Where's te teamwork? Why members can't even attend marching practise every Monday, Thursday and even Friday? Why can't YOU ALL COME?!!! I'm SICK OF YOU GUYS!!! It's always me who attended every meeting and not even you guys being independant to come!!!

Learn how to take a bus then if you can't come!!!
And can't you stop tuition for only 5 weeks for marching practise? YOU ALL ARE BEING SICK0 *tut*!!! It's just a bloody tuition!!! You think people like Jason and the rest of Form5 people no need study de meh?! You all ARE ACTING LIKE LAST YEAR!!!! Why don't YOU ALL RATHER DUN JOIN THE MARCHING COMPETITION AND STAY AT HOME STUDYING LIKE NERDS?!!

I sick of you guys!!! Why don't I just leave St.John? *laugh* you crazy? You think I'll leave St.John and kick the jobs to full of irresponsible members? I must as well cooperate with the members and work with them...

I can stand!!! Stand the nuisance untill I graduate and leave school...I will still support St.John although the members suckz(those who didn't come marching practise)...

Signed Off.

"Gege...hen re..." (Big brother...so hot...)

She looked down at the tiled floor stage.

"Don't worry mei (sister), it'll be over soon, I promise," I said as I tightened my grips on her tiny hands.

The crickets continued singing in the hot summer.

"...I...erm...,"I snapped back to focus but was speechless to reply him.

"Get going and give me 10 rounds,"Mr.Tan shouted at me till his saliva splashes across my face.

I didn't hesitate any longer and ran around the field track. I caught up with Demetri who was jogging at the field track.

"Demetri! I saw her! I really saw her in my dreams! She was real this time and I was hold..."

"Elvin bro, you know that dreams aren't real," Demetri cut off.

"But I saw her...she was..."

"Elvin!!!"

Uh-oh. Not again.

"Sigh...here, you got yourself in trouble again...,"Demetri said and jogged off.

I slowed down and came to a stop. Mr.Tan was walking furiously towards me. He slammed his check board list on my head. Ouch, it sure hurts.

"What did I told you?! I said, NO SLACKING!!! Stand at the stage as your punishment until lesson is over,"Mr.Tan ordered me and walked away.

I slowly walk towards the school stage which was across the field. I noticed there's a girl standing on the stage. The girl turned and looked at me before she looked back down onto the floor. I stand right about 5 foot away from her. We stood in silence.

I took a quick glance at her. She was 1 head shorter then me, fair, her hair was tied back to a ponytail and a pair of small black eyes. Kinda pretty for instant. Wondered why she isn't in her sports attire.

"Being punished for slacking,"the girl suddenly asked, breaking the silence.

"...Well, yeah..."

"Sigh...boys...,"she shook her head lightly.

"...What about you then?"

"Nah, I'm not into sports."

"Why, not?"

"Cause I have this illness that won't go away and is preventing me to have an active life,"she looked at me and looked away.

"What illness is that?"

"...Asthma..."

All of the sudden, that word strike me in the head.

"Oh, I see,"was all I could say. I looked at her, she was breathing heavily. She seems to be suffocating from the heat.

"Hey, are you alright? You don't look good,"I slowly walked towards her.

"...I...don't...think so,"she tightened her grasp on her shirt as she started gasping for air. Before I could attend to her, she had already fainted onto the floor.

"Oh my gosh,"I gasped.

My heartbeat stops beating. Everything seems to have froze in time. What should I do? There is only 1 way. Or maybe...that disgusting icky way? NO WAY!!!

There weren't any time to think as I carried her in my arms running towards the field.

"HELP! HELP! Somebody had fainted! She is suffocating,"I shouted.

The teachers and Mr.Tan was running towards me.

"Quick! Call the ambulance,"one of the students shouted. I laid her body down on the grass.

"It'll be too late if the ambulance arrived,"Mr.Tan said and continued,"Elvin, you're the girl's only hope..."

I stared at him."What you mean?"

"He meant by giving her CPR you idiot,"one of the students shouted at him.

The girl's face was pale and weak. The poor innocent girl will die any moment if help isn't attended to her immediately!

"I will give you extra marks for your Additional Maths Mid-Term Exam if you do it,"Mr.Tan add on.

Of all the people, WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME?! WHY CPR?!

There was no time to waste, as I kneel down and started the process. Everyone watched in silence, filled with anxious and hope. Will she survive?

A few minutes later, the girl started coughing. Yes, she'd survived!

Everyone sigh a sigh of relief. They were glad that she'd survived. The crowd began cheering and praising Elvin for saving the girl's life.

"Good job, old pal,"Demetri said and gave Elvin a pat on the back.

"Yeah, all thanks to that Mr.Tan...my first kiss is gone to a complete stranger who was going to die,"I said and rolled my eyes.

"Cheer up old pal, at least she's a beauty lad,eh?"

"Ye-ah..." I rolled my eyes.

"C'mon! I'll treat you lunch for today for being a hero,"Demetri cheered as he wrapped his arms around my shoulders and walked back into the classroom.

...

Elvin held on onto the girl's hand.

My new so called "schedule" for staying back after school, so, will seldom blog or even online and touch my Godly computer for 2 months!!!!SOBZ!!!T_T

Schooling Time
Monday : 7.15am-1.50am
Tuesday-Thurday: 7.15am-1.10pm
Friday:7.15am-12.30noon

Monday : (marching) 2.30pm-4.00pm
Tuesday : -
Wednesday : English Society Meeting (if have) 1.30pm-3.00pm
Thursday : (marching) 2.00pm-4.00pm
Friday : (marching) 2.00pm-4.30pm
Saturday (no school) : (marching) 9.00am-1.00pm

So, people...please bare and pity me out of this schedule as I need to walk home also, ecspecially in the rain (my leg sure patah)...dun make me more miserable with things ecspecially when I even have tuition Tuesday-Friday late into the night...

Schedule will return back to normal after the Hari Koko Marching Competition, and I will take a really, really, really, really (and really) long break.

Cheers all!!!^^

The story "The Lost Siblings", I shall continue writting...but need get some ideas digging out from my icky brain so needs a long time to read the chapters.

Signed off.

Lol...just came back from school...
Yesterday night, ask my mom to cut my front hair coz it was freaking long untill it touches my eyes and it was so freaking itchy...although many people say it was nicer(and better) then my new hair cut(now)...but...I think it was really, really, really (and really) untidy...

Aiyah, cut front hair no need go salon all those hair cut shops la...waste $$ oni...so ask my mom cut loh...ask her cut untill my eyebrows there...she got carried away and snip here and snap there untill I look like a complete nerd...Wat THE *TUT*...

So...............................as the result, no...I din complain alot coz it was only hair and it will grow back...although I REALLY HATED TO SEE MYSELF AT THE MIRROR...Argh...

No...I'm not gonna post the stupid picture of me in my new hair cut...if anyone did...I would hunt them down and EAT them ALIVE...

So went to school loh...these were the people who comment about my hair cut:

Yean Lynn:Finally! For all these years, you finally get a new style hair cut!
Sara: You look one of the TV show guy (forgot the name) who looks like a nerd, but of coz you're better then him...Haha...
Si Ting:*pat my head* You're so cute!!
Alvin:I prefered your old one. You look like a boy. HAHAHA!!!
Shin Yee:Maple Mushroom!HAHAHA
Lydia:You wear the soup bowl and follow the cutting bowl lines arh ? Haha...
Su Wei:Ok wad your hair, except only too short...

lol...forget the teasings, I dun care also...and please...I'm NEVER EVER (EVER) GONNA LEAVE LONG HAIR UNTIL I GRADUATE FROM Form 5. Thank You.

I'm not a China doll, pls and ty. And I'm not those sissy girls who looks like freaking China dolls and cut thier hair like one and I don't go to the ladies toilet to spend 1 hour tying up thier hair or looking at thier uglee self at the mirror.

In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling sad,
You can count on me.

I will give you a wink,
Until you smile,
Give you a hug,
And stand by your side.

I'll be there for you till the end,
I'll always and forever, be your friend.

9am, arrived at school. Wearing St.Johns T-Shirt with short pants (my St.John pants stolen liao) and black Jazz shoes. Look kinda ugly. Jason ask me why i wear like this when we fall-in (i was the only 1 who was wearing differently from the rest of the members), I told him that I lost my pants (i told him before during the first aid duty that day, but I think he didn't believe me). He nag again at us and warned me not to wear like this again (like I have a choice...).

March until 12pm, Cheek Kok came. See us march. Weird thing about the members arh, when Chee Kok not around, the marching sucks like a peace of *tut*. Then when he arrive, they all march like it's going to kill them to not march nicely.

After marching, Chee Kok ask us :

"So, what you think about your own marching?"
Silence.
"You know what I think about your marching?"
Silence.
"Bad arh. Teruk. Very bad arh, you know?"
Silence.
"There's no team spirit I see when you all march."

Then the rest all nag bla bla bla. Cheek Kok ask Jason to fall-out to let us rest because he can see through us we a very tired. And, of coz I am tired. The bottom of my feet is hurting like *tut* and my arm dunno wats wrong with it, it hurts when I lift it up.

He told us one thing before he train us. He says,"Discipline, Discipline & Discipline." on the other hand, Jason says,"Discipline, Effort & Spirit." The marching was completedly hopeless!!!(Yeah, hopeless then last year's training). Dunno how long stand under the sun liao, got this 1 feeling about my nose I was about to bleed. After marching when we fall out, walk to first aid room then I know I was about to bleed so I tilted my head downwards, It Bleed.


Nose Bleeding, it's a common thing that always happen to me once or thrice a year. An illness I guess? I rinse the blood away at the First Aid Room basin. But guess what? NO WATER!!!! So I use my drinking water, what a waste. Then sit on the bed and breath in(nose) and out(mouth).

Jason look at me and said outloud (people were all inside resting),"Suay Gei Ni permission Zhou Zai Chuang Sang?" (Who gave you permission to sit on the bed).

Silence. I immediately sit on the floor. Then, the Lung Wang And Nicholas shouted at him,"TA BU SHU FU LA!" (She's not feeling well la!) (As you can see, they both hated him...zzz)

Everyone look at me. I sit back on the bed and look away from them.

Took bus to mom's office. Bought RM10 reload prepaid card (reload my phone to reply people...-.-), RM1 for bus fair, RM1.80 for 100 Plus and RM1.30 for instant cup noodles (to tired to cook).

My leg really pain like *tut* like how it hurts last year when preparing for the marching competition.

Went mom office, was in a bad mood after reading His message, even gulped the whole mouthful of instant noodles into my mouth. Then He say "Sorry darling ><". Really melted my heart and soothen my anger that I choked on the soup. I forgot what I've said to him but he replied back, feeling sad? It hurts my heart when I make him sad. I think it was the first time that I've hurt him and almost brought me into tears. Sleep for 2 hours, but still so tired. Haizz...march for 5 hours like siao, came bact at 8pm and bath. Wash school shoes at 10.30pm. Haizz...so tired... signed off.snoring away into dreamland~^^

Word for the day:
There is 3 things that you need to obey when marching. Which is the 3D's. Discipline, discipline and discipline.

Cousin brother, now working, 20 years old. Not (so) good looking.

Let my cousin use my laptop to "do sumthing". Was preparing for tuition, beside table packing my books.

Note:Conversation in chinese

Cousin :Deng yi sia arh, darling. wo jou jiu gei hui ni wan (wait a little bit more arh, darling, after i go you can play)
Me : qu si la ni (go die la u)
Cousin : wo ke yi jiao ni darling ma? (can i call u darling?)
Me : qu si la ni (go die la u)
Cousin : zeng yan si? ni pei wo yi qi si la darling (how you want me die? you and i together die together la darling)
Me : qu si la ni (go die la u)

Walk to kitchen...

Came back, cousin finished using so go surf web. His face keep coming near my face each time I turned almost kissing him.

First time he come close to see what im surfing, I pushed him away.
Second time, he come close again, I pushed him away and say "Zo Kai!" (go away!)
Third time, he come again, I screamed at him "ZO KAIIIIIIIIIII!"(go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Signed off.

Well, just came back from marching practise. Was tired. Not me tired, my feet tired.lol. And im hungry...xD

Today, finally can know my English test mark. Hahaha!!!I got my essay mark 74/85~Hohoho!! Writting is my passion!!!xD But got a lot of grammar mistakes...-.-ll. So total marks I got for English is 81%. Yes! Beat Yean Lynn's mark by 1 only!!! Muahahaha!!! Even Su Wei & Lydia who study in Science Stream got lower marks then me. Muahaha!!! Aiyah...got higher marks then them so what...I dun care also...

There was this 1 funny scene in the Multemedia Room, when Cik Lina was giving back the English Test Paper, then Jey got back his paper he said,"Oh my God, Fu*k." in front of teacher. Cik Lina glared at him and said,"What did you say?" Jey kept quiet."Minus 10 mark from your test paper,"Cik Lina scold. I was laughing like siao. HAHAHA!! He deserved it, not to say I'm mean la, this means, speaking vulgar...IS BAD. Hahaha!!!

Then after school went for the St.John meeting at the Fiziks Lab. They show us this video of the marching thingy thing until 1.15pm, the meeting thing end then it's Sports Carnival Meeting Discussion. Discuss half way, then I dunno what Lydia (Chang) say liao...all went blurz...ask her something she keep saying "later ask me,k?" "later ask me,k?" "LATER ASK ME,OK?!"...then fine...dun wan ask liao...just stare n listen to them.

Then after lunch went marching loh, first 1 hour marching quite...no Semangat loh...then Jason took over then scold here & nag there...he keep saying us not being discipline arh, then say of all the Body Uniform meetings, St.John the members is the only Body Uniform which the members doesn't have a time limit to come to meetings in time then suddenly he add on...

"Except for siewlin, of all the people she's the only person who always come early, even earlier then me..."

...My head went blur case liao...X_X (im flatterd xD)

4.30pm, marching practise finish then Sara's mom come fetch me home.

Of coz la, my feet really hurt leh...like 1-2 months din go for marching liao since after the School Sports Day. I thought my feet really cramp.X_X or maybe it's just tired~

Tired of having meetings...-.- everytime stay back surely must spend RM4++. RM2 for my lunch (you know I'm always hungry,so must eat,eat,EAT!!!F5) at school then spend RM2 for transport going home...-.- take bus home la of coz~

It happened yesterday, 11/06. Lydia Chang told me got English Society meeting. So last minute I felt like I didn't want to go, but I stay back anyways just to get the stupid full marks for my meeting, I stayed back at school loh, din sit Sara's car home. Then I went to the canteen bought 1 bowl of noodle then went to the table and sit down.

There were many students in the canteen. I was going to take a bite at my lunch when suddenly...Lydia walk in the canteen n knocked on the table."Today no meeting leh...only for Spelling Bee Competition..." I shouted at her."HARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!"Brought some attention from the students to my table.-.-ll psps sry guys!!So I have a tiny-weeney small quarrel with her.

Then after my lunch I look inside my wallet.RM3 left. I saw Yean Lynn. Went to talk to her. Then she suggested to send me home. At first actually cannot coz of her brother n bla bla bla. Then Lydia want a ride home too.Zzz...what la...should dump her at the road side...sometimes hate her sometimes I don't...-.- ARGH!!!!

I started to think that English Society is getting really boring, ecspecially so many students from Science stream. All pros and im the only member here who english sucks worser then they all. And all my jokes I tell all lamer then they all joke, they would stare at me like im crazy...

Miss Liew must be thinking, siewlin's english grammar is bad or watever crap she's thinking...Join English Society for 4 years liao, get a life man!! This is getting boring then what I've expected. Deciding to join Art Club (dunno wat name u call Kelab Seni? Thought it was abondon jor?X_X).

Signed off.