Jason birthday was yesterday. St.John celebrated his belated birthday today. Started with a surprise at Arena Wira, where PBSM & Kadet Polis was already there...waiting to surprise Jason. They must be thinking we're fighting to get the Arena Wira place to marched.xD

Nicholas and Lung Wang crept behind Jason's back when he talking to Pn.Lao. She was complaining that were were so noisy and the afternoon sessions got exam. Then she walked away.

Suddenly,

"Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To You..."

Jason was surprised and look to the back and Nicholas came out holding the cake in front of him. It was one of the happiest thing I ever saw, as a St.John member.

Then Pn.Lao came back and nagged at us again...SPOILING THE FUN...-_-

No thanks to her....she ruin the surprised...F5...

Wee Ching so funny, she say,"That's why when you go to the girls toilet, on the walls you can see so many F*CK YOU Pn.Lao."

LOL!!! Laugh until stomach pain....Haha!!!

Marching was okay....except I shouted at them when they were so noisy until it make me so...ARGH...cannot tahan...not once...twice...
Jason asked Lydia to shout the command...omg...it's...horrible? I feel...kinda jealous?...lol...xD

Then Jason let us off 15 minutes early to eat the birthday cake. It was chocolate cake...!!xD
It was raining heavily by then...Lydia went off...

In the canteen, they were talking about leaving a cake for Lydia and so on...Lydia, next chairperson, was sure to be confirmed to be the chairperson. Yeah...I guess I was left out from the team. Like no one knows about my exsistence at all. The problem is, am I important to the team? Or, they actually, don't care at all? Guess, Lydia was popular, eh?

Try telling myself this verse a lot of time, No one choose to ignore you, only you chose to be alone from them. But, this another verse popped into my mind. They won't realise your exsistence when you're there, but they'll feel something is missing when you're gone.

I feel like I'm nobody to the St.John team.
But, that again, I except for whoever I am. I am myself. I am ME. I'm Chuah Siew Lin!!! So stay happy will ya siewlin?^^v (smiling to myself)

Surprisingly, I was boarding the same 72 Bus, as Kok Weng. (I thought he say he was going to sit Shiao Wei's car?) {Kok Weng stays at Old Klang Road...but it was raining so wanted a lift back home...}I alight the bus
earlier then Kok Weng. Then waited 1 hour and 10 minutes for the 71 Sri Petaling Bus. OMG!!! IT WAS SO PACKED THAT I HARDLY CAN SQUEEZED IN!!! Luckily I managed to squeeze in. First time sitting a packed bus. It was 6.45pm by then (where my sister finish school liao...ZzZ).
It was really uncomfortable...I nearly fell down because cannot grab onto the handle but luckily this kind girl grabbed my hand in time...>_<
And it was pretty icky too...touching man's hairy arms...ZzZ...dunno whether got AIDS anot...and people pushing passengers to get into the bus...pity the people who waited very long and can't get onto the bus...T.T. I was standing near the entrance door. I almost couldn't breath coz too crowded.

That's all about today's event bah...I feel kinda left out and sad today. Hahaz...But was glad that Yean Lynn and our friendship went back well again after I gave her my book...-.-"
Well...goodbye guyz...T.T

4 more dayz till the competition...

Signed Off.

HaizZ...wat makes me a forgetful person like me who gets into a fight with a best friend?

Had another fight with Yean Lynn again...-.-" this time almost same reason...but different story...I forget to bring my tuition paper for her...-.-

And she says that I even lied to her last night that I was sleeping when I dun want to listen to her phone call...
Walau...I came back from marching so tired, a friend simply would say I'm lying?
Why don't you take my place and experience it la...

Very sienz leh with my short-term memory problem...
HaizZ...hope tomorrow would make a better day then today...

Sunday, 4am

6 hours have passed since after the St.John dinner ended,I woke up, my nose started bleeding after I rubbed my nose coz I couldn't breath in my sleep. Went to wash at the basin...it just continues bleeding...

The basin was full of blood stains...the rubbish bin was full of tissues in red colour...(lol...my grandmother sure kill me...) And it's in the wee hours of the morning!!!
Went back to sleep, inhaled with my nose and exhaled with my mouth.

Sunday, 7am

Woke up, it was time to get ready for marching practise again which will begin at 8am-12noon. Went to wash up, and what luck I have...my nose started bleeding again...Bleeding alot...I can't continue leaving myself bleeding, so I told mom.

I took the ice pad and put on my forehead. Then my mom make me have a cold shower (which was freaking freezing cold in the early morning...).

Mom then make me drink this green colour liquid thing. SMS Synn Dee that I'll be going for marching a bit late coz my nose bleeding very seriously.

Mom then helped to apply sunblock (to prevent me from getting anymore sunburn) and some cooling lotions on my face to help cool down my body temperature.

Yeah, the main reason I was nose bleeding very seriously was because I was overworked, maybe coz of too much of marching under the sun and tiredness I guess. I was really tired.

Mom then took me out for breakfast before sending me for marching practise at 9am.

Sunday, 9am

Marching was okay. Jason was so nice to asked me how I was feeling.xD And so was Jillian. Well, some people did care about me. Haha...they all look worried when I stepped into the tennis court.We're finally having the teamwork. :)
During the break, we all played a game that we created ourself. Even Jason joined in. All having some fun time together as a team. xD

I watched the first round. The second round I joined in. =) I was in Jason's group.
And Lydia was in the other group. LYDIA WAS THE LAST PERSON STANDING AND SO WAS ME!!! THEN...LYDIA WIN ME...LOL!!!!!!!!!!

And the game ended and we all went back marching. Hehe...xD The game, was not an ordinary game to play for fun only, it also shows, TEAMWORK. Play as a team, WIN as a team. :)

Then, got this small kid, 7 years old, walked into the tennis court. The park was deserted already coz it was going to be noon liao. The kid looks like he was lost. It was a boy. His body was very skinny and lots of marks on his body. He wanders into the tennis court and was standing beside Jason. SO FARNI MAN!!! The BOY KEEP HUGGING JASON LIKE HE WAS HIS MOTHER!!! HAHAHAHA!!! EVERYONE ROARED WITH LAUGHTER MAN!!! Can see the boy likes Jason coz he keep hugging his leg. The boy height was until Jason's waist. Then Jason was standing there, shouting the commands(his arms were crossed together and his right leg leaning on 1 side) while we're marching and the boy keep hugging him & his leg...DAM FARNNI MAN!!! HAHAHAHA!!! Should take picture....xD
Jason then sent the kid back to his father, which was near the longkang (drain) reading newspaper...ZzZ

The marching practise ended with a short announcement from Jason :

Wo Men Bu Yao Ying!!! Wo Men Yao Jing!!!
(We don't want to win!!! We want the trophy!!!)

Everyone went home. Some members stayed back continuing playing the game earlier. I can't stay back to play coz I will make myself more exhausted then I will have no energy to walk home.
Since today is Sunday, there won't be many rapid KL bus passing by, especially Bus 71-Sri Petaling. Took a bus down to TDMC (Taman Desa Medical Center). Walk to the bus stop at Old Klang Road. No sign of Bus 71. So walked further up. Each time, stopping at each bus stop and looking back to see if there's any sign of the bus 71. But, so far. Non showed up. By the time I reached home, it was 12.55pm. And NOT A SINGLE SIGN OF BUS 71 SHOWED UP YET.

WOOOOTZ!!!

It took me 45 minutes from Old Klang Road walked back to my house. It was worth it, actually. :)
Some people say I was impatient. But actually, this is knowledge thinking. Would you want to wait 2 hours for a bus or would you rather take 1 hour to walk and reached home? You decide before saying that I'm impatient.

And...it wasn't easy walking ya know....it was pretty tiring for me. Have you ever seen a girl being that independent to walk home like me? Think again.

The day ended, with posting this post.

Sorry Dear, I didn't reply you...I was taking a shower....T.T I miss you.....study hard for your exam...all the best!!! MuackzZ~

Signed off.

PS : Finally I Lvl112 LEH!!!! 1 month Lvl 1 time!!! SOBZ!!! It all payed off!!!F4....

Before The Dinner :

The Dinner Ticket

My mom was like...so proud of me for wearing like a young lad once again after 2 years of wearing like a tomboy...ZzZ...she took so many pictures of me...omg...ZzZ...she forced and apply that hideous lipstick on my lips...argh...!!! A lip gloss will do on my lips but not lipstick...!!!RAWR!!!! But before the food course started, I wiped it off. -_- Thank goodness...

The dinner took place in Kuen Cheng Girls School, Saturday, 12th July 2008, 6.30pm. I seriously, enjoyed the dinner so much. The food was okay...not bad but also not that good either.

And, SARA...GUESS WHAT THEY EVEN SERVED US? IS....CHICKEN!!!! MUAHAHAHHAA...

Neither from our table or lucky draw got really lucky today...hehe...xD

The performances was okay. I loved the video part...it seems touching...or maybe it was the music that was playing, lol...coz...all the pictures I dunno who is the people lai de...HAHAHHA!!! Poor Lydia, next year chairperson liao loh...she'll be SO WAY SUFFERING MAN...HAHAHAHA!!! Can't laugh...coz I will suffer also...ZzZ...

The dinner ended with the desert course, by that time, I was already bloated. Then Lydia suddenly jump up and wanted to do the "YAM SENG". Then, our table, everyone stood up and shouted YAM SENG!!!

THEN...LMAO!!! THE OTHER TABLES STARTED FOLLOWING!!! THEN THE OTHER...THEN ANOTHER...THEN ANOTHER ANOTHER...and on and on...we were like laughing and laughing...The hall echoed with shoutings of YAM SENG here YAM SENG there...lol all competing each other

Lydia said,"See!!! We are the legends who started it first. Haha" (lol...HAha...)

We even shouted,"Yam-yam-yam-yam-yam-yam SENG" (LOL!!!!) and "St.John Fu-Yoh"....(MORE LOL!!!)

Then we took pictures, so fun leh...really smiling and laughing...xD Hehe...Erm...ps...no take camera...haha~xD Okay la....I'll ask Wuei Ging or anyone to wash the photo or send it to me to show u all la...zZz...

Really had fun. It was really fun. Hahaz...but not fun to dress like a lad...lolx...

And the day ended with this posted blog post...so tired...and tomorrow still got marching again...F4...really wan cry leh....I want sleep so badly...SOBZ...

Signed off...Tired like Sh*t...

Look At Mr.Bean. So farni man!!! HAhahahaa...

So fast Friday liao...was quite happy, coz I can sleep peacefully...okay maybe not coz got marching...ZzZ...

Today, played badminton with Sara and Yean Lynn. The boys and some other students were using the hall as well. So, people were like...watching us?? Tell you...if long time no play badminton sure my skills very weakening liao...but after some warm up will be fine...xD This stupid Teck Sin accidentally hit my shoulders with his badminton racket!!! So painful leh!!! He used his force to actually hit the ball but misses the ball and hitted me...!!!

Then Teck Sin and me were like...standing face to face holding our badminton rackets, ready to strike each other to fight to get the shelter court which was on the floor...-_-". I dunno what happen but I heard some girls were wooing at us or something. Yean Lynn and Sara were shouting,"AWwwwwwwwwwwwwww...!!!"

What I do? x_x

Well, at least I had a good excercise and did sweat a lot though. Hehe...^^v Health is wealth, and I love to excercise~xD

After school, went for marching practise. Walao eh...marched at 1pm-5pm leh....sobz...my feet really hurt leh...but the worst part was when Jason asked us to do the same thing that we learned in the camp...Kick the wall with our 90 Degree leg...kick 400 times until almost cannot stand liao...!!!
The member who weren't cooperative : Nicholas & Lung Wang (you two sucks like hell...you know? Always making up excuses to not to come for marching...why don't you rather just quit the team rather then stay? F**K You both...Go die best)

At least finally the kawad asas improved leh!!! SOBZ!!! I'm so happy...finally have the teamwork We've been needing it for!!!F4
And...omg...we still at 2nd formasi only leh!!! 2 more formasi!!! How!!! So worried...T.T

After the marching at 5pm. Went to First Aid Room, rest awhile...go refill my water tumbler then use the washroom then go First Aid Room, sleep on the floor for 30 minutes. Can't sleep on the bed leh, for sick people only. HaizZ...My feet really hurts like hell, if continuing walking sure sprang my ankle liao. Surprisingly, I was able to sleep leh, even on the cold tiled floor!!! I Must Be So Tired...!!!xD I think I even drooled on the floor...lol...

Skipped Science class,coz was too tired.

Tomorrow marching again leh...HaizZ...must rest more liao. Less walk, sit more. xD
And then tomorrow St.John Dinner leh...HaizZ...I sure look very ugleeee in that formal clothings my mom make me wear...Zzz...

During marching practise, Chen Hoe teached me & Lydia how to read our own palm before the marching practise bersurai. It was pretty cool!!!xD Except, it is hard to believe it. Haha...

He said, that my palm says that MY FUTURE HUSBAND WILL BE MY FIRST BF...x_x...that means...it's Dear? xD
And he say sa more that my husband is handsome and we will have 1 children...
...I got nothing to say...very speechless at the moment...

Haizz...so fast Friday liao...the marching competition is next week...then tomorrow have this St.John dinner at Kuen Cheng Girls School. My mom dressed me like a girl man....!!!! Wear this wear that...lmao!!! How long I haven't dress like a girl liao...since when was the last time I wore a miniskirt/skirt? ZzZ...Hope the dinner will go fine...

Actually when you feel lonely, it's not that you're alone, it's just that you missed someone...=)
I think it's kinda true...I really missed someone...can you guess who? xD



That Person Who I've Missed Means Everything To Me...=)
And that's you...Dear, I love you!! =)

Stupid Lunar...don't know what lie is that...that make me very sad d...that lie he told me, poisoned my mind...sensitive in that case...He is a liar I guess...or maybe he really mean it??

WhAT SHOULD I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
Got supports from all my friends...T_T I love them all...their such good friends who would defend me...>_<

I shall continue keeping my thrust on Dear...no matter what bad things Lunar said. Well, I have to know that, not every internet people will tell the thruth. So, must stay alert at all times. It might happened too if Dear tell me lies that I wanted to know, but don't want to see. Logical thinking, maybe both of them are even lying. Makes me so worried...!!!

Is this the end of our relationship?? Not just yet...I don't want this beautiful relationship to end an ugleee ending...and I haven't given him his birthday present yet on his coming birthday...T_T

It'll break my heart to throw it away which I took alot of time doing it...
Well...I can't have everything of my love life story to follow my own way...
lets...just leave it to God's Fate...

Mr. Chai (I finally got his name right...xD) let us watched a show called "My Fair Lady". I watched it before...kinda nice...haha...I guess the class like the show gua...

Then after school went for English Society meeting, kinda boring...or should I say...VERY BORING...there's this guy who talks alot, he was explaining in front of the students about this treasure hunt thing on English week...I'm very sorry...I feel so guilty saying this...He's a retarded freak and a talkative person and...a sissy?? T_T No offence...however, I dunno his name coz I dun wanna know...=) But good job anywayz...

After that, meeting finished at 3pm, on the way to bus stop, saw Mister Chai again, he was carrying 2 very heavy looking bags...I say goodbye to him. He climbed all the way up to the 3rd floor. Pity him leh...the meeting over liao then he climbed all the way back down...>_< color="#990000" size="4"> There was this beggar who walked near the bus stop, he went near to the rubbish bin and took out a polystyrene packet and he opened it and ate it...Natalie and me were like..."GROSSSSSSSS...." After seeing the way he ate...I already lost my appetite...

Then 30 minutes later, Mister Chai also taking bus and joined us. LOL...then we chatted loh...mostly talking to me....xD Talked about our siblings stuff and school stuff....Then...the bus finally arrived...!!! xD

And...LMAO!!! We saw the same beggar again at the Klang Road bus stop...WTH!!!

Very tired...need sleep badly...-.-

Signed off.


Look at this picture above...Hahaha!!! ROFL!!!xD (ROFL=roll on floor laughing)

3rd Formation finally!! xD last formation to go and the competition is Next Saturday leh...can we make it?!!

Joined Sara and the rest awhile for Add Maths class...omg...If i stay any longer I won't crawl out from there alive man!!! I hate Add Maths...Zzz...and this Sara go dropped my umbrella into the longkang (drain)...Zzzz...How nice of her...

I WAS LIKE SO BLURZ DURING THE FORMATION leh....xD Make the team laugh also...haha...great to see them laugh...xD...
Poor Jason...he looks so disappointed in the team...xD Cheer up Jason!!! We can do it d!!!xD

During the formation practice, this Kadet Police shouted,"Who wants the Champion? WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!!!"

Everyone was like...THEIR BUNCH OF SHOWOFFS MAN!!!xD They shouted several times...but they shout like no semangat like tat d...Zzz...
Then after a few minutes...they shouted,"WE ARE THE LOSERS!!!" several times...
We were like...walau...are they crazy or what? Zzz...

After that 4.30pm go home.

Hmm...I realised...I haven't studied since after that mid year school holidayz...having problems with accounts and economy...eco should be fine gua...but I hate the stupid Essay part...Zzz...Accounts, I kinda feel confused about it...tuition and school ways is a major difference leh...dunno which to follow...if i follow the tuition one during test...will I have a BIG FAT ZERO IN MY TEST PAPER? ZZzzz...saddist...Mathematics also same problem...but at least there's some I still know how to do...i think...

YOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I VERY SHORT-TERM MEMORY PERSON LEH!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!! My pendrive also gone missing, my St.John collar pin also missing...ARGH!!!

Now The Lost Siblings {Chapter 5} stuck liao leh...dunno how to continue...thinking & thinking until I hit my head on the table still can't think...Zzz...

Haizz...I'm starting to miss Dear~xD (Are you reading this Dear...???F3)