Try guessing... x]
Bet you can't....
Well...certainly there was only 1 wish I wished for in my head and in my heart...
which is...
Full A's In SPM!!!
Stupid hor? Well...I think it's not... x(
Even when my mom bring me to temple to say my prayer and what I wished for...
It's still Full A's In SPM...
But in my heart the image of getting A's was 7A's =="
Well...keep on wishing won't come true...even how hard you pray for it, it still WON'T come true...
To make it happen...the first thing, is to start within yourself and strive for the best...lol...I'm talking to myself, not to the readers...lol...@.@
Ok...let's change the lame subject...
The thoughts I was thinking during my birthday...
1. HIM to wish me Happy Birthday
2. straight A's is still on my mind...
3. a new phone
That was all I guess...but the 1st on the list didn't came true...sadded by the thought...either he didn't remember my birthday or he was busy...
Alas, my birthday didn't end in a Very-Happy-Ending after all...*sighs* TT
Life still goes on though...trying to forget about him and just think that we're just friends....
we hadn't talk to each other about 1 month. So the feeling was already dead at the moment.
When something else happens that night...
The Last Birthday Wished Fulfilled
12 midnight, Thursday, 4th December 2008
Was watching 'Fated To Love You' on internet. I'm trying to chase up with the episodes. When out of nowhere, logged in
HIM...
I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO START THE DAM CONVERSATION!!! (dam u siewlin!!! RAWR)
But I guess I was too happy to see him...and Ta-Dah...we're talking..==
But, it wasn't me who flooded him...it was he who flooded me...lol...but I was happy though, that he cares...
all I need to know that he cares...
he just got back from camping, then we relate the stuff that happen in the 1 months time. and I cherished every moment, talking to him.
After he finished sharing his stories, it was my turn to talk...
I got nothing at all to talk, so I talk about 3 days ago events...
Then suddenly, something snapped inside his mind...but he say it was nothing...
and he suddenly say...
Happy Birthday?
Or should I wait till next year and say it?
A sense of happiness bloom and my soul was wondering else where into the heavens of the gate...(okay..lame)
I was smilling the whole time...lol...siao hor? ==
but that didn't mattered...and my last wished was finally fufilled as I strike out the last remaining wish in my head...
and the rest is my story to tell... =]
Friendship...
Love...
What else I would do without them...
Well...I guess it'll be another long time before we can chat again...looking forward to it =]
Now My Study Time Is :
Modern Mathematics - Tuesday, 4.30pm-6pm
Accounting - Thursday, 3pm-4.30pm
Economics - Friday, 8-10pm (Selected Days)
2x Events :
Everyday, 2-4pm
Clashing into my Accounting lessons...BAH!!! I HATE YOU!!!
Well...I just have to miss the 2x only on Thursday then...2.45pm...
Now, since I know it takes me 15 minutes from my house walking to tuition.
YES!!! WALK!!! YOU THINK WHAT?! SIT CAR GO TUITION IS IT?!
You think so 'tan' meh? ZzZ...I WISH LOHHHHHHHHH...
My mom is working. So, she can't fetch me to tuition and back except on Friday Night.
Hmm...
Monday and Tuesday I have to walk to tuition. Going back need to ask my friends to fetch me home.
Well...walking doesn't hurt...a great work out actually...
But...some set of rules I have to obey for my own safety and reaching there on time. :)
My Set Of Rules :
1. Leave the house 15 minutes before the lesson starts
2. No wearing skirts and pants above knee lengths
3. No playing handphones or listening to MP3
4. No walking in quiet areas
5. ALWAYS BRING AN UMBRELLA!!!!
6. Wear a WATCH LARH STUPID SIEWLIN!!!
7. REMEMBER YOUR DESTINATION IS THE TUITION CENTRE & NO WHERE ELSE!!!
Well, in that case, I don't have to worry about getting fat and losing my own fitness.
Muahahaha!!!
Hmm...then I shall place my workout schedule at Saturday at 6pm.
Well done siewlin!!! Now you can go play maple as your reward...LOL..
"Yea, of course." He hoped on to the seat of the bicycle.
I slowly made my way, clumsily behind the bicycle. Luckily though, I was wearing a quarter pants. I can't imagine how short am I compared to the big bicycle.
"Are you ready? Here we go," he smiled as he released the brake and started paddling on the paddle.
It wasn't hard for him to control the bike, with his strong legs, it looks like he can even move a big boulder blocking his way!
I felt scared, sitting behind the bike. But with him by my side, all my fears were taken away.
We started going downhill of the deserted Sunday road streets. I felt like I was going to fly off any moment if I don't grab hold of something. The wind was blewing softly against my face.
Upon reaching at the edge or the hill, I felt butterflies in my stomach.
And the last thing I knew, I was grabbing onto his waist and my eyes were tightly close shut.
Smelling the sweat from his T-Shirt, and it smells so much like him.
I caught a glance of him smiling.
The athelic him. The T-Shirt he used to wear whenever he works out or during NCC.
It was all because of him.
The bike started going smoothly once again on the flat surface of the road.
But, my hands didn't let go, I leaned my face against his back and hugging him so lovingly. Closing my eyes, smiling and smelling the fresh afternoon air.
I wish time could just stop right here, right now.
"You know," I said,"my birthday?"
"Yea...??"
"It was 2 days ago..."
Silents dropped into the conversation.
"...I didn't get to celebrate it with you," I continued, digging my face deeper into his back, my fist tightened around his waist.
There were sense of sadness surrounding us. I could feel the sadness...and the silents.
Was it me who is feeling sad or was it him?
When...
Suddenly,
Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinngggggggg!!!!
I opened my eyes and broke out into a cold sweat.
...when finally you realised, it was all a dream.
but no hard feelings okay?
Let's stay as friends :)
We got much to know about each other before liking someone.
To : XXXXXX
Let's start from the day I got very, VERY, VERY busy...-.-
28th November 2008, Friday - Sleep Over At Yean Lynn's House
After economics tuition, yl mom fetch us to her home. It was kinda *ahem like she said, but it didn't bother me much coz my house was used to be like this ~.~
I was laughing when she leaded me into the house with Sara also...I couldn't help myself...LOL...
then we entered her room...it was so funny...it took me 15minutes to stop myself from laughing...lol...
and there was this cool cupboard filled with her so-called-trophies...and the posters which was ultimate so cool...!!!
Then we chatted and eat junk food in her room...folding stars...etc.etc.
Was suppose to sleep at 3am. Then I went hungry...
Then we ended up eating maggi mee in candle lights!! LOLL...
yl mom rocks...!!! lol..seriously...she even provide us with cold vitagen to drink...(at 4am ~.~")
Before the meal end, me and yl sing the birthday song and blow the candle light together...so sweet~ x3 and yl's mom *ahem...cuddle her...LOL..
Then we play "cho dai de"...only win 1 time in 4 games ~.~"
I cannot continue anymore, so, I fell asleep..~.~
and in the middle of the night...I got food poisoning but I was too lazy to go to the toilet so I continue sleeping...LOL...
29th November 2008, Saturday - Crazy Birthday Eve
Ok, so I woke up at 9am. Sara went home first. yl was still sleeping.
I washed up and everything...and really bored myself to dead...then I saw this little diary...LOL...
YEAN, ARE YOU READING THIS? YOU BETTER BE...LOL
I look at the 2007 Diary...but just flipping through... :X coz there were too much of words ~.~"
but the remaining last dates were missing coz there wasn't enough place to write for her..lol...
Then I saw the 2008 Diary...lol...omg...such a thick book and she can write till the...middle of the book....*faints*
I read the 'first day of school' then the 'day we got seperated from classes' and 'yl spending time with mok in the pondok'.
By the time I manage to finish reading the 'yl spending time...' I got bored, so I flipped to the last pages of her entry where she stopped writting...it was nothing special actually...so I slammed the book shut and find something else to do...so I folded her leftover star paper...
it was meant to be a surprise for her but...RAWR!!!! SHE WOKE UP!!!
*bangs head on wall*
Then we ate breakfast, watch TV, see her play computer...then we got dressed up and went to Mid Valley together with Sara...
Lol...THIS IS THE FIRST AND THE LAST TIME U WILL BE SEEING ME WEARING SO....FASHIONABLE CLOTHINGS...
Yean Lynn...*ahem* the proffesional designer...got me all dressed up into a punky girl, which was known that I was her experiment....*coughs* lol...
Sara also got turned over by her and from the casual looking Sara...turns into a punky Sara...LOL....
Sara...*ahem* can't believe the major outlook change when she first saw me...and *ahem*...
Then we ate a very light lunch and met Jasper...so he started hanging out with us and how we begin to torture him...lol...
He just got fired from working in Jusco coz he got caught from smoking and playing his phone by the manager...LOL...so farni la him...-.-
Then we met Ivy. Chatted awhile. Then we met up with Edward, Sara's cousin. The Feng Shui Man. LOLLLLLLLL...then we seperated...
so I went to The Gardens to show yl around the place...then we ended up seeing this fashion red carpet thingy and so many...unknown models were around The Gardens cinema there...then I drag yl to The Speedy there...and waited for my mom to come...but still haven't arrive...
Then yl drag Sara to The Gardens there to see the models again, and me and Edward were walking so calmly following behind them...
Lol..and I mislead them to the wrong direction and they caught up with us...-.-
and we spended 30 minutes looking at stupid models talking here and there and smelling their yucky perfumes...Blek.... x(
And...yay!!! Finally mom arrived...so we went to have Nandos dinner!!! LOLLLLLLL...together with Edward and my friends of coz...
You know, even if I can't have nice and rich quality food...living a poor but happy life and having a family dinner with my friends still makes me happier....
The reason we ate in Nandos, coz my mom have Discount tickets...LOL...
So farni...edward sat beside me...then I ate like a...*ahem* monkey..using my hands...LOL...
poor edward...pardon my rudeness...
too hyper..~.~
Pitta Bread!!! So cute!!
Salad
My 2 sisters (left younger sister, right 2nd sister)
Me & Mom
Sara & Edward (The Feng Shui Man) LOL..jkjk
Yean Lynn & Sara
Desserts Are Here
Edward...I can SEE WHAT YOU WERE DOING!!! RAWR!!!
But at of the end of the day...the most happiest person wasn't me...
It was my dogs...
Chicken Bones 'Da Bao' for my dogs...lol...
(P.S : Picture = Bad Quality, may results in blur images!!! LOL)
The worst thing I hate the most is Harry. I DIDN'T EVEN INVITE YOU TO MY DINNER AND YOU WANT ME TO INVITE YOU TO DINNER?! GO DIE BEST LARH U...stupid guy...
and when I lied to him that my mom don't let...he get his way to come to Mid Valley...what a stupid guy he is...I got pissed off...
but in the end...he didn't come anyway...
30st November 2008, Sunday - My Birthday
woke up at 12noon..was forced to wake up and see Daddy today...
at 3pm we had lunch at Jaya One. A place where lots of new food restaurants. Quite deserted.
It was a Texas restaurant that we ate...and..the food sucks...~.~
and it's so expensive...
My dad = pampers me with $$ and rich stuffs
Me = Don't adores eating expensive foods and touching expensive stuffs
No, seriously...the food sucks...but it's a new experience for me...the only dish that taste nice was mom's dish...and it tasted like heaven...
This is my dish, taste okay...
Mom dish, with sizzling chicken, pitta bread skin, cheese, sum white cream thing...
After the meal, we went to Bandar Utama to buy a new phone.
The guy intro 2 phones to me. Both also Sony Erricson.
One is K770i cyber-shot 3.2megapixel. RM650. Normal gadgets and stuff. Good for taking pictures. Black colour.
and the other I forgot but it was good in mp3. Shake the phone can change the track. Kinda cool, but more expensive costing RM800 for it.
So, I choose the K770i of coz.
But my dad got tempted by the stupid mp3 phone and bought both. Stupid hor? and he gave to my youngest sister. pffth...too much pampering can kill a person.
I don't need expensive phones, as long as you can use it's functions then I'm satisfied.
After buying the phone...we went to The Curved for shopping.
Stupid sister bought an Espirit costing RM80++ for just a stupid blouse. Eat shyt la u...pampered la u betul....
Then we went to Nike. Ahhhh...yes...I started to love Nike now. All the fancy sports man clothes and shoes. But dam expensive.
Then we ended up buying 3 pair of Nike shoes cosing about RM533++...
!@$#%^*%&$^%$@@%#^$#%!#@^%$^....
After that, at 8pm, we went to eat dinner. Somehow I lost my appetite so I couldn't eat much.
The food there taste 98% much better and satisfying. There were less people in the restaurant.
And before the meal ended, the cheif's wife treated me with 2 different cakes!!! weee~~
This Is My Favourite Cake Ever!!! Ice-Cream Cake!!! LOLMe & My Dad
So my birthday ended like that...well...another 365 days till my next birthday again :(
1st December 2008, Monday - Yean Lynn's Birthday
Well, another of my best friends birthday. I got prepared for her birthday card, hand-made. I wanted it to be post delivered but I didn't have time to do it. So I deliver it by hand.
Yes, I ran to her house, up her dark and narrow stairs to the 3rd floor, just to deliver a letter. And there! Into her letter box.
And after putting the letter into her box. I ran downstiars again.
And the lights went on when I ran down. Like I'm doing something good or a feeling of something good is gonna happen...Halleluyah!! LOLLLLLLL...
And, she got what she wanted after all in the end...
♥ Happy Birthday Yean Lynn!!! ♥
Yoko Watabe
2. Your relationship with him/her?
My St.John Junior member...lols
3. Your 5 impression towards him/her?
-my sis friend/classmate
-my junior member
-an going-to-be-senior member
-half japanese...rite?
-athelic. good in running
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?
Erh...dunno wor... ._."
5.The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?
Seldom talk to each other ._."
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
(speechles)
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
why hate me? TT
8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
Impossible de la...lol
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
Because I say something wrong? Or maybe she hates my inner beauty...LOLLL
10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
Dunno wor.....lolsssss
11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
A good friend to befriend of =p lolssss
12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
I don't give a dam about them...just be myself then can liao...
13. The character of you for yourself is?
Siew Linnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Why girls have to suffer menstruation pain?
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Myself.
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
I love you too
17. Bra or panties?
Does it come in pairs ? :)
18. Chocolate or ice-cream?
Vanilla ICE CREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM LOL PEIYIN IM EATING YOU!!!!LOL
19. 10 people to tag
lazy to tag =x
I was born in Kuala Lumpur.
And containing my Father's blood...which to him is like...very Godly...and dirty at the same time...my dad, who is the eldest in the family...and...so am I...
I wondered, if God make me into a boy in the first place...lol...I will bestowed the family power of EVERYTHING!!! LOLLLLLLLLLLL...-.- lame...
And so...
My name become every part of my life, Steffi Chuah Siew Lin.
Steffi, dad gave me the name from a very famous female tennis player (that time my dad was crazy about tennis games). Very seldom used my nickname, as I didn't state it in my IC card. Only family members call me nickname and some church friends.
Chuah, Dad's surname.
Siew Lin, ....don't ask me how I got this name...they visited a Master Feng Shui man and gave me that name. LOLLLL...
We moved to Penang after mom given birth to my 3rd sister, Kimberly Chuah Siew Wen. Year 1996.
My grandfather works in his own company, thus, earning lots and lots and lots of $$.
After he passed away, his company landed into my dad hands. 2nd Uncle (brown colour), was also working there and he YEARNS the power of the company.
I don't know what business it was ~.~.. I went there 5 times when I was a little kid. It was a small old building. All I went there was to play the typing machine. -.-"
Year 2002, after my break-up of my parents. My mom took me and my 2 sister to Kuala Lumpur. My mom hated my dad so much because he had an affair with...*ahem* a mistress. So thus, living in a rented room from my cousin (mother's side).
2nd Uncle (brown colour), got the power of the Family's company and thus. Making my Dad jobless. After we moved to KL, 2nd uncle died in a car accident. He was on the way to KL. His family doesn't want to see us again and so...
we lost a family.
Well, serves him right, though. Being so greedy and God punished him in the end. HAR!!!
[To Be Continue]
My Story - My Childhood Life
something just knocked into my head...yea lorh...the char siew bao man didn't come pay me a visit thats why so dulan loh...
Yea la..i dun thrust you loh...coz i can't think rasionaly before i say something or do something lorh...
Yea...tatz me...childish...arrogant...STUPID...IDIOTIC...cannot think before I act...NAIVE...
wat else...?
just think nothing happen after GPQ okay...
yes! i admit...i hated you...not hate...the word dislike is the best word to describe.
Everytime u call me with foul languages...u can't even treat me like a lady with respect...
YES!!! I DISLIKE YOU!!! I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED YOU...!!!! GRRRR...!!!