Exams again....

9.30am...

Science Paper 2...

Mikhail arranged his specs.
Ching Mae turns around and ask Si Ting the time.
Si Ting answers Ching Mae.
Ivy shakes liquid paper.
Hooi Sheng coughs.
Kavilan looks at siewlin and smiles at her retardedly.
Siew Jean shows the "makan nasi" sign.
Siew Lin shakes leg.
Ivy shakes liquid paper again.
Jason acts like a ****ing retard.
Alvin looks at the back.
Jey Quang makes funny noises.
Teck Sin sleeps.
Zhi Bin walks pass the class.
Pn. Kamaratun gives warning.
Kenton follows Jason retartedly. (those 2 were faggots)
Sara daydreams.
Siew Lin goes hungry.
Chien Hou came back from the gents.

The bell rang...

It was 9.50am...

Cik Sugu walks by.
Siew Lin looks at Yee Ling.
Yee Ling drinks water and looks at Siew Lin.
Pn.Kamaratun walks out and talks to Pn.Rosila.
Pn.Kamaratun walks back in.
Joel walks by.
Jason winks and smiles.
Siew Lin feels like slapping him.
Mervynn scribbles the answers.
Jia Ying is hallucinating.

Silence.............

and...

Siew Lin realises...

that she was writting everything on the answer sheets...

DAM THOSE FOOD!!!!
DAM THOSE COOKERS!!!
DAM MYSELF!!!

see, siewlin...who ask you so greedy...eat so many junk food, in the end you ended up going to the toilet for the 6th time already...serve you RIGHT STUPID CHARSIEWPAO!!!

Been going to the toilet for freaking 6 times!!! Break my own record leh...

What did I ate wrong wor...??

Just about 3.30pm, I had :

1 chicken burger
2 fried chicken
a slice of tomato
a slice of cucumber
raw carbage
a cup of carrot juice
a few frech fries

Nothing else other then that...-.-" it was really killing me...

Wanted to go swimming at 6pm. But, it was 4pm under the hot scorching sun and mom only let me swim for 30 minutes then quickly bath and go home.

THAT'S like.......SOOOOoooo little time for me to swim!!

I thought I can go for a excercise, continuing from yesterday's excercise, and since it's been a long time since I didn't go swimming...but nvm...*sigh

The old women make me do this thing, just because I didn't sweep & mop the ****ing floor because I didn't give a DAM about it.
Wiping the fan.
She's been telling all her ****ing friends how lazy I am and all the bad stuff she can think about to embarrass me, that ****ing women.
I DON'T GIVE A DAM ABOUT HER. COZ SHE'NOT MY GRANDMOTHER OR RELATED BLOOD RELATIVE.

I just wish to move out faster from her dam home with her dam dogs!!!


Need to climb all the way up to wipe the fan. You know I'm short and I HATE HEIGHTS!!! (That's the living room)
I was trembling at the top of the ladder, cursing the old women at the same time. If I died falling down from the ladder, she's gonna have to buy me a gold coffin together with all the char siew paos!! :(


That door is to the old women's room. As usual, I need to climb all the way up.

I HATE HEIGHTS!!! ='(
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Yesterday,

went for 30 minute excercise...

you don't know how it felt so good for the first time, staying fit and healthy (not really)...

Warm up,
Ran 2 rounds around the neighbourhood (wanted to run more rounds),
Then 40 push ups,
40 sit ups,
half squat 1 minute,
jump 10 times (im trying to grow taller)
and
squatting and jumping around the house 40 times.

AND I FORGOT TO DO COOLING DOWN EXCERCISE!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!! TT

At the end of the excercise, I was sweating and my legs were all trembling. Any sooner, I can fall down. And mom make me walk with her to Pasar Malam...-.-
Exchausted!!! xD

The next day, all the mucsles were all aching~weeeee~~~


This was yesterday's lunch~cococrunch~!!!! >.<


And this is yesterday's dessert after dinner~Tong Sui~~!!! xD

Just for now.

The tension was so maginificent! Everyone in the room were vomitting their own brains out, finishing the Accounts Paper 2 Test.

2 hours and 30 minutes we sat. The Last Paper. The Only First Week. Butts Aching. More Scribbling. Time Ticking. Hair Scratching. Papers flipping.

There's so much tension to get this dam* paper over with!

Yes! YES! It's Friday! Finally! As if someone was screaming in their heads.

Students rushed in quickly. They were 10 minutes late for the Test Paper! Everyone rushing each other to hurry up to get to their places.

The paper was destribute. Everyone started flipping those thick inch papers.
Groans can be heard across the classroom.
Argh!! Accounts!!

The whole class suddenly fell into a deep dead silence. Even a pin can be heard being droped onto the floor opposite the next class.

Frustration grew, and grew...

Even the smartest girl in class can't seemed to get an answer!
No! Why?! WHY?! She screamed inside her head.


In the meantime...........................


2 blocks away from the examination place...
The Form 3 students who've just finished their PMR test, were now rocking the the assembly stage. Enjoying themselves to the core!
Sending crowds of students to an anchore! Anchore! ANCHORE! ANCHORE!!

A student sends the crowd go wild by Singing 'What About Now' by Chris Doughtry.
Oh, gosh. Millions of screams can be heard. Shouting & screaming like sarcastic wild animals!

Back to the examination, the tension room...........

Argh! Whose horrible singing is that!!! Argh!!! ALL MY CALCULATIONS ALL WRONG!!!
The screams!! ARGH!!!

Everyone groans and cries in frustration due to the horrible singing. Miss Liew gave the class a funny look at her face. The one that shows,'Oh my Goodness. What's with all with that horrible singing'. Everyone must be thinking that the exam paper is already making them hard, the singing is even adding more salt & pepper into their problems.

Argh!!! They screamed!!!

12.30pm, other students have went back home. Only left was students who were taking the Accounts Exam stayed back, countinuing with the thick long paper!

AND ONLY 30 MINUTES LEFT!!! Tension grew to frustration. Frustration grew to CRAVING!

Tapping the calculators so hard, I can hear the tables shaking!

5 minutes left, the teacher said. Everyone cries, FASTER FOR PEACE SAKE!

Flipping pages here and there, Papers flying everywhere! Ruler here, pencil there, eraser dropped , they don't care!

1.10pm, students from other class can be heard talking and giggling.
It was finally over. WAIT! Not just yet. This is only the 1st week of course, which means 2 more weeks to go people! x]

Well, we don't have to care for anymore hard subjects right now, no? :)
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Lol...end of my, emotional story...I think...lol...while writting it, I felt the tension inside me, like want to write more AND WITH DEEPER details...xD

But things must come to an end, no? :(

Last night slept at 12am. Woke up at 4am to study. Drank chicken escence to stay alert. Gave up in studying Accounts at 5.30am. 6am took 30 minute sleep on the chair. 7am went to school and exam starts. Pray pray can pass with flying colours! x3
No flying colours also at least get black and white colours I also don't mind. LOL!!! XD

Yeah! Finally change my friendster profile background & song~
(due to people saying that my previous background sucks...-.-" tsk...so mean...)
it's an anime which is call, Romeo X Juliet =] nice anime show but reach middle of story plot then boring liao...-_-

Look! Look at this video. Lol...You Raise Me Up In Japanese Version xD


Hehe...Nice or weird? lol...I know la....there's no flying HORSES IN REAL LIFE!! IT IS CALLED, Animation. x3

AND LOOK AT THIS GUY!!! OMFG!!! HE SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!

So breath taking!! so cool!!! *SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH* <33333333

Till then.

Yesterday, mom brought me to see a fortune teller.

I don't believe in such things, because...I don't believe in them...but can you imagine sometimes their answers are accurate? Not 100% accurate I mean...but it's good to hear, but not to thrust them...

Mom was pissed off on the way there, coz of...dunno...she very rude d when she's pissed off...-.-"

I told her that this is the 2nd and the last time I ever want to see a fortune teller...

I don't want my future to be read and be planned by them.
Just who they think they are? It's not their life. IT'S MINE!!!

Mom went in first, I waited outside on the sofa. Waited until almost fell asleep then mom ask me to come in :]


This is where the fun part starts, where the fortune-teller reads about me...


She talks in chinese & cantonese. Since both my language suckz, we communicate in chinese then. She was in her 40's I think.


She says :

-that if I become a little bit lazy, I won't become sucessful in the future
-that I'm not interested in studying (not true :( )
-that my dream to be an arhictect will not lead me to a happy life & a good pay
-suggested me to work as an Hotel Management or Accountant
-I didn't drink enough of water (quite true)
-I will wear specs in the future (hope not...)
-*she looks at my palm* I'm scared of cold (yup...true)
-I love counting, Maths, etc (NO!!! NOT TRUE!!!! I HATE MATHS!!!)
-I'm very stubborn (am I?)
-I am smart (erh...I have no idea...)
-won't spend money on anything unwisely (quite true)
-im too soft-heart, means too kind to people
-my name, Chuah Siew Lin, is a not a good name, she says Celine makes a better name for me (what's wrong with my name...I love my name =( )
-my final year end school tests results is okay

Then she talks about my love life, I lied to her that I don't have a BF, (because my mom is there ma ><)...

she says :

-that I love to "ai mei", means to be beautiful

...

WTF? SOOOOOOOOOOO NOT BLOODY TRUE!!! IF I WERE TO BE BEAUTIFUL, I WOULD HAVE GO FOR A MILLION BLOODY FACIAL TREATMENTS TO GET ALL THOSE DISGUSTING PIMPLES,
I WOULD HAVE LEAVE LONG HAIR!!! (which I probably won't...)
I WOULD HAVE GONE TO THE RESTROOM DURING CLASS LESSONS AND ADORE MYSELF, LOOKING AT THE MIRROR TILL DAWN!!!
*cough *cough....as you can see...I like the way I look...TY...

-that I will have many boys who will like me next year

...

After hearing that, I burst out laughing. Then I told her calmly, I will vomit blood...


Charming, charming...that's all she says about me...
She uses the Tarot Cards to read my future...
That's all bah...the rest harder chinese can't make me understand coz she doesn't talk English...how so-not-wonderful..zzz...

So, anyway...no one make plans for my future...only me!!! NOT SOME FORTUNE TELLER!!!

But, I like those mystery meanings in those Tarot Cards... :D


I got this card during my love life reading :D

Today Maths Exam wasn't that easy...

Paper 2 quite hard...but I didn't leave anything empty in the paper...

coz...

I wrote......

"I don't know how to do =)"

in each question which I dunno how to do...makes me laugh...xD

I felt like I haven't slept the whole night...@_@ so tired...

Nothing much today...felt quite angry at something...and also quite sad...
and...really...it hurts...

the wounds won't heal back treaten by the medicins...coz it will never heal back....



This is my table...kinda messy, Huh?


A closer look at it?



There!! :)



This is my cat. No name though. But I call him Meow-E =)



This is where I study. The kitchen. The place is dark because the light is spoiled. This is where I've been studying for the last 4 years. It's very scary because the window showing outside is the back door...but what to do...that's the only place where I can study...





Study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study, study....


Tomorrow Economic Paper 2!!! Fail 3 times, but hope I won't fail this last term!!!
I CAN DO IT!!

Since after the post was fixed, I didn't care about it anymore...

It was a few months back already that I don't want to bring it back again.

Then, today...I had a feeling of betrayal of the whole team....

It was a feeling of anger...hatefulness...and it hurts me so much...it really does...

...it wasn't only the team...but reflects friendship as well...


During after school, in the canteen, having my lunch with Y and staying back to study Economics together later...

L showed up, I've finished eating my bread then decided to throw away the wrapper...
And a feeling of disgust of what I saw...

L was wearing her St.John Half-U...what worse can it get, when her clothes were tucking out from her pants like a samseng beggar...

Just remembered that L was the Head of the Team...and her way of doing things is...not being disciplined?

I lightly beat her butt with the back of my hand...taking it as a joke...

...and...she returned me by throwing a paper into my face...

B.I.N.G.O!!! It hitted my eyes...

Oh, gosh...can imagine...the pain...the striking pain...

I took it seriously now and beat her a few times, not really hard I guess, barely using my energy and I threw the paper away from her...filled with frustration...

Then she say outloud at me in front of M and Y...saying why should she tucked her clothes like a nerd like me!

It felt so hurtful at first, but then I got my rights because it was discipline for the Team sake!!!

I didn't manage to say it, because my vision was very blurred...

Then she added on, saying that, and it looks cool when you wear it like that...

Like...what the ****? I don't care how cool you look! I don't care how pretty you are! I don't care how "YENG" you wear the clothes! JUST 1 THING I WANT THE WHOLE TEAM TO KNOW AND KEEP IN MIND, THAT DISCIPLINE COMES FIRST!!!!

My heart came crashing down when she continued, who do you think you are?

**** IT!!! WHO DO YOU THINK AM I? I AM THE PART OF THE MEMBER DAM IT!!! ****!!!!
WHO ARE YOU?! YOU ARE THE TEAM LEADER!!! DAM IT!!!
AND IS THAT THE WAY TO TREAT YOUR MEMBER WHO HAVE JUST ONLY ASKED YOU TO TUCKED IN YOUR CLOTHES?! FARK IT!!!

Giving me a piece of shyt hell of a life time...
if not Maths Exam was giving me a hard time earlier...
Then came adding along the dicsipline of the whole team like...

****

EVEN THE JUNIORS WERE BETTER THEN THE SENIOR!!!
OH MY GOSH!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!
I ENYEVED THEM A WHOLE LOT BETTER THEN THE ****ING "FUTURE SENIORS" OF THE TEAM!!!!

Saying this makes me very angry...
and I wanted to blurt all that feeling away to someone...but just to whom right now?

It's only you bloggey...and it hurts me so much saying this...
so much...

Is that the way of a head leader of the team suppose to be? Is it?
I just want things to get better and not worser.

But then...thinking about it...
I really thought, with their attitude like that...(ecspecially the team leader)...
the team is going no where better...then the drain...

Yesterday's blog, no time to blog so I'll blog about yesterday..

B.M test yesterday was okay I guess...hope can pass~pray pray~ x3

Then stay back with Lydia Cheong to teach me Accounts...but in the end...I still don't get it...zzzz...but at least I got to know her more... :)

Then 4.15pm, she went back home. I alight the bus at Hospital Desa then walk all the way to the post office there...

There were some people waiting there too, waited for about 1 hour, then it started to rain very heavily and so windy...@_@

I stood up and waited at the bus stop with everyone else...and I realise that they were waiting for the same bus as me too~ =D

I was soaking wet...my skirt wet...my sleeves wet & my 1st day of school shoe is wet!!!! TT...and it was sooooo cold....@_@ n my bus ticket also wet...zzzz....

Then 6pm!!! Bus 71 finally arive leh!!!! I was cursing the bus the whole time by the way...

The bus was packed...full of people...we have to force our way in...lol....

then finally reached home...it stopped raining. it was 6.15pm

actually wanted to call mom to fetch me since she's not working...but realise that she started work...-.- haizz...

OKAY...today is English test...not that hard...but...I was feeling very weird and after reading some text...I found it hard...@_@

Eh....how can english be hard for Chuah Siew Lin? That's so not me man!!!
I will get A1!!! I WILL!!!

The Paper 1...essay writting...-.-" dun have time to finish writting the story...-.- just didn't have enough time...-.-" even I go toilet also run then quickly come back..-.-" haizz...

Throw that aside...when was the last time I ever post pictures in the blog man...time for some pictures!!!
Enjoy readers =)

Starting time: 7.30pm
Name: Steffi Chuah Siew Lin
Sisters: Debra & Kimberly
Brothers: -

Shoe size: 5-6 (im still very short...-.-)
Height: Shortest in the family, so don't asked...
where do you live: ON EARTH

Favourite drinks: erm...water? [always like 100Plus after sports~x3]

Have you ever -

Been on a plane : Yea...that was 7 years ago...to L.A
Fallen asleep at school: Got...during economi lessons...
Broken someone's heart: Erm...did I? Don't think so...
Fell off your chair: Yea, last year...during class...(i wasn't sleeping)
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: No...I don't care whether he or she calls...just wanna sleep~x3

Saved e-mails: Yea..every e-mail I see...x3
What is your room like: One word, M-E-S-S-Y
The last thing you ate: Tiger Biscuit, just bought it back from school...
Ever had chicken pox: Everyone has it like duh, but I can't remember when was mine...
Sore throat: Everytime after laughing like crazy ^^v

Stitches: never...I hate stiches...
Broken nose: never...
Do you believe in love at first sight: yea...but now I don't :)
Like picnics: Erm...never had 1 before ._.
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: I hate dancing...-.-
Last made you smile: Sylvester
You last yelled at: Let's see...the old lady staying at my house...

Today did you -

Talk to someone you like: No.
Kiss anyone: Go to hell
Get sick: I'm a strong girl :)
Talk to an ex: Do I look like I have an ex? NO!!!
Miss someone: Yea...I miss my lynnliu AND everyone in HEISERHUI!!! :( & Him :(
Eat: if I don't eat, my name is not Chuah Siew Lin

Best feeling in the world: When I'm with Him :)
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: ...no...-.-"
What's under your bed: Dust, spiders, cob-webs, flees, etc.
Who do you really hate: Saitan!!! I HATE YOU!!!
What time is it now? : 7.57pm

Random -

Is there a person who is on your mind now: Him ? :)
Do you have any siblings: 2 freaking pests loh...
Do you want children: wait till I'm older the ask me again...
Do you smile often: Hmm...guess so...except during exam days...
Do you like your hand-writing: I love the way who I am, so yeah! :)

Are your toe nails painted: No...hate nail polish!!!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: His bed :)
What color shirt are you wearing now: green
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Watching Mr.Bean

I can't wait till: I GO SINGAPORE!!!!
Are you a friendly person: what do you think? :) [To me, no]
Do you have any pets: Yea. 3 dogs & 2 cats
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Singapore....T_T
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Yea...she's my mom. AND I LOVE HER FOREVER!!! x3

Do you sleep with the TV on?: Nope. Seldom watch TV
What are you doing right now?: So many questions lah...wat tag is THIS MAN!!!
Have you ever crawled through a window?: No...
Are you too forgiving?: Forgive & forget :) that's me~x3
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Mother~I love you~x3
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: my mom...sleeping with her in her hospital bed...
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Everyone

Do you eat healthy?: I guess so
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: I don't have ex larh...-_-
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yea...
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: To my beloved radio...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Quiet...im very timid d ._. thats my character
Are you confident?: Yeah~ Well...sometimes... :x

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

1. studying in kindergarten
2. leading a lonely life
3. digging my nose
4. swimming lessons
5. moved to K.L & life have never been so much better :)

5 things on my to-do list today:

1. Finish this STUPID TAG!!!
2. Eat my dinner NOW after finishing this stupid TAG!!!!
3. Blog leh...-.-
4. Study...
5. Sleep.......................

5 snacks I enjoy:

1. Mr.Potato Chips :)
2. Waffles :)
3. Vanilla ice-cream x3
4. TIGER BISCUITTTTTTTTTTTTTS [ I'm addicted to it]
5. -

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

1. pay all my mom's debts!!!!
2. buy a new house!!!!!
3. GO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!
4. BUY MYSELF SOME A NEW UNIFORM AND SHOES AND EVERYTING NEW!!!!
5. and...donate to charity?

5 of my bad habits:

1. forgetful
2. blur...
3. very timid...sometimes...
4. biting the tip of a pen or pencil
5. sleeping late...lol...

5 places I have lived in:

1. Penang [6 years]
2. L.A [9 days]
3. Buddhist Maha Vihara Temple (Camping) [ 1 week]
4. K.L [6 years]
5. on EARTH...[till i breath my last breath]

5 jobs I've had:
1. wrapping presents?
2. voluntary work during Wesak Day at the temple :)
3. -
4. -
5. -

5 people I tag:
1. WaiWai =]
2. lynnliu piggy~x3
3. Justine~xD
4. QiiQii~botak~ :3
5. icecream :)



Good Luck Tagging This Freaking Long Tag...
I'm so glad is over!!! xD
See!!! NO TIME TO BLOG ABOUT TODAY!!!! ALL YOUR FAULT!!! :( stoooooooopid tag!!!! :(

I went into a book shop and found this particular book...it was a weird book at first...but I came to realise...it was Dr.Mahathir's, the retired Prime Minister of Malaysia, book about his blog.

I didn't know he blogs too...

yea...that's what I think also...but thinking of another way, he is human as well, just like us who also blogs as well...

His blog has...millions of comments...omg...I just scrolled down the page leh, not caring to read, coz too much...@_@

His blog is quite famous to some readers, as you know, he has the highest most viewed blog in the country.

I find his blog quite interesting, from him, you learn alot of things. :)

Please find the time to check it out will you? :)

time was ticking very slowly...

it was 9.43am...

and every minute catches my every attention to look at the opposite building from the window where I was silently reading my book...

anytime now...anytime...I said to myself...

within minutes, there were sounds of chairs dragging against the floor...
and then...each classes started cheering full of enjoyment...

some pleasant & relieved smiles were exchange with each other as the students started to pack their bags...

it was the end of the last paper, Geography. And PMR was finally over.

Goodbye PMR...and another 362 days to another PMR...lol...now is my sister's turn to suffer....MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Seeing their happy faces brought back memories just then...realising I'm now in Form 4...-.-" Everything is so different when you reached this stage after PMR...

FREAKING STRESS!!!!

It's Friday, and the start of the Last Term Examinations...

Oh Gawd...it was Chinese paper today...luckily not taking it...
even if I did, I won't study and will simply write crab broken Chinese essays and pass it up. Even if I did, I still have a 40% of chances of passing it...xD

Study, study, study...

Sienz...no mood at all seeing those Form 3 students going home all so early after that last paper...and leaving us, Form 4...staying in school...

....studying...

Dammit...I try to force myself to study...

Well, I DID!!!

Study Accounts...not actually study...just..practise 1 question?

Then the stupid question cannot imbang...like...what's wrong with you?! Can't you make me feel any better by just letting me complete you without giving me any problems?!

I was getting out of hand...IT WAS FREAKING FRIDAY!!! HOW YOU EXPECT ME TO HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY MAN!!!!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO STUDY!!! EVERYTHING I TRIED TO UNDERSTAND AND I DID BUT EVERYTHING I THINK IT WAS IS ALL WRONG!!!!

Haizz...it's....really.giving.me.too.much.already...I'm taking it as if I'm taking the test as if it was SPM...ZzZ...

I think I spend the whole day in school finishing the last 20 chapters of the story book...which I bought it recently, but didn't make myself finish reading it..lol...
This is the book I read :



I suggest, that if you're not the type of person who is not open-minded enough. Please don't read this. It contains...you-know-what.

I didn't know it myself. Because I thought the title was interesting to read, and also the written summary at the back...lol...

well...nothing much though, finished reading it today and added another collection of my many other story books...-.-
buying another 2 more to read...lol...

After school, 12.30pm, thought I can go home and have a break from everything...but, nooooooooooooooooooo...I need to stay back with Sara till 4.30pm to help Hui Mun with Accounts...crap!!!

Ahh....the things I do for friendship and my studies...

Stayed back with Sara, Hui Mun & Yean Lynn to study Accounts...-.- haizz...

But, I do 1 question then cannot imbang then I stopped doing already leh...it was 2.30pm++...
really don't have the mood to do anything on Friday...just wanna sleep...and take my mind off everything...

Then the rest of my time I was...wondering like a wondering ghost around the class corridor...looking around the school surroundings...

some things just make me quite curious about the history back then in school...

Nvm, throw that aside shall we?

Went Pasar Malam with Yean & Sara...haizz...I feel such a grown up person spending so much time hanging around with friends...lol...

and the stupid economy...I understand when teacher explains it in English but everything is all wrong when written in BM in the essays...

EVERYTHING!!! I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO PASS MY ECONOMY SINCE THE FIRST TERM EXAM!!!

SURE FAIL ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

WHY!!!!WHY!!!!!!!!!

Other then that, I'm quite lucky I wasn't in Science Stream.
Today Lydia ask me to ask her some...dunno what atoms formula from her book...something like...

Oxide Ion = [the formula]

then bla bla bla...

Oh my gawd....after asking her the questions, it's all formulas...like...what the heck ur talking about...?

You know...my memory sucks like hell...can't even remember where I put my own underwear also can...

THIS THINGS HAPPENS TO ME...

Then I just tell Lydia after finish questioning her...

"Here.[Pass book to her], if there's nothing else you want me to help you, then goodbye Lydia. I hate chemistry and don't ask me to ask you questions about it again."
[Continue reading storybook again after saying it]

P.S : My friends say my black eye ring looks obvious now...haizz...need sleep desperately....good nitez bloggey...love u so much...TT