1)Who is your last text from?
An advertiser.

2) Is there any chance you will get with the person you like ?
Cows will fly if I did :p

3) Can you sleep in jeans ?​
Can...if it's freaking cold.

4) Who was your last missed call from ?
Eric

5) What are you listening to ?
Nothing

6) How did you sleep last night ?
I had a bad dream and I cried in my sleep. LOL

7) Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often ?
If it's my bedtime(1am), I'll yell at that person if it did.

8) Do you have a friend that has a kid?
Nah...

9) What was the last thing you ate ?
A packet of Guava during recess ~_~

10) Do you believe that if you want something bad enough , you will get it ?
Nope.

11) Do you think you type fast ?
As long I get those words I want to type on my screen.

12) Will you wake up before 7 tomorrow ?
Yes. I got Choral Speaking Presentation tomorrow. TT

13) Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind ?
Does my cat counts? Yep

14) Will you be in a relatioship next month ?
Nah...studies first...

15) Did any particular thing brighten your day ?
Yes. The news of Yean Lynn being underweight x)

16) Did your last outing involve a police ?
Nah...

17) When were the last time you were grounded ?
My mom don't grounded me. She yells at me.

18) Have you ever gotten butterflies ?
Butterflies in my stomach? O_O

19) When was the last time you went ice skating ?
Last year. On my birthday eve with Sara & Yean Lynn. My first time skating and it was fun :D

20) What you did yesterday ?
Choral Speaking. Badminton. Tuition. Homework. Sleep.

21) Who will you be sleeping with tonight ?
My mom and my 2 sister.

22) Do you do your own laundry ?
Not everytime. Does lingerie counts? =O
If I'm not lazy I'll hand wash it, if not, everything throws into the washing machine xD

23)Wearing any bracelets ?
Nah, although my mom wanted to get me one =O

24) Do you feel awkward when strangers say HI to you ?
I don't feel akward. I feel blur.

25) Do you hate being alone ?
Nope.

26) What are your plans for tomorrow ?
Choral Speaking Presentation. Accompany Si Ting to pierce her ears. Maybe getting my ears pierce?

27) Does anyone knows your password besides you ?
Like Sharmine says, God.

28) What woke you up this morning ?
My handphone alarm.

29) Where are you ?
On earth.

30) Do you kiss or hug anyone today ?
Nah.

31) Where would you like to be right now ?
Taking a shower?

32) Would you wait forever for someone ?
Get lost.

33) Were you happy when you woke up today ?
Dunno.

34) Closest green object to you ?
My Jubli Perak PJK shirt on the chair, drying.

35) What were you doing at 8 this morning ?
In art class, listening to teacher.

36) What are you excited for ?
To see Sara in her baju kurung tomorrow x)

37) Pissed of at anyone or anything ?
I hate my hair ): I wanna cut it. It's so untidy ):

38) Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile ?
It's not only a person. It's my friends. And I usually made them laugh more then I do myself.

Here it comes again!!! Choral Speaking 2009!!! Yay!

Doing as the same as the video shown below, just for Hari Anugerah Cemerlang.



All girls. No boys.
Didn't have enough girls, so we had to hunt down some girls from Form3 and 4 to join.

The actual Choral Competition gonna include the boys and all Form5 no Form4 & 3 (aww...too bad D:)
But, it was against the rules cause we're too old ;p


But the bad thing is....

I miss Pn.Koh's Economics class :(
I feel so bad. She's gonna hate us for missing her class D:
She doesn't look happy at all...
I'm gonna be left out D:

Short and simple?




A little bit formal?



Formal?



Or you prefer this one?

But then again,

@^@#^%$#%^#$%^ ?!

Nah, change my mind. I already knew most of it anyway ^0^

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Marching on Sportz Day =O

Oh my gawd man. What have we done to let all the girls to dominate St.John Ambulance man. Sooner or later, all the boyz will die out in the team =O

What have you done Jason!!! =O

[picture taken from Jason's blog]

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I feel so...weird...so many "people" watching me :/ probably their mourning for me coz everyone looked so sad ;p tee hee...
pain larh okay...told you I'm not a long distance runner... ;/

But, then again, everyone was happy in the end =P
Including me...

but it looks like Lydia is more happier then I do ;p

[pictures taken from Jillian's blog]

List 10 things that you like about holidays, and another 10 things that you dislike about holidays. After you are done, tag 12 people.

10 things I like about holidays:
1. Don't have to wake up early
2. Can spent more time with friends/families
3. Can spent more time with my computer ;p
4. Don't need to rushed myself to finish up my homeworks
5. Don't have to hear lame and stupid speeches by the principal
6. Have time to study (but I never did, sometimes ;x)
7. -
8. -
9. -
10. -

10 things I dislike about holidays:
1. I'll miss my friends in school ;(
2. Still have tuition
3. Make me gain weight
4. Finishing up homeworks :(
5. Sleep late
6. Doing house chores :(
7. Nothing to eat at home, sometimes
8. My parents can't bring me out to other places (e.g:Singapore,USA,etc)
9. Boring, sometimes
10. Have to force myself to study, sometimes ;/

As, usual, the first day we were arrange according to our groups. 6 groups total.
Our group name was called Coconut Republic (inspired by Timothy clothes..LOL)
And our group members were...

Jeffrey (leader)
Bear Bear (assistant, now I realise why his name is called Bear Bear..LOL)
Joel
Bryan
Deric
Fun Soong
Kin Kit
Nicholas
Bonnie
Yee Qian
Tiffany
Me
(There was one more guy in our group, but he left at the 2nd day of camp and I forgot his name, sad =/)


So, they have normal worships and all. Worshipping is fun, oh...erh...I mean singing is fun. But, I feel like drowsing off to sleep, sometimes. Too tired I guess. Beg my pardon. =(


I felt touched watching Christians stepping out and talking to God(yeah, I was sitting there, coz I wasn't a Christian =/). Pastors helping one another to pray for one another. Helping each other to reach out and talk to God. Some shed tears, some break down and cried.
Oh well, that's the way things is =)




This year theme was "Escape". Escaping from temptations, struggles in life and watching pornography and stuffs, etc, etc.
The speaker was a Pastor, a women in her 40's and a her pro translator, translate so fast till I was speechless.
Obviously, they are better then last year speakers. They say one. But, I was still able to fall asleep in EVERY workshop talks. LOL. Sorry larh, my bad habit. Too tired mah :X But, of course, I did learn SOME things gua... :d


I love the food! D: Can't get to eat such nice and stuffy food like this at home ):
They serve 4 times a day. Breakfast. Lunch. Dinner. Supper.(Unfortunately, I don't eat supper, it's bad for me *nods head* hehe ;p)


So, I woke up every morning and went jogging around the basketball court alone. Later on, force Yean Lynn to run with me.
*sigh I still can't face the fact about the past. How can I learn to let go when I want to move on...*sigh ._.
Oh crap! 1st day my left feet injury just healed then 2nd day after running the injury come back again. CRAB larh really!!!!! D:


1st day was protecting the egg. We broke the egg 2 times :D
So we were the last 3 and we have to hold the 1 litre of bottle 24/7 same as the flag.
We lost the bottle once. I forgot what was the punishment.
We lost the flag once and we went out and sing the coconut song. LOL. it was so funny.


2nd day was Water Olympic. We manage to get 3rd place and get rid of the bottle :D
Then we went swimming in the sea. Me & Yean had quite a fun day.
Race her from 1 end to another. Carry her in the sea and she carried me. Tried to drown her but I drowned myself instead ;p
Carried her back on land. She was so heavy, I thought my bones would crack.


3rd day was ExploreRace. This is where we were actually being observed by cameras while we play station games to win points. LOL.
Almost got caught for cheating. *AHEM!*
Luck was with us :)
Poor Joel, he got caught twice by the devils ;/

With Bear Bear & Jeffrey's leader ship skills, & everyone's cooperation...
Coconut Republic got 1st.
Shufflez 2nd.
and
Bravo 3rd.


So, the last night nearly everyone stay up late and party all night long bah.
I was equally tired and...erh...wanted to sleep.
But from all the commosion, it was impossible to sleep. So I walk around looking at people playing. Our gals dorm went totally crazy. I sat on my bed, eating junk food, trying to keep myself awake.

Played arm wrestling with Elaine. She learns Karate. So we compete in a friendly match. Surely enough, she beat Shin Yee. Yesh!

But, unfortunetly I won. ;p both left and right. and I got a friction injury on my right elbow ;/

Then, they force me to pull my my sleeves and everyone goes...

WAHHHHHHH!!! So Muscular!!!

O_______________O"

i.

am.

completely.

speechless.

Acting

Ngo Eu Dar Sap Gor!

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Good things will come to an end, so does life itself.

16 random things about me :


-loves my friends and families
-love sports activities
-a Buddhist
-likes writting
-likes eating any bread which is steam, ecspecially her fav, Char Siew Bao
-eats ALOT
-max can do 50 push ups
-max can do 70 sit ups
-very timid
-but you make her putus wayar, she sure can bring the roof down
-loves St.John Ambulance
-HATES shopping...sometimes
-bully her cats ;p
-blurz
-bad memory
-hates LaLa Mui'z

Lazy to tagged people ;p

I want to thank my friends for supporting me.
ALthough this bronze medal may not be much, but I'm still happy to thank you all for helping me.
Thanks lynnliu for giving me advices about running.
Thanks philiptan for giving me some tips as well.
Thanks Hui Mun for training running with me.

and my best friends, Yean Lynn, Sara, Si Ting, Trisha, Su Wei and others.

Thanks St.John who cheered for me in your...*ahem* duty stations :D

and all my blog readers out there!!! MuackzZ u all lotZ!



This medal is specially won for most of my team house members which didn't have the chance to take part in it.
Su Wei, Sara, Trisha, Yoko and..who else I left out? Hmm... ;/

And those who cheered for us :D


Thanks Si Ting :3

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. It was finally here. The moment that I have been waiting for, for all these years. Practise after practise. Miles after miles. Panting and hustling.

The sound of the crowds cheering, shouting and screaming their lungs out to their teammates to give them their full support.

I took another deep breath again. But, there's still a sense of fear inside me. Nervous. Excited. Scared. Anxious. Hesitation.

Why am I hesitating? There's no turning back anymore. It's now or never. This is my last chance to prove myself that I am not afraid to achieve my goal, I told myself as I took another deep breath.

Breath after breath, I took to cool myself down. It seems to help every time.

Miraculously, I couldn't feel the injury on my left feet hurting. It was suppose to hurt like this morning as I suspected. But, I didn't care. I don't have time to think about those stuff.

A teacher gave the signal to the runners to come in. It was now our turn. The 400m race.

My heart was beating very quickly, my mind went totally blank. I forget everything else and put it behind me.

I took another last deep breath before entering my lane. I was the first lane.
As I walk anxiously towards my lane and took my position.

I put on my serious expression as I focus to my front and nowhere else. I felt my adrenaline rush.

"Okay, runners on your position," said the judge as he raised his gun in the air.

This is it. My last run.

"On your mark."

"Get set."

BANG!!!

Siew Lin rushed down the flight of stairs towards the basketball court. She stares in amazement, filled with awe, gazing out to the field. It was the biggest field she had ever seen in her life!

"Excuse me," a student shouted behind her, who was blocking the way.

"Oh, sorry sorry," Siew Lin apologised and quickly make her way down the stairs and gather together with the rest her green teammates.

It was her first year in her new secondary school, trying to get used to the new environment and the people in school.

She saw some of her classmates already gathering there at the basketball court. It seems she's finding someone.

Yean Lynn walked around, quietly. Looking around. Confused and totally lost of what's happening.

Sara rushed down on the flight of stairs and Siew Lin walk towards her, waiting for her below.

While waiting for the teacher instructions, Sara strike up the conversation with Yean Lynn. Siew Lin stood quietly by the side, looking around.

The green house newbies were handing up their CCA books to the teachers. An order was given out to the secondary 2 seniors.

The secondary 2 students lead the newbies to the 100m running track. Siew Lin, Sara and Yean Lynn follow slowly behind them.
The field was wet and muddy from last nights raining and it looks quite slippery.

But, still, everyone is force to run. The girls went first. The seniors went first then after that was the newbies turn.
There weren't any many seniors, so by the time they knew it, it was the newbies turn.
Everyone back away from the track, refusing to step up first.

Mr. Nan, our green house teacher pestered us to run. Like it or not. We still have to run.
The girls slowly lined up on the track.

"On your mark."

"Get set"

Beeeep!!!!

There goes the first whistle. The girls ran as fast as they could. But, Siew Lin wasn't paying much attention to it because she was the next team to run. Mr.Nan rush the girls to hurry up and get in place.

There were butterflies in her stomach. Scared. Nervous. Anxious.

Siew Lin took her position.

She looks at the boys, 2 of her classmate boys were laughing and pointing at her.

"Ahaha!! See Siew Lin running," goes 1 boy.

"Oh my gawd, Siew Lin is running wor," laugh Nicholas.

Siew Lin ignored them and focus straight ahead.

"On your mark," the teacher said.

"Get set."

Beeeep!!!

Siew Lin's right leg slipped and was fling to a 45 degree angle to the back. She almost felled over but she kept running forward and manage to balance herself back and still running. She was now ahead of the others. She ran, ran and ran till she reached towards to the end of the track.

Unbelievable, she thought to herself, panting. Out of breath.

She stood by the side as the other girls too finishes up the run.

And now, it was the boys turn. She smiled slyly to herself as she watched her 2 classmates struggle. Oh, how evil she was.

There were panting and gasping for breath. Siew Lin stares at the 2 boys, but they avoided her stare.

"Okay, next is 200m run,"shouted the teacher as everyone move to another track.

Siew Lin walk towards the side of the track. And again, the girls ran first. She was in the 2nd team again.

After the 1st team had finish running. It was the 2nd team turn to run.

Siew Lin takes her position again. This time, more relaxed then before.

"On your marks."

"Get set."

Beeeep!!!

She ran and ran. She was ahead of the others. She didn't dare to look back. It was tiring. More tiring then the 100m run. She didn't dare to stop running till she reached at the end of the track.

She was panting very hard. Her face was flushes.

"Okay, those who had finished running can go home,"one of the teacher say.

She walk tiredly towards the flight of stairs and slowly climbed.
Yean Lynn and Sara was walking behind her, panting as well.

Yean Lynn points at Siew Lin, trying to catch her breath.
"Wah, she run so fast."

"Ya larh," says Sara, catching her breath as well.

Siew Lin continues to climbed up the stairs. 2 steps at the time and she knew, what was set in her mind from that day onwards.

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BANG!!!

The sound of the gun echoes.

I ran. Ran. Mustering every single of my strength. I didn't dare to look back.
I was now ahead. I ran and ran.

Suddenly, there were flashbacks.
Flashbacks on what I have achieve.
Flashbacks on what I have failed to achieve.

Failure. The sound echoed in my head.
"I am not afraid to get what I want. Do it and get it."
I scolded myself.

I came in first for the 1st round. One more round and it's over.

I could hear Yean Lynn screaming her lungs out, cheering for me. Even in a further distance.
My St.John team all cheering and shouting at their duty stations.
I hear voices in my head.

I ran.
My green house mate overtook me.
I slowly come into a moderate speed. But I still ran.
My thighs were aching from the marching practise.
My legs were tired.
But I counldn't give up.

I was almost there.
Almost.
Another runner overtook me.
But, I finally ended up in 3rd place.

3rd place wasn't that bad. I dropped to the muddy ground, exhausted. Legs aching.
For the first time, I felt proud of myself, for the first time I have achieve something which I hadn't thought I would achieve.
Something that will be forever in my memory.

Authors Note :
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400m wasn't the one which I wanted to join in the first place.
I was interested in 100m, 200m and 4x100m.
I wanted to sprint.
I knew I wasn't good in long distance running because I knew I could get tired easily.

I counted my whole life and soul to my team leader to let me join those races. But in the end, the drastic news hits me like a knife stabbing my in the heart when my house leader didn't put my name in those races.
I felt like breaking down.
I felt like giving up.
I felt like crying.
I was hopeless.

I remember 2 years back how I did really badly in 4x400m. What if I lose again?

But, in the end. I built back up my self-esteem and went out and fight.
Lose or win. Whatever the results may be, I will still be proud of myself.

In the end, I succeeded in getting a medal. Although it's 3rd place, but I'm still proud of myself for doing the things which I thought I couldn't do.

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It was the saddest, most painful but yet the proudest day I ever had for my Sports Day.

Words of encouragement.

Everyone knows that you can run. Trisha.
A good runner doesn't mean that you have to take part in all school races. Edward.
Sometimes things can't go the way you want them to. lynnliu.


I am not a professional sprinter, I am just an original student who is keen in running.

I am not an athletic, I am just a student who strives to keep fit.

Who am I?

I am Chuah Siew Lin.

and everyone still believes that...
I will still run again one day...

and that one day shall come.