i really hate my...f-a-t-h-e-r...

argh...no...i can't say hate...the word is just too powerful...dislike makes a better word...

he wanted to bring us out so much...but I can't let him know where we're staying...

what happens if he kidnaps us??

well...i say no to him this morning...oni 1 message...then i off my phone...to ignore his call or watever...

then i on my phone at 5pm, messages started flooding into my phone, all from my father...saying us bad or watever crap...

end of story...i will never like him as a man...but i will respect him as my father...im sorry daddy if i make u angry, u just misunderstand...

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Ok...went to visit mom today again...lolx...

Chee Hou, my cousin brother (mother's side) fetch me n my 2 sisters there...

His driving is...very teruk...drive fast, then drive slow...THEN DRIVE FAST...
he already overtook about 50 cars or more...his car is so messy...even my mom's car is neater then his...
n i hate his perfume air-cond thingy where u hang on the air-cond there...

reached the 8th floor, got so excited, i was running to mom's ward...ran into the room and hug her...lolx...
mom was having her dinner in bed...lolx...
Yima and the family was there...lol...

then chat chat chat...feel so happy sitting beside her bed side...
she's still having fever...and she can't eat too much, coz of her liver problem...
the hospital food...doesn't look nice...-_-"
well...spend some wonderful time with mom...
slept beside her too...can hear the opposite site ward playing counter strike...ftw!! i wan play!!!@_@

Mom say something about her chemistry love story...lolx...(since when mom fall in love again)
Where she accidently met a Korean Pastor in the Penang Hospital, and a love story spark between them...lolx...and this Pastor gave her this...bible paper thing, 4 pages long, some bible verses were written on the paper...

it wasn't a normal bible verses, if you understand more closely, there was 2 types of meaning on the paper.

1. the bible knowledge
2. a love poem from him to my mom...wth?!

mom say he's handsome. Fair, tall and...handsome loh what else!?

stay at the hospital for 2 hours before we went to eat dinner with Yima and the rest...

Ate 2 sticks of satay, 3 pieces of chickens, 3 bowls of fried rice, 1 piece of crab & 3 bowls of porridge

and...

still not full...lol...

wonder what's wrong with my appetite...lol..xD

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

so...guess that's all for today...
i hate my cousin brother...always talk to him he don't want to reply me...
always ignoring me...
and he's Mr.No-Fun-At-All !!!
nvm...no wonder he no girlfriend la...

Ah Good...

Love you Bloggey~Good night~
Pray mom get well soon~
:3

She is a 18 year old female student from Malaysia. Under going her studies in a private university, she likes to writes and make people laugh with her sarcasms and lame jokes. She is just like every other normal people.
She belives in God. She sees alot of things in life which sometimes touches her own heart. She wishes to convey her messages in terms of stories that would and hopefully touches other peoples heart one day. She dreams to inspire other people through her stories. On the other hand, she likes to see people to laugh and to be happy.

at 2am...i was still awake, as usual...

Yima & Hegeong fetch her back home yesterday from Penang...

but she came back to pack her stuff and went straight to the hospital...

I didn't get a hug from her...TT *sniffles*

she was like ignoring me...-.-

But she looks fine overall...looks healthy...

n im quite glad to see her again...

She's staying at the UH ward for 1 week...

So...that's it bah...

Three things in life that, once gone, never come back -

1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that can destroy a person -

1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose -

1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable -

1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Kindness

Three things in life that are never certain -

1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams

Three things that make a person -

1. Commitment
2. Sincerity
3. Hard work

Three things that are truly constant -

Father - Son - Holy Spirit

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*


Mr.Chai, our temporary English Teacher and all the 4K2 students

Good-bye Mr.Chai

Okay...mom call this afternoon at 4pm++

She WARN me NOT TO FOLLOW MY DAD TO PENANG!!!

Not saying that she's evil, mother always know best...and I thrust her.

Dad, listen carefully, dad CANNOT be thrusted.

Mom told me that dad cannot be thrusted because he was very stubborn. He didn't want to follow my mom orders but want he wanted to be in his own way...

Aiyah...so many things about adults stuff I don't know la...althought I'm old enough to understand...but some things are just too complicated to explain...

Conclusion : stay out of your own adult business

Mom say she might be coming back today..."MIGHT"...she'll drive herself and Kimberly back to KL...she doesn't want to be treated in Penang.

Okay...lol...don't go don't go loh...zzz...I really wanted to see mom leh...

But, there was a different thing about mom's voice. Her voice is the strong mom I knew before...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Does that mean mom is fine?

Kimberly told me that she's fine. So I didn't worried so much. And, yeah!! I pray for her this morning. -.-"

Another thing she told me was that the medical doctor cheated my mom's money...

...

IF I EVER KNOW WHO IS THAT IDIOT DOCTOR WHO CHEATS MY MOM MONEY, I WOULD BASHED HIM UP TILL HE NEVER CAN SMELL THE SMELL OF MONEY EVER AGAIN!!!

Doctors...some doctors are nice, some of them are such *tut*.

The 1 week school holiday is here. Time to get into my studies as well as...
*cough,cough*
you know me...

Went crazy with Sara in the car on the way home...lol...

Ok...mom still not back...

Dad call, asking us whether wan go Penang visit mom on Saturday...

YES OF COURSE!!! But 1 problem...

How are we gonna go there? -.-"

1. No one can fetch us there
2. Dad is not allowed to know where we're staying so he can't fetch us

Oh my gosh!!! Was having such high hope but in the end it crashes like...an airplane into the sea!!!

Nvm...will make further more plannings...

Swen's birthday is coming...was invited to his party, he stay near HappyGarden, Jalan Rukun 10. That's quite near to Daniel Mok's house...lol...
Haiz...lazy go la...sa more must waste $$ to buy present for him...-.-"

Then Si Ting ask me go out ice skating with her...I wanted to GO!!! Ice skating with friends is so much fun, but think again, my mom is in hospital & no one is supporting us with money...SEEE!!!! ANOTHER DREAM CLASHES JUST LIKE TAT!!

And anyway, for now, all the transport I need to rely on Sara's mom.
If,
Sara can't go = Me can't go

Such a nice formula for 2 best friends...lol

Now, I'm doing my best in my studies. Putting more effort in studying for my last term exam. Now I understand more about some of the lessons in Accounts, Economi & Science.
Need study more in Maths & stupid Sejarah...
If I think I can, I can!!!

Chores...hmm...I did some of the cleaning...but I always did anyway...skip this subject...

Praying...No comment...I didn't pray for my mom...I find no time to lit the joss sticks in the morning...can't even take care of myself...stupid chuah siew lin...from now on...I must pray for my mom's health every morning...(ok...if only I can force myself to wake up) BUT STILL!!! Pray LAH FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!

Today, Mr.Chai's last English lesson with us. He's going back to New Zealand after that, I think. Took some pictures. Will upload it if I can get my hands on the pictures.

Other then that, today there was a sudden 'Spot Check' by Encik Saiful during middle of Art class. He says that he notices that our class students bring handphones to school, coz he saw some students standing outside the balcony (so stupidly) taking pictures...
HOW STUPIDIER CAN THEY GET??
So, some handphones were being confiscated. Some got MP3. Fu-yoh.
Zzz...lucky didn't bring my handphone.
AHEM!!! I'm not those bad students who bring handphones to school la!!!
Coz I was going to Sara's house to do revisions with her, so my clothes were in my bag.
Oh my gawd...the prefect took out my clothes and...LOOK at it...
He must be thinking,"Oh my gosh...I'm touching a girls clothes."
Geesh....

Worst case, you know Justin?
Yeah, he brought ciggerates to school...like...what the hell?!
I didn't know he smoke...I mean...I didn't know he was this type of person, who like to...SMOKE...

Overall, my stuff didn't get confiscated....you know me...I want to be discipline...

Following The Rules = Discipline
Discipline = Me
Me = Chuah Siew Lin

So...I love myself...x3

I'll stop here bah...now clock showing 12am...should be going to sleep now...
So...NiteZ Bloggey~x3

Get well soon mom, will be waiting for your return & your birthday coming leh...=)
Love my mom, Sara, Yean Lynn, my friends & WeiKe~x3
MuackzZ you all lotz lotz~

Mom just called...

she asked us how are we doing at home...I told her we're fine...
She told me...her liver got paste...(i dunno how u spelled it)

I don't know what's that...but it sounds very dangerous to me...to
She won't be coming back tomorrow...
probably coming back in a few days time...

*Sigh...

is God plans going to far?

Mom went for an X-Ray scan yesterday. She don't want to tell me any further things, she say she'll tell me everything when she comes back, tomorrow.

Sms my dad asking about mom's condition. Bo reply. -.-" fine.
Kimberly (my youngest sista) told me that Dad say that me & my 2nd sister very bad.
*tut*...he say we don't reply his messages. My handphone sot sot dei, if you would understand.
Then he even told mom to take away the "Godly Modemn". -___-

Skipped that subject.

Last night slept at 1.30am. Finishing up the sivik projek. Then revising for the Accounts Test for tomorrow, which today didn't have TEST!!! Then need do some chores before going to sleep. Unfortunetly, I couldn't sleep...-.-" haizz...took me 30 minutes to fall alseep instantly...

Woke up several times in the night...haizz...

Woke up today, while changing...notice got cockroach in the room...
(you know how I hate cockroaches!!!)
You know where the little pest is? It was on the wall just above where I was sleeping...like...if that pest drop, probably can drop into my mouth while I was sleeping...

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!

Stupid sister always on air-cond...dunno what is cal, global warming & WASTING $$$...
This what I call, people who is too naive and pampered. Always want the best of the best and yet not thinking of the consequences. Morons.

Today look fine to me. Dont' look that pale today.
Thank gosh...hm...seems a normal day...so nothing much happen. Only that the Accounts Exam is postphone after Raya Holidays...-.-
Make me stay up late for nothing...

Cheers!! Hope mom can come home tomorrow!!!

mom says she's coming back on wednesday...hope so...coz she say she pay the medical fee until her pocket got hole leh...-_-"

This morning went to school was feeling okay...ate breakfast, etc.....

Then don't know how come suddenly got this stomach pain on my left side...
Cannot be period pains...omg...that pain already long gone liao...
The pain gets painner eash lessons...before that I took it as just a normal thing...but during English lesson, after recess...I took it seriously...

1 answer to that stomach pain, FOOD POISONING.

After coming out from the toilet, my fingers were cold & shaking. Couldn't write nicely, but actually still can. My hands shaking till the school ended. Make myself stand under the sun to keep myself warm.

Today, got another casualty. Girl lai de, Form 3. Not me responsible, they always find Lydia & Natalie d. Hohoho...but in the end always I applied First Aid on the casualty...-.-...is good actually, Lydia almost idioticly put the wet bandage gauze on the girl's forehead...like...WAT THE HELL U DOING?

Then I ask Lydia put ice packet on forehead lah...LOGICALLY!!! LIKE DUH!!!
In the end, always I do the job de...zzz...go get ice packet from canteen then use bandage put ice...zzz...like, Lydia first time do First Aid like that, so clumsy =x (dun tell her I said that..xD)...lolx...rawr...yet call yourself Pengerusi...well, who cares anyways.

So what you have higher rank? So what you can bully me around? Like I'm scared of you. But, I'm always 100% better then you~^^v AND THAT'S FOR SURE.

My friends were quite worried about me today, they say I looked pale...was I?
I stayed up till freaking 2am last night just because I forgot to draw my seni work!!
Even after 2am, I was tossing around the empty King size bed coz thinking too many things that happen last few days...

Dad went to Penang to see mom. How nice of him. But, let me get this straight. He already divorced with mom. But, heck, he's still my father. Must love him still. He sound so worried on the phone when he called me. Telling me to take care of myself and Debra and blah blah blah, etc, etc.

Then, MOM CALLED!!!

I feel so happy I was shrieking at the phone...lol...
Nice to hear her voice again, her voice tells me that she's fine...but guess what I got in return? All the responsibilities jobs she shot the work at me over the phone...*BANG! Die* (lol)
I don't care!!! LOL!!!
Getting to hear her voice is better then not seeing her for 1 week!!!


Hmm...don't know whether I'm having fever or what, suddenly my whole body feel so weak. My feet feels cold now. Well, will see how's mom situation is tomorrow.

Love my blog blog diary~MuackzZ~x3