7.05am, my chaperon car arrived to escort me to school...lol...
Today, haizz...need stay back for English Society Meeting...and hey! The new teacher was leading the meeting! His name is Mr.Chia...i think that's how you spell his name gua...x_x. He is a new teacher which just newly transferred to our school on Monday. He's single and wore spectacles with a pair of very small eyes. The way he speak in English, has a bit of slang in it, quite ok and...some words he spoke I never heard before...x_x. His teachings are ok, he is teaching us English for the next 3 tempo months coz our English Teacher will be away. Weird in a way, I think I kinda admire him. Haha...xD (I say admire HIM!!! NOT LOVE OR LIKE HIM!!!)
So, today's ESM (English Society Meeting), was the English Scrabble Competition. Just join in for fun. Didn't want to join at first coz I know my English isn't that pro as any other people. Seems like years since I last touched the scrabble tiles and board. LOL...
There will be four people in each group. Me, Lydia Chang, Trisha and...a boy (didn't bother to ask his name...lol...ps...x_x) were in a group. The boy started first with a word "bride", then followed by me, Lydia then Trisha. Lydia went off half way through the game, sad, coz her marks were high. But, also a good thing so she can't win...(lol...sry...xD)...but the teacher took over her place...omg!!!! Let's hope that he isn't count in the competition.
The last part was hard, very hard. Was cracking my brains to think very carefully. I manage not to skip any of my turn. Using very simple letters to form a simple word. The last word the boy add in was " vet", I was lucky that I can add my last 2 letters,"gut"I manage to finish all my letter tiles FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! FU-YOH!!! So, no minus points for me!!! My total marks were 112. Kinda little for size. I got 2 times "triple word" score. Geng~^^v. If I'm not mistaken. I think I was the first or second person to finished my whole tiles.
Was kinda happy, as I rushed out from the classroom and walking in a quick pace, filled with joy and excitement. It was 3.15pm, Sara's mom was waiting for me outside the school gate. Pai seh to make her wait for me.
Reached home at 4pm. Just then I realised, that it wasn't a scrabble competition...-.-ll
Signed off.
Well, to tell you the truth, I kinda hate it sometimes, and happy when it's over. But sometimes, I will be proud of myself...(proud for what?lol...dunno).
I was scared at first, but I proudly told myself, that I will make my mom proud!!!(I think...)
So, after recess break, 10.15am, we started to arrange the table. Who was the first parent who came again? OH!!! It was Jason...the lazy guy...lol...
Around 10.30am, parents started coming in. Sara went home early as well, leaving me sitting all alone. Will my mom be mad at my results? Let's see, I failed 5 subjects (Economy, BM, Maths, History & Accounts) on my first term exam...how nice...I broke one of my first record to fail this badly during my secondary school days...
Then...hm...my mid-term exam was not that bad, improved a lot. Failed 3 subjects only (History, Maths, Economy...). For God's sake, I HATE MATHS!! AND I HATE ECO!!! Sucking economy teacher...dunno what the heck she's teaching. Her teaching suckz, end of story. I'm not gonna say any further.
11am, reading a love story(Johanna Lindsey-The Devil Who Tamed Her).
11.30am, continuing reading.
11.35am, finished reading 2 chapters. Went to sleep on the table, all alone. Can hear parents and students chatting away happily while I lie there, alone.
12noon, went next class to "pay-a-visit" to Yean Lynn. She was so happy to see me. Noticed that *AHEM* was sitting next to her.
12.05pm, mom arrived. Accompany her to my class and took a number. Number 26, wth...
1 hour later, finally my turn....-.-ll...Pn.Rosila (my form teacher), pointed out my weakness and my failed subjects to my mom. I just sit and watch in silent. Nah...my mom won't scold me, she knows my maths sucks, I thought. I smiled. (watever happens, try smiling la...brings my mood up....lolx...). I smiled shyly when my teacher mention I wanted to be an Architect in the future. My mom was like, 'Wah...u want to be an architect when ur maths results so bad?'. She looked at me. Then, sign here sign there. All those crap thing.
After that, my mom didn't say much also and I quickly took my bag and went out. She was late for her work. I followed her to her office. Ate lunch there, then find something to do. Was so bored. No computer. No handphone. Nothing. Draw on a piece of paper. Then went through my Science textbook. Then read 1 chapter of the storybook. Then went to sleep.
4 hours of afternoon nap later (LOL!!!), my stupid cousin handphone keep ringing. Ring so many times and so loud, RUINING MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!!! I thought to myself, IF THE BLOODY IDIOT HANDPHONE RING AGAIN, I WILL THROW THE *tut* PHONE OUTSIDE!!! It didn't ring again.
My mom didn't scold me, so I was very relieved and glad.
I will succeed to be a successful architect (although my maths sucks like *tut*). I WILL SUCCEED!!!
Signed off.
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other,
Must be strong and we must let go,
Cannot say what our hearts must know.
How can I not love you,
What do I tell my heart,
When do I not want you here in my arms,
How does one walks away,
From all of the memories,
How do I not miss you when you are gone.
Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments,
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend its over,
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say,
What we've known all along.
Must be brave and we must be strong,
Cannot say what we've known all along.
This stupid lyrics and song really makes me very, very, very, very, very emo...T_T...
30 minutes later, we arrived at the NC (Nilai College). We first ate our breakfast, which was mee hoon and an egg. Can see some people don't have appetite to eat. But I ate it anyway, taste...satisfactory? X_X I bet I can cook better then the mee hoon.
Then started with an ice-breaking game, it was kinda fun, but it hurt my dear feet coz one of my group de girl need step on top of my feet, so pain...-.-ll The loser team, the leader was forced to do this : Go to any girl and say this,"Dear honey dear, if you love me, please smile for me." If the girl smiles, he wins. If doesn't, find next victim. Surprisingly, he went to Pn.Rohani. I was like ROFL!!!! Haha, she didn't smile...everyone roared with laughter. The next victim he choose was a success...haha...too bad my camera bactery SUX LIKE *tut* until cannot take picture.
Carry on, the lecture. The lecture hall was...Coooooooooooooooooooooooooool!!! It's like those college place where students sits. And, it is VERY VERY COLD. But, I didn't bring my jacket, luckily I was strong enough to stand the cold till the lecture thing ends. The place was nice, filled with grass and very peaceful. The place was deserted as it is a Saturday. I WANT TO TAKE PICTURE OF THAT PLACE!!! STOOOPID CAMERA!!! Sobz...T_T...
The lecturer was interesting. He can do magic tricks which was REALLY REALLY COOL!!! ^_^
I found out I'm a artistic person.
The results of my personality thingy : Realistic-3, Investigative-4 , Artistic-16, Social-6, Enterprising-7 and Conventional-9
The most suitable job (which I tried to recall back) for me is : Actress, Architect, etc (forgot liao...x_x) Then we play a game, which was boring. Really boring. Then we had our lunch (rice with cabbage and chicken curry), the worst curry I've ever eaten. Sara didn't finished her food and threw it away. Bad Sara! You sinner!! (jkjk). I ate it finished, I'm a good girl and poor girl who eats everything that is FOC (free of charge). We should all learn how to appreciate things. Then we took pictures, the lecturer was holding so many cameras and we were all posing there like 15 minutes to take pictures.-.-ll Luckily Tracy send me one, sobz!!! Although the picture not that good...-.- But it was worth to remember and kept as memories~^^
Program Latihan Kepimpinan 2008!!! Nilai International University College!!!
During the whole program, I was feeling very, very, very, VERY emotionless. So many thoughts ran across my mind as the song "How Can I Not Love You"(from the show Anna And The King) played. All the surrounding area, was always thinking about Him. If I could only bring him here, I always thought.
Sat in the van, facing out the window, sitting alone as usual. Thinking & thinking of Him. HaizZ...then I fell asleep, lol. We were on the way to PutraJaya for sightseeing. It was a very nice and peaceful place. Walk alone. Saw this couple, holding hands...x_x feeling emo again, turned away and watch Isaac and the gang. They were trying to make the pebble skip across the big river. Then I remembered the Love Story "What I Did For Love". If I can skipped the pebble on the river 3 times "I Love You". It would be nice and maybe my wish would come true~^^. I didn't dare go down, coz it was dangerous, so didn't threw the pebble. Would like to try next time.
After that we were on the way back to school, it was 3.20pm, as we boarded the bus. Pn.Rohani gave us some kind of packet sauce recipe as a present. Each person takes 2 different recipe. Then, got more, so the people took more loh. I didn't take, as this is against the 5 Precepts (Buddhist 5 simple rules) to take without people offering it to you. Anywayz, I'm not a greedy person also. So just look out the window, continuing emo-ing by myself.
Pn.Rohani : Kesiannya adik ini. Berikannya 2 lagi bungkus ini kepadanya la (So pitiful lah this girl, give her the last two packet bah...)
*Gave me the last 2 packet* (LOL!!!!)
*Took the packet
-.-ll Reached school at 4pm. Went home at 4.30pm. Quite tired.
You must imagine this below so you think it is funny :
siewlin and Sara enjoying their meal, laughing and chatting in the food court.
Meanwhile, Jason training the members under the scorching blazing sun.
"Kiri! Kiri! Kiri, Kanan, Kiri!" shouted the members, almost out of breath.
(was suppose to be marching, but got program)
To paint an egg for the Hari Koko Day (Canteen Day)...-.-ll to showoff to....erm...viewers ?-.-ll
The picture above is an egg and the picture I painted is a couple looking at the stars...or a shooting star?x_x Eventually, I turned the egg so couldn't see the boy...lolx...How long it took me to paint again? *thinking*thinking....I think it was 2 hours and 30 minutes...gua...F6
The egg didn't look good sia...the mixture of colours...is all wrong ?-.- dun care la...paint it then can liao~^^
The sit up thingy was not the usual one we do where your partner will hold your stinky shoe. This 1, no one holds onto your shoe and our hands have to be on the floor. It was easy at first but then it became harder and harder...I think? X_X
Results : 24 sit ups per minute (kinda little...)
Then the second test was climbing up and down on a...stool? And same followed the music sound thing. How long we did that thing? 5 minutes was it? Looks easy but actually not...I think....X_X. Was the 3rd group to do it. After climbing up and down (starting from the right leg) for dunno how many minutes, our pulse were taken.
Results : 24 (again...-.-ll) per minute...{not enough exercise, eh, siewlin? Fat Piggy!!!}
Maths Lesson..................................
it was maths lesson, the subject i hated....well, not really....the old teacher change liao...so the lesson was more boring than before,
This stupid Alvin, sit beside me then go use the HIGHLIGHTER and drew on my face...try to avoid him while copying the teacher's notes, but he still manage to draw my face making my face got green lines...zzzz...
Then, my face started to be itchy (my face allergic to ink stuff which will cost itchiness)...=.=ll it was still itchy even after i rinse it with water...zzz...
After school went to eat loh...then went to change to sports attire...haizz...last minute can't go marching coz not feeling well...T.T...haizz.........
Signed off.
Learn how to take a bus then if you can't come!!!
And can't you stop tuition for only 5 weeks for marching practise? YOU ALL ARE BEING SICK0 *tut*!!! It's just a bloody tuition!!! You think people like Jason and the rest of Form5 people no need study de meh?! You all ARE ACTING LIKE LAST YEAR!!!! Why don't YOU ALL RATHER DUN JOIN THE MARCHING COMPETITION AND STAY AT HOME STUDYING LIKE NERDS?!!
I sick of you guys!!! Why don't I just leave St.John? *laugh* you crazy? You think I'll leave St.John and kick the jobs to full of irresponsible members? I must as well cooperate with the members and work with them...
I can stand!!! Stand the nuisance untill I graduate and leave school...I will still support St.John although the members suckz(those who didn't come marching practise)...
Signed Off.
"Gege...hen re..." (Big brother...so hot...)
She looked down at the tiled floor stage.
"Don't worry mei (sister), it'll be over soon, I promise," I said as I tightened my grips on her tiny hands.
The crickets continued singing in the hot summer.
"...I...erm...,"I snapped back to focus but was speechless to reply him.
"Get going and give me 10 rounds,"Mr.Tan shouted at me till his saliva splashes across my face.
I didn't hesitate any longer and ran around the field track. I caught up with Demetri who was jogging at the field track.
"Demetri! I saw her! I really saw her in my dreams! She was real this time and I was hold..."
"Elvin bro, you know that dreams aren't real," Demetri cut off.
"But I saw her...she was..."
"Elvin!!!"
Uh-oh. Not again.
"Sigh...here, you got yourself in trouble again...,"Demetri said and jogged off.
I slowed down and came to a stop. Mr.Tan was walking furiously towards me. He slammed his check board list on my head. Ouch, it sure hurts.
"What did I told you?! I said, NO SLACKING!!! Stand at the stage as your punishment until lesson is over,"Mr.Tan ordered me and walked away.
I slowly walk towards the school stage which was across the field. I noticed there's a girl standing on the stage. The girl turned and looked at me before she looked back down onto the floor. I stand right about 5 foot away from her. We stood in silence.
I took a quick glance at her. She was 1 head shorter then me, fair, her hair was tied back to a ponytail and a pair of small black eyes. Kinda pretty for instant. Wondered why she isn't in her sports attire.
"Being punished for slacking,"the girl suddenly asked, breaking the silence.
"...Well, yeah..."
"Sigh...boys...,"she shook her head lightly.
"...What about you then?"
"Nah, I'm not into sports."
"Why, not?"
"Cause I have this illness that won't go away and is preventing me to have an active life,"she looked at me and looked away.
"What illness is that?"
"...Asthma..."
All of the sudden, that word strike me in the head.
"Oh, I see,"was all I could say. I looked at her, she was breathing heavily. She seems to be suffocating from the heat.
"Hey, are you alright? You don't look good,"I slowly walked towards her.
"...I...don't...think so,"she tightened her grasp on her shirt as she started gasping for air. Before I could attend to her, she had already fainted onto the floor.
"Oh my gosh,"I gasped.
My heartbeat stops beating. Everything seems to have froze in time. What should I do? There is only 1 way. Or maybe...that disgusting icky way? NO WAY!!!
There weren't any time to think as I carried her in my arms running towards the field.
"HELP! HELP! Somebody had fainted! She is suffocating,"I shouted.
The teachers and Mr.Tan was running towards me.
"Quick! Call the ambulance,"one of the students shouted. I laid her body down on the grass.
"It'll be too late if the ambulance arrived,"Mr.Tan said and continued,"Elvin, you're the girl's only hope..."
I stared at him."What you mean?"
"He meant by giving her CPR you idiot,"one of the students shouted at him.
The girl's face was pale and weak. The poor innocent girl will die any moment if help isn't attended to her immediately!
"I will give you extra marks for your Additional Maths Mid-Term Exam if you do it,"Mr.Tan add on.
Of all the people, WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME?! WHY CPR?!
There was no time to waste, as I kneel down and started the process. Everyone watched in silence, filled with anxious and hope. Will she survive?
A few minutes later, the girl started coughing. Yes, she'd survived!
Everyone sigh a sigh of relief. They were glad that she'd survived. The crowd began cheering and praising Elvin for saving the girl's life.
"Good job, old pal,"Demetri said and gave Elvin a pat on the back.
"Yeah, all thanks to that Mr.Tan...my first kiss is gone to a complete stranger who was going to die,"I said and rolled my eyes.
"Cheer up old pal, at least she's a beauty lad,eh?"
"Ye-ah..." I rolled my eyes.
"C'mon! I'll treat you lunch for today for being a hero,"Demetri cheered as he wrapped his arms around my shoulders and walked back into the classroom.
...
Elvin held on onto the girl's hand.
Schooling Time
Monday : 7.15am-1.50am
Tuesday-Thurday: 7.15am-1.10pm
Friday:7.15am-12.30noon
Monday : (marching) 2.30pm-4.00pm
Tuesday : -
Wednesday : English Society Meeting (if have) 1.30pm-3.00pm
Thursday : (marching) 2.00pm-4.00pm
Friday : (marching) 2.00pm-4.30pm
Saturday (no school) : (marching) 9.00am-1.00pm
So, people...please bare and pity me out of this schedule as I need to walk home also, ecspecially in the rain (my leg sure patah)...dun make me more miserable with things ecspecially when I even have tuition Tuesday-Friday late into the night...
Schedule will return back to normal after the Hari Koko Marching Competition, and I will take a really, really, really, really (and really) long break.
Cheers all!!!^^
The story "The Lost Siblings", I shall continue writting...but need get some ideas digging out from my icky brain so needs a long time to read the chapters.
Signed off.