rachel...well...at least that brightens up my day after that dirty thing that happen to me...
After that...I told my parents and my friends about it...haizz...
Well...it makes me more alert when going out now....no more daydreaming at bus stops...coz I alwayz fall alseep when waiting at bus stops....sorry sia...maybe coz wheather too hot habit jor...
Sorry people...about the "WTF"....it means...What The FishCake...lol...=x
Sorry la...im not those kind of bad people who would say foul languages d!!! dun think of me like tat...it's just.....SCARED LAH!!!
It isn't my fault. I didn't want to follow her...if it wasn't for her forcing me to go out I would be hanging out with my friends by now. Nancy thought to herself looking out of the car window.
Nancy and her mom sat in the car, as they both sat side by side silently while her mom was driving to the nearby restaurant.
The quarreling got heated up as both mother & daughter quarreled till no end.
The car turned into a corner and was parked right opposite a busy restaurant filled with people. Hawkers shouting here and there ordering food. The car engine suddenly goes dead as Nancy's mom got down from the car. Slamming the door furiously due to the fight in the car earlier.
Nancy got down from the car, as she straightened her crumpled dress. Nancy's mom locked the door and walked off to the crowded restaurant without looking back at her daughter who was taking her own sweet time walking behind her.
"I told you I'm suppose to go out with my friends...I don't want to have lunch & I'm not hungry,"Nancy said aloud.
"Can't we just the both of us spend some quality time together just for once? When was the last time we ever spend some time together??" Her voice started to raised a bit.
Silents fills the awkward situation.
"It's jut a simple lunch together...can't we even have that just for 1 day? Instead spending time with your friends whom you can see everyday," She broke the silence.
"They are not just friends..."
"Then who am I to you? Am I not important to even my own daughter,"She cut in.
"Arrghh!! You're so annoying....,"Nancy shouted filled with anger.
Arghh!!! Get that image out of my head already!!! I don't wanna think about it!!! Nancy struggled with the words that her mom said earlier.
Both of them entered the crowded restaurant and was lucky to have 2 seats left at a corner of the room.
Nancy didn't want to ordered, as she said earlier she wasn't hungry. Nancy's mom went to picked some delicacy of food on the big table. Nancy felt her stomach grumbled.
Oh no....Nancy thought.
Something make her mouth watered when she saw...her favourite graved chicken...
Nancy' mom came back with her very little selections of food, "Zhap Choi", curry chicken and Tofu. She was saving her money for the best she could give to her daughter, as she know she was hungry.
Nancy watched her mom eat the food on her plate. For the first time, she ever felt so pitiful for her mom. Nancy continued watching her mother eating, each time she felt like eating the table and guilty for what she said earlier.
Nancy's mom got up and went to pick up more food. Nancy felt curious at her act. Her rice wasn't finish yet, was she that hungry.
Or maybe...she could be pregnant!!! Nancy thought to herself.
A few minutes later, Nancy's mom came back with a plate filled with food. This time, it was a better selection then from her's, as she placed the plate of food in front of Nancy.
Nancy was caught back surprise. But she didn't look up and ate her food silently without uttering a word. She noticed her mom got her her favourite graved chicken. She felt like she was about to kill herself for what she treated her mom. She didn't care about her mom feelings but yet she still cares for her.
Her heart felt touched as she ate her food filled with guilt and sadness. Nancy took a glimpse at her mom continuing eating her food and she looked at her food. She shoved a big piece of her favourite graved chicken into her spoon and put in onto her mom's plate and went back eating her food. She felt ashamed but yet happy at the same time.
Nancy's mom took a glimpse at her and the chicken on the plate and secretly smiled to herself.
'I'm sorry mom for what I did earlier. I never thought of your feelings. I'm so selfish. I promised to be a good daughter from now on. I love you mom and thanks for taking care of me.
With love, from your daughter.'
Have you ever think about your parents feelings? The way you talk to them. How you reply them when they make you angry. Have you raise you voice at them? How will you feel? How will you feel when your own child raise their voice at you? Hurtful?
Somehow, no matter how we've treat them. No matter what we said to them. They still care for us. No matter what the situation is, they will always be there for you. Good times or bad times.
But do you appreciate them? They won't be in this world very long and we should always love and cherish every moment with them. What they thought us from young to teenage life?
Don't hate your parents, be thankful because without them, you won't be reading this by now.
