My rice will pile up like a mountain xD
When my grandmother cooks...
Forget the dishes she cooked, just finish that 1 scoop of rice on that plate!
Except I got no ideas what to give to the Juniors to make it even fun =/
Yea, next time I should think of a game to let them play after marching practise :D
But, can't think of any games to give them, unless it consist of fitness and physical training =x
Lydia thought of a punishment when a person is late, following the example from what we learn in Physical Camp last year. But, it's dam different. I, as an demonstrator for her, got forced to obey her.
1. Stand in front of Lydia
2. Hormat to her (I feel dam stupid doing this) & SHE HORMAT ME BACK???!!! WTH?
3. Say excuse and Lydia nods head
4. Hormat to her again (dammit!!) & she hormat me back..zZz
5. Go in the line and do push-ups
LOL, sounds okay la, but not the hormat thing. Gosh! I feel like an idiot! Why should I hormat to her? Give her a slap then can larh xD jkjk.
Different people different punishment :
Junior : 5 push-ups
Going-To-Be-Senior : 10 push-ups
Senior : 20 push-ups
Walao! Dam geng!! I want to do!!! 20 push ups meant NOTHING TO ME!! xD
Then we got our tradisional flag raiser, suppose to arrange them from tall to short then buka barisan but Lydia didn't do it.
Then Lydia tell everyone to hormat when the flag raise. Like..wth?
Now, I really feel like an idiot. Suppose Lydia and flag raiser hormat only.
Haizz...
After that, check uniform and seperate into 2 groups, The Seniors & Juniors.
She suddenly mention my name and ditched me to take care of the Juniors D:
With my mouth-wide open, GLARING AT HER. How could you do this to me!!! D:
But, I'm so glad I wasn't in her group. I might already have died due to the terrible marching condition. =/
It is terrible. The most teruk and heart feeling pain marching I ever saw in St.John. =x =x
Jillian helped me with the Juniors as well. Thanks Jillian :D
And the best thing was, we get to control them whatever and however we like. Muahahahaha!!!
We make them kick the wall to get a 90 degree leg angle!
We repeat the same thing over and over again until everyone gets it!
We make them lift their leg 90 degree angle over and over again!
We make them do push-ups as their punishments!!! (only 10 only larh)
and..
we..
rule!!! LOLOLOLOLOL =x
The bad thing was...
some of the commands I gave, went off tuned =/ *sighs* I'm still working on it D:
I, myself got confused with the long command pusing thingy D:
But overall, it was okay bah, I guess.
At the end of the day, I got offended by her again.
Walao. She really uses her post to fight me leh.
Dam you!!! I work so hard to clean to FAR and you can't be any considerate to help keep it clean. Dam you!!! WHY DON'T YOU CLEAN THE WHOLE FAR FOR YOURSELF!!! B**CH!!!
And even better, I was changed into Lydia's group.
Yayyy!!! x333 With a First Aid Box.
But, my hopes drop when Eugene, was in my group. That...little...brat...grrr!!
During the assembly, fall-in and gather into our groups. Natalie was like, so confused and blur looking at the list paper and time was ticking. But in the end she cannot thrust THAT PAPER and rely on herself to organise the group.
The ambulance driver man was like, waiting patiently for us. I can see that he is very frustrated at the disorganised plan that their dragging so much time. As in, last minute planning.
Everything went chaotic for a moment, not knowing what was happening but in the end we assemble at the basketball court just in time.
AND YES!!! THIS IS THE MOST AWESOMEEEEE DUTY I HAD FOR 2 YEARS!!!
My group gets to sit on the ambulance!!!! FTW!!!! It was like...dam cool!!!
Then the students were like, blocking the entrance school gate and we can't drive through and how we get to SHOOED them off to the side of the road to let us through.
FTW!!! It was the coolest thing ever!!! xD
We were in station 9. Same station with Thye Zhun & Pn.Sin.
PBSM was taking station 1-7.
It wasn't that boring gua. Didn't take Nicholas advice seriously, BY BLASTING YOUR MP3 PLAYER OUT LOUD. And of coz, not showing such a bad example to the Juniors la.(see, I'm so good. *everyone pukes* xD) But I did take some pictures ;D
Eugene wasn't that bad after all, without his friend Andrew around, I don't have to yell at him or anything. Just gave him a warning and he didn't do it again. He dam fake de loh. =="
The other 2 girls was quite okay :D
Joke around with them and such things. It was nice and fun to have met them, ecspecially Shu Yi(I think) Teached her most of the things I know and those sorts =)
1 of the PBSM station group dominated our business because their job was done!!! D: They stole our business D: argh!! How could you!!! and they lended our gauze D:
And Lydia get to sit the ambulance van driving around whole day ugh while we stand here, sweating!!! Not fair ugh!!!! DDDDDDDx
Then, here comes the runners!!! Run Babe RUN!!! (Check Yes Juliet. LOL)
Run Yoko RUN!!! *cheers!!*
Stupid dam bike!!! Grrr...
And there goes Albert again :D
Saw Sara? She ran pass when the video started. =p
Can't take any longer videos. Got a duty to run ;X
After the duty, we sat the ambulance back to school also, although we wanted to walk.
Then I slack around the school, doing nothing. Waited for the results,
Most of the Juniors who didn't go duty won medals!! Yay!! Bring pride to St.Johns!! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL...!!!
The Top 20 People :
Yoko got 2nd (or 1st?) for 15 girls category.
So proud of you =] Knew that you can do it.
18 above girls category :
Yean Lynn got 10th place
Didn't expect you to go that far, but still, gratz charlie!! x33
Sara got 19th place!!!
OMG!!! Dam close to losing man!!! Gratz pat poh :D more leg pain for u!!!
Si Ting got 20th place!!!
This...
is..
unbelievable!!!
Heartz you gal x3333!!! Can't believe you made it :D Gratz darling~x33
Boys Category :
18 and above :
Albert, blue house got 1st again, like every other year. So, it's normal :D
FTW!!! Mok Wai Hoe also got top 20!!! xD So geng ugh!!! Gratz man!!! :D
*supports, supports* :D
I got myself a casualty :D
A boy with muscle cramps on his thighs
Just apply the muscle thing onto his thighs and rub it :D
I really regretted I can't run ugh!!! That medal might have been mine leh!!! D:
Lydia arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~!!!
Anyway,
As the day draws to an end, there were feelings left inside of me. The feeling of my own deeper self...something which make me angry at someone...
Everything was a last minute studying due to many things happening before the exam.
So, it was like, tomorrow History test. Today, study E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G from what you've learn last year.
Talking about History. Before the History exam, strucktur questions that is, I make myself memorise those related test questions given by my teacher. Ugh!! First time in my "Book Of Life" that I actually put my heart & soul into studying History D:
The worse part is, I don't have any revision book for History. D= Die loh..
But, I read the notes given last year, by teacher.
Ever more lagi worse is, I study from 9pm till 2am for that freaking subject.
*sigh* Even now that I'm writting t
Almost wanted to terbalikkan meja itu, because too much tension & pressure to force me to study my hateful subkect.
I was so tired, I barely can make myself stay awake.
So...
I got myself the ice packet from the Freezer to freeze me awake with the ice.
But, failed.
So I try to finding things to eat, something to keep me busy.
But, the food in the fridge, totally not my cup of coffee.
So, failed again.
And in the end, I couldn't stand any longer. I ask my mom to make me a cup of coffee.
I dunno whether the coffee even did any help. It was my 2nd time drinking it.
It wasn't that bad. Not that bad either.
Even now, I feel like I'm writting and half sleeping. Dream-writting?! LOL
I shall go to take my nap now. Tata!
Deeply touched, Cecelia started tearing. She tried to stop her tears from flowing out but it just kept on flowing. Andrew move forward to give her a hug.
Suddenly, Cecelia felt a sharp pain on her chest. She started having difficulty in breathing. She grabbed hold of his hands, looking painfully at him. The look which sent needles piercing right against his heart.
"....pain.....," Cecelia managed to muttered.
Her head started spinning, images were playing with her eyes as she slowly blacked out and fell backwards towards the soft landing sand. With Andrew's fast reaction, swiftly and smoothly, he prevented her to fall hard backwards against the sand.
"Cecelia! What's wrong,"shouted Andrew.
There were no responses coming from Cecelia but the sounds of the sea hitting against the shore.
Andrew shook her hard.
"Cecelia," Andrew shouted louder.
Still, there weren't a slightest movement coming from her.
Suddenly, they were surrounded by a group of man in black tuxedos. Before Andrew could know what was happening, Andrew was struggling against two big size man who is trying to hold him back, away from Cecelia. A middle age man, swiftly and firmly carried Cecelia in his arms, walking up the flight of stairs to the black Mercedes Benz.
"Let me go!!!" He shouted.
He struggle desperately and violently to free himself from the two man, but the more he tries to struggle, the tighter the grip they did on him. They were just too strong for him.
"It's pointless struggling against them."
A deep voice spoke.
Andrew scanned around the area to locate the was voice from where it's coming from. He noticed a dark figure standing in between two bodyguards. The dark figure slowly approached him and soon, he was able to see the face of an elderly man, Nigel.
"Who are you," Andrew growled.
"My name is Nigel. I meant no harm to come to both of you,"Nigel said,"unless you've gone too far to hurt Young Master that is."
He lightly waved his hands. Andrew felt the grip around his arms slowly being released. Why is he being so nice to me, Andrew thought as he rubbed his arms.
"What you mean gone to far," Andrew asked, curiously.
"I was instructed by Master to separate the both of you, from preventing Young Master from getting hurt."
"Hurt? What's wrong with Cecelia?! Is she all right?! What illness is it that is hurting her?! "
Andrew was desperate to know what's happening to Cecelia.
"It is not any illness that she's suffering," Nigel paused,"It is you."
Andrew was dumbstruck for a moment.
Me? What did I do to make her feel hurt?!
"I don't get what you mean. She's fine the whole time, how could you say she's feeling hurt because of me?!"
"Are you sure she was feeling fine?"
That question hit Andrew like a big boulder slamming against his body. Andrew was speechless for a moment, gazing out into the beach.
"...she...she felt pain in her chest earlier...and I didn't know what to do...," Andrew said.
Nigel sigh. "Let's take a walk boy."
Andrew followed Nigel, slowly walking behind him. Questions came flooding in his head.
What is happening here?
"Cecelia's mother was a great women. She was pretty and kind. She was different from any other ladies. The type of lady that guys will go looking after."
Andrew just kept quiet, listening to his story as he gaze out into the sea.
"She fell in love with a man. The man, also known as Cecelia's original father. Cecelia's father comes from a poor family. But he was indeed a great and hardworking man. They love each other so much that they decided to elope together due to the rejection of her family for marrying a poor man. But a few months later after she got pregnant , he fell seriously ill and couldn't recover and died a slow and painful death. His death made life so meaningless to her and she doesn't find life so interesting to live anymore."
"Then, what happen next," Andrew asked, getting into the story.
"One day, Master found her lying unconsciously on a beach. He was her former old classmate. He took her back to his house and he took good care of her, feed her and providing her a place to live in. Luckily though, the baby was still able to continue living in the stomach. He brought back happiness into her life, making her think that life is worth living for other then living to love someone.
His tenderness and loving kindness towards her finally brought the true colours of him as he fell deeply in love with her. Before he could tell his true feelings towards her, she passed away 2 years later after giving birth to Cecelia. He was deeply sadden by this news but he move on with his life.
Master took great care of Cecelia. Cecelia meant the whole world to him. She was her one and only daughter he love. She was like a precious gift from God to him."
"But I don't get it, what does this have to do with her illness then? And what sort of illness she's suffering from,"Andrew asked.
"At the age 10, Cecelia was admitted to the hospital due to a sudden pain in her chest and breathing difficulties. The doctor couldn't figure out what illness it was, it was an illness never seen before. There was no cure to this illness. But, we figure it out the illness she's suffering. Her illness seems to strike whenever her relationship gets too close with someone. After that, everyone in the family distance themselves from Cecelia. Trying not to get too close to her. Her illness became less severe and there weren't any signs of that illness since after that, until now."
Andrew was lost in a midst of words.
"Does this means, if I get too close to Cecelia. Her illness will strike back," Andrew asked.
"Yes, and the more it happen, the shorter her life span will be."
Andrew felt his heart throbbing with pain and sadness as he stare blankly into space.
Why life is so unfair?
Birds started chirping, flying around happily. The sun was about to rise. The tide splashing against the crabs crawling on the shore.
Nigel look into Andrew's eyes and said," So, if you really love her that much, would you like to see her suffer this painful illness? Or will you grant her a wish that will make her the most happiest girl to ever live before she dies?"
Nigel turned around and walk away, leaving Andrew deep into thoughts.
"The choice is yours boy. What will you choose?" Nigel said aloud without looking back as he soon disappeared out of sight.
Andrew was deep into thoughts. He was confused about his decisions. What am I to do?! He kicked the sand into the sea, filled with frustrations. He dug his hands into the sand and threw it at the ocean.
"Argh!!! Why is life so unfair?! Why does it have to be unfair to her?! Why God?! Why?!"
He felled back onto his butt. Sweating and panting. He dug his hands deep into the sand and held it into his fist.
Out of a sudden, something snapped inside his mind. He has made his decision. He was certain of it.
And he will not turn back.
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Dear Peter,
by the time you read this. I'm already gone to another world. I just want you to know my true feelings that I've been hiding for so long. Until now, it was really hard for me to write my feeling down into this paper.
You have brought me a new life. You were always there to make me smile. You took good care of me when I'm in need of hope. You gave me hope and everything. And yet, I was blinded with your kindness and loving care. I was in love with this person. I didn't want to let you know, because after I left, I was scared you will suffer the same fate as I did. But, no matter what, I will always be there to watch over you and my baby.
Please take care of my baby. For this is my only gift to you.
Love,
Angel
I love you. Truly, deeply.
We were discussing about a BM karangan points, title :
Tanggungjawab ibu bapa terhadap pendidikan anak-anak
(The responsibities of parents towards children education)
Kenny
Teacher
Kenny : Semasa saya kecil, ibu bapa gunakan rotan untuk memukul saya lah!!
Teacher : Itu zaman dahulu, sekarang sudah zaman moden...
Kenny : (cut-in) Rotan saya sangat sakit luh!!!
Teacher : Ya la, itu cara lama punya, sekarang zaman moden mesti ada idea yang lebih baik untuk membantu anak-anak untuk berlarja.
Kenny : Oh!!! Bukan gunakan rotan-kah?
Teacher : Ya.
Kenny : Then, gunakan pistol larh!!!
Teacher : .......
Harry Potter
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Just finish watching this movie called "Mamma Mia". A very nice show. =D
Classical Music, Comedy Movie. Nice for those who knows those oldy-songs + the songs is updated a bit larh. =)
Aww...C'mon...teenagers should learn to watch this kind of movie :D
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*sighs* ._.
finally join facebook due to billions of influences by friends. -___- ish...
it's still new for me, still confuse in using those boxes here and there ;X
after joining, my inbox started piling up, filled with facebooks messages.
5 hours later, it reached 50++ messages
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...
And I start...
deleting...
deleting..
deleting..
and more deleting.
(I hate my inbox to be full)
Conclusion, this shows many people use facebook.
But, overall, I think friendster is much easier to function :D I don't even have to update it x)
I'm going to "Gospel Camp : Escape" on the March holidays.
Yay me!!! x)
But the bad news is...
I'm going to be stucked with some few people which I dislike.
*sighs*
I'm gonna putus wayar soon.
Will try to write the story once awhile, I think. If I'm not so lazy to use my brain to think.
Yes, writing needs 80% of my thinking. =="
Exam tomorrow. Wish me luck. Haven't even start revising yet D:
Sure die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die...
So *tut* ugh!!!
Sheesh...1 week before 14th February I will hear...
"This Saturday Valentines Day leh..."
"Eh! Who you're going out on Valentines Day?"
etc.
Sheeeeeeeeeesh...what's the big deal?!
If this isn't driving me crazy, the love songs in the radio is. ~______~
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Anyway,
The Valentines Day started off with school.
Yes, you heard me. SCHOOL ON VALENTINES DAY.
EARLY IN THE MORNING.
One thing I hate about it, is waking up early in the morning on Saturday's.
But the good news is, no need to study for today.
Because we're cleaning the school compound! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
We were going to paint the school today.
Well, too bad I can't get to paint. *sigh*
Coz I was in charge of cleaning the First Aid Room :(
There were about 6 helpers helping me to clean the FAR.
Only 4 turned up & 1 volunteered to help.
5 girls (including me) and a boy, Syn Karl. Poor Syn Karl ;X
So, practically, I was taking charge of it :)
Half way through, 2 girls left to clean their classroom :(
So, we were left with many things to do.
The floor was like..very dirty, even after moping the floor 4 times, the pail of detergent water turns black. -____________-
I don't know WHICH SENIOR KADET SO SMART ARH...
the spare curtains didn't wash, go put under the sink there, then when I want to use, it's dirty.
WHO SO RESPONSIBLE ARH?????!!!!
In the end, I took all the curtains home to wash. Sheesh...
View Of F.A.R :
Pictures For Moral Project(not very good one) :
This is the only picture which is perfect. == Thanks Sara.
Then got 3 casualties.
One of them was a boy. He got cut by a rock. Eventually a friend of his threw a rock at him, how stupidly he wanted to play and got injured instead.(I wondered if he got hit in the head, I would eventually...let him die there..LOL jkjk) His wound is dam deep. I see blood oozing out and I could see his tissues. wth. My heart was hurting more then he does!!! Dammit!!!
Second one wasn't really that serious. Soon Tuck ask for CounterPain cream. So I helped him apply on his hand.
Third was just an ordinary cut caused by a....knife? LOL KNIFE?! ==
Dunno what the hell she did with her hand which can cause a cut dam long from the back of her wrist there till nearly the elbow..ZZZZZZZZZZZZ...
Okay..I've seen enough blood for today.
I didn't even eat my recess.
No lunch.
Starved myself till 8pm for dinner, like...wth...almost died.
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My sister received a bouquet of 6 teddy bears from her boyfriend. How touche. I almost wanted to burst out laughing to that delivery man.
YTU Valentines Day was okay I guess.
It feels like a year when I last been to that church.
._. *sigh*
Saw many people wearing so formal and nice.
Oh, yeah....
Ugh...I'm need rest desperately. Test next week. 5km Jogathon next week. More homework to be done. Project need to be done. NO TIME!!!
WHY LYDIA!!!! WHY DON'T YOU LET ME RUNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
IT'S MY LAST YEAR OF RUNNING!!!
WHY DON'T LET ME RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
I DON'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO GET A MEDAL ANYMORE!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
WHY!!!
YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!!
I DON'T WANT TO TAKE CHARGE OF FIRST AID DUTYYYYYYYYYY!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
It's Valentines Eve...
Jasper receive a bouquet of love sticks from...who-knows-who.
No. I'm not jealous. I don't see why I should. Coz I was actually thinking (omg! a jerk like him can receive a present from a girl? I'm gonna puke blood man!)
Okay lah..no offence ;X
I vandalise my table by writing short lame poems. One of it is,
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Monkeys like you,
Should be kept in the zoo.
Don't be angry,
I will be there too,
Not in the cage,
But laughing at you.
Then I found this very small love note in my bag.
And it says :
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
What can I do,
To make you say I love you?
Would you be my valentines?
From : Jey
LMAO. I almost burst out laughing at it!!! But, I ended choking on my water =/
Of coz, you think I take it seriously? I don't think so...
Coz Si Ting has one note from him too(roughly, I forgot what he wrote). And it says :
I love you.
Kiss me after school.
From : Jey
Haha. Si Ting was like....what a lamer. LOL
And tore the paper.
Wahahaha...
Then we had our first St.John meeting.
We train the Juniors the basics. I and Natalie shared a group. I...almost...wanted to scream at them coz they were....*tut*
I HATE training them marching!!! If I wanna teach, I rather teach First Aid. ~___~
After that, I stayed back with Yean Lynn & Mok for running practise around Taman Desa for Merentas Desa(5km jogathon).
Yean Lynn already gave out when we jog on the hill near Desa Perdana.
~_____________~
Of coz, there were many hilly slopes when we jog. I almost wanted to die halfway running up the slopes. Not breathing difficulty. Is LEG PAIN!!! And not only the slopes were killing me, the HOT SCORCHING AFTERNOON SUN was killing me!!!
See stupid Siew Lin!!! Who ask you not to put sunblock, you stupid idiot!!!
But, at least I'm not as bad as Yean Lynn. She wore black T-Shirt to run. LOL.
After running, we went to the park. I saw 3 teenage Malay boys smoking.
Cursed them to DIE faster!!! LOL!!! jkjk =/
We had fun at the park, but still...
I can't believe it loh...haiz...so dissapointed...(smokers)
what's so nice to smoke anyway =/
Thanks Mok Wai Hoe for treating me a can of IsoMax after running :D
Hehe...
My last Sukan Tara this year... :(
100m race and long jump.
So, in the early of the morning. I told myself I will get 1st again to end the 100m race nicely. x)
Since, after all, getting 1st place for 4 years in Sukan Tara, I think.
But tragicly, Trisha beat meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
and I end up in 2nd place. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
I'm gonna emo at the corner now.
*at dark corner*
*spotlights on me*
*violins playing emo-ly*
LOL!!!
I peek at the runners while running. If I'm not mistaken, I was running in a same distance as Trisha????? Roughly larh, I guess. Not sure either =/
Well then, overall, it was just marks to be earned for our house,right? No big deal in losing. =)
Have to train up. Too weak. Must-GET-THAT-MEDAL!!!AND THE KOKO MARKS!!!