Saturday, 1st Day of Camp,

The black colour is the person who will be lifted up by the person who is going to carry(red). Charlie group (my group), only 4 people out of 9 who manage to continued to do this following exercise due to the frog exercise which made them very tired. The people was, Me, Lydia, Rita and the boy (forgot his name...lol). And we are the winner!!! Fu-Yoh!!! Haha!!!xD

Then Chee Kok gave us 10 minutes of rest, after that, he ask me, the contigion leader, to fall in the members, using the long command. I did 2 freaking mistakes!!!! OMG!!! Ai yah...first time I command, so, not use to it mah...=.=ll...I was so scared that my voice will run out of tune, and I couldn't hear coz of my ear air pressure. And, I pronounce the words so fast example :"hukuman = hukman" LOL!!!!

Then, Chee Kok teach us how to command. Then each and everyone of us will shout the command. "Orang tinggi ke kanan, rendah ke kiri, dalam satu barisan, paras", "Dari kanan nombor" and...I forgot liao...x_x. Then we finally had breakfast!!!xD It was...Nasi Lemak...which was, all black n have chicken...lol -_-" and it was pepper...so called Nasi Lemak. So, I shall call it... THE NASI PEPPER LEMAK!!! And it taste horrible, except the Milo. xD Chee Kok gave us 30 minutes of rest, after that meal, everyone started to have stomach ache except a few of the members including me. Everyone blame the Nasi Pepper Lemak...LOL...

Then, I am asked to fall in the squad again, this time, I WAS IN SENANG FORM NOT IN SEDIA!!! A HUGE MISTAKE!!!! LMAO!!!! I WANNA BANG MY HEAD ON THE WALL!!!! ARGGHHH!!!! Haizz...it went ok la, my sore throat getting worser coz due to too much of shouting. I keep forgetting the lines. ARGH!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER SHORT-TERM MEMORY PROBLEM!!!! Luckily, one of my Charlie member, the boy (who join the back lifting exercise) help me by mouthing the words for me. THANK YOU!!! 2 people were late, and I dunno what they do la, walk in front of me. First was this boy who walk and turn facing towards me, face to face, so freaking close to me...Walau...I thought what was he doing wor...then another, was a girl. Now I know what they were doing, they were reporting the reason of their late.^^v Get it!! Yeah!!!

Chee Kok trained us how to lift our legs 90 degree by kicking the wall, and pusing ke kiri, kanan and belakang the correct way, then the rest can't remember.

The last thing I remember, we were all joking hanging out around, drinking 100 Plus. Then, the camp ended soon. It was 12noon, everyone went back to thier room and packed their stuff. Taman Desa Division improved alot, Cheek Kok says so.

Some how, the training was tough, but yet memorable, sweet and fun.~^^v

And, when I first reach home. I'm gonna have a nice, Loooooooooooooong, warm shower. My leg hurts...anyone weak in sports, or being pampered at home, come this camp and you sure cannot survive not even one day. Hahaha!!!xD

Finally!!! SIGNING OFF!!!!F5

Just found out why Sara so moody in class since after the 2 weeks holiday~
Yeah!! The "HER" I was refering to on my previous post was HER, SARA!!!

Haizz, the reason was simple, 1. She was lonely (coz I was talking to other people and not her).
2. She had a quarrel with her mom about her BF~x_x

Lol...-.- someone, pls kill me...haizz...she told me at tuition (when I was having fever). I feel, very F7...-.-ll...serious...

After that, our relationship went well again. Seeing her cheerful face once again, lightens up my day, but doesn't effect in curing my Fever~~Zzz...

Great to have you back Sara~!!! xD
Not forgetting, you too Yean Lynn!!! ^^v

I was right...was having fever...haizz...mom gave me penadol, force myself to eat 1 stupid medicine. Can't swallow, force myself to bite and, ARGH...can you imagine how bitter is it? I think I rather drink 1 cup of salt water then eating this...

Whole body very weak...can't sit up straight. Went to rest before going to tuition. Tuition end around 10.30pm, was feeling better. I thought no more fever. Until...

The Next Day...

sports test again. Haizz...do that stupid sit up and "up & down chair thing". But got improvement la, now is 26 sit ups per minute and pulse rate 23. Wonder why girls need do 2 times? Maybe because to show the boys about GIRL POWER!!! YEAH!!!

I was REALLY FINE this morning...!!! Until civics lesson, I have this weird feeling in my stomach, the feeling of...going to vomit...Really felt like throwing up. Then recess, couldn't make myself to eat the bread. But, I FORCE THAT BREAD DOWN MY MOUTH (Plus Yean Lynn and Shin Yee forced me to eat finish...T.T). Now I really felt like throwing up.

Su Wei and Shin Yee was considerate to be caring enough to ask me,"Am I alright?". Some stupid group of Malay boys were blocking the whole staircase and walking in slow motion so delaying the students walking at the back at them, not allowing them to cross. They were laughing like crazy pigs!!! Can't stand their attitude and shouted at them,"Excuse Me!".They replied,"Ok Miss!!" But they were only joking and slowly walking up the stairs again, laughing and talking.

Ok! That's it! NO MORE MISSES NICE SIEWLIN! & I barged my way through them. Dam those bloody perverts. They were shouting at me like monkeys (of coz they are monkeys, no wonder they are such a hooligans). I was going to throw up when I finally reached my table.

Maths lesson, that vomit feeling (upset stomach) was no longer there, but guess what? I got A FEVER....AGAIN!!! Need stay back at school again...haizz...for marching...

I lay in the First Aid Room bed, trying to force myself to sleep. Then this stupid Nicholas yelled at me for the stupid Sports Carnival letters. Hm, I'm telling you, now I know why Lisa shouted at him at the Sports Day that day, and HE DESERVE IT~ Now, I have that point, that, I HATE NICHOLAS~Most important is his girlfriend...ALWAYS!!! Dam him, SINCE HE SO SMART AND COMPLAIN BOUT MY LETTER, WHY DON'T U GO WRITE IT THEN? IF NOT, CAN'T U EVEN TEACH ME? YOU BLOODY IDIOT~~

My fever increases after that shouting.

2.30pm, marching started, was quite good, alot of people attended today. Still have strength to march but didn't march properly. Jason was nagging at me...-.-

Until, cannot stand it, my headache was worse until it hurts everytime...and I walk out from the group (while they were still marching)...and sat down beside Jillian.
Jason looked at me, curious and asked my why I do that, I managed to utter the word,"FEVER." In a very, very, soft tone until i need to repeat it twice.

Marching suppose to end at 4.30pm, but sit Yean Lynn's car home. How nice, her mom came at 4.30pm....make me lie down in the pondok for 1 hour!!! By now, I would have been marching with THEM LIAO!!! Nvm...my headache was worse until I walk in a zig zag line to Yean's car.

Yean? You reading this? Hohoho...I know what you did with *AHEM ARH...in the padang ARH...dunno wat you two doing ARH~*Fake cough* xD

Well, I think tatz all la, Slyvester accompany me at the pondok. He ponteng marching...zzz...accompany me awhile, talking to me and watever la...I think among the members, he is the most caring person? 2nd is Jason. AHEM, I DON'T LIKE HIM!!!

Haizz, better go rest bah. Tomorrow physical training and marching camp at Confucion!!! Fu-Yoh!!! Must GET WELL ASAP!!!!

Signed Off~ Skip tuition just for today~

And....you suckz Nicholas~^^v (I would be happier if you're reading this now im my blog...^^)
Cheers~!!!

For the first time, we didn't talk. Haizz...Si Ting tell me sumthing bout "HER". She suggested me to talk to "HER". I tried talking about her and her problems. The only answered she answers me is "DUNNO"!!! If this continues, I'm gonna commit suicide...(jk)...


See her face everday makes me...irritating...makes me wanna pour a whole bag of salt into her mouth and make her smile like a lunatic!!! Give her 1 big slap on her face also can...I'm sick of her attitude...really sick of it.


During science class, try to cheer her up by teasing her...she didn't even Laugh Out Loud...=.=ll...

HaizZ...nvm...forget bout cheering her up. Rather I just keep quiet all day.

Had a terrible headache. My head hurt everwhere!!! AND HAVE A TERRIBLE SORE THROAT THAT I CAN'T EVEN SWALLOW NICELY...SOBZ!!!T_T

Saw Jason's art project, quite nice. Not bad at all. He remembers to write my name in the Penghargaan. But he wrote my class wrong...Zzz...Nvm, hope I still can get the marks for the final year exam...

I think I'm gonna get a fever again...I can feel it!!!

Signed off.

Is there anything...SeCrEtS that you are not willingly to be share with me?

Why want to be kept as a secret away from me?

Would you not thrust me anymore?

Will you not tell me your problems but telling others your problems?

It is ok if you don't wanna tell me. But, remember, it is YOU, who will be suffering ALONE, not me.

We are different people,
With different Likings,
Hobbies and attitudes.

Now in our heart,
Memories are fading,
I had searched and tried to find our future.

I thought I'm strong,
But love still hurts, overcome my sorrow to find a special love.

True heart for your mystery eyes,
Tighten my grip, never let you go,
Like my love just for you, even when love hurts.

Finding the answer, in an unknown space,
Towards the future,
Take you away.

So, hug me tight,
And, feel my Secret Love.

Written by SoLaFlameZ, dear~ specially to me (only)~^^v
This lyrics very special so must post d!!! xD
Dear, don't mind, hor?^^

Hm...let's see...overslept this morning. Woke up at 6.55am...(omg...)!!! Sara's mom is coming in 5 minutes time. I wonder how I manage to brush my teeth, wash my face, get changed and comb my hair. Currently, I broke my first record to do all this thing in 3 minutes. Super cool. Then, I was running like mad crazy around the house. 1 hand wearing my watch, the other applying peanut butter on a bread. Haizz...saddist...no time to exercise and use the toilet.-.-ll AND I didn't have a proper nice breakfast....SOBZ...no Milo.....T_T

7.05am, my chaperon car arrived to escort me to school...lol...

Today, haizz...need stay back for English Society Meeting...and hey! The new teacher was leading the meeting! His name is Mr.Chia...i think that's how you spell his name gua...x_x. He is a new teacher which just newly transferred to our school on Monday. He's single and wore spectacles with a pair of very small eyes. The way he speak in English, has a bit of slang in it, quite ok and...some words he spoke I never heard before...x_x. His teachings are ok, he is teaching us English for the next 3 tempo months coz our English Teacher will be away. Weird in a way, I think I kinda admire him. Haha...xD (I say admire HIM!!! NOT LOVE OR LIKE HIM!!!)

So, today's ESM (English Society Meeting), was the English Scrabble Competition. Just join in for fun. Didn't want to join at first coz I know my English isn't that pro as any other people. Seems like years since I last touched the scrabble tiles and board. LOL...

There will be four people in each group. Me, Lydia Chang, Trisha and...a boy (didn't bother to ask his name...lol...ps...x_x) were in a group. The boy started first with a word "bride", then followed by me, Lydia then Trisha. Lydia went off half way through the game, sad, coz her marks were high. But, also a good thing so she can't win...(lol...sry...xD)...but the teacher took over her place...omg!!!! Let's hope that he isn't count in the competition.

The last part was hard, very hard. Was cracking my brains to think very carefully. I manage not to skip any of my turn. Using very simple letters to form a simple word. The last word the boy add in was " vet", I was lucky that I can add my last 2 letters,"gut"I manage to finish all my letter tiles FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! FU-YOH!!! So, no minus points for me!!! My total marks were 112. Kinda little for size. I got 2 times "triple word" score. Geng~^^v. If I'm not mistaken. I think I was the first or second person to finished my whole tiles.

Was kinda happy, as I rushed out from the classroom and walking in a quick pace, filled with joy and excitement. It was 3.15pm, Sara's mom was waiting for me outside the school gate. Pai seh to make her wait for me.

Reached home at 4pm. Just then I realised, that it wasn't a scrabble competition...-.-ll

Signed off.

Is that time again...Yes. The students who hated it...Report Card Day...Lol...
Well, to tell you the truth, I kinda hate it sometimes, and happy when it's over. But sometimes, I will be proud of myself...(proud for what?lol...dunno).

I was scared at first, but I proudly told myself, that I will make my mom proud!!!(I think...)

So, after recess break, 10.15am, we started to arrange the table. Who was the first parent who came again? OH!!! It was Jason...the lazy guy...lol...

Around 10.30am, parents started coming in. Sara went home early as well, leaving me sitting all alone. Will my mom be mad at my results? Let's see, I failed 5 subjects (Economy, BM, Maths, History & Accounts) on my first term exam...how nice...I broke one of my first record to fail this badly during my secondary school days...

Then...hm...my mid-term exam was not that bad, improved a lot. Failed 3 subjects only (History, Maths, Economy...). For God's sake, I HATE MATHS!! AND I HATE ECO!!! Sucking economy teacher...dunno what the heck she's teaching. Her teaching suckz, end of story. I'm not gonna say any further.

11am, reading a love story(Johanna Lindsey-The Devil Who Tamed Her).
11.30am, continuing reading.
11.35am, finished reading 2 chapters. Went to sleep on the table, all alone. Can hear parents and students chatting away happily while I lie there, alone.
12noon, went next class to "pay-a-visit" to Yean Lynn. She was so happy to see me. Noticed that *AHEM* was sitting next to her.
12.05pm, mom arrived. Accompany her to my class and took a number. Number 26, wth...

1 hour later, finally my turn....-.-ll...Pn.Rosila (my form teacher), pointed out my weakness and my failed subjects to my mom. I just sit and watch in silent. Nah...my mom won't scold me, she knows my maths sucks, I thought. I smiled. (watever happens, try smiling la...brings my mood up....lolx...). I smiled shyly when my teacher mention I wanted to be an Architect in the future. My mom was like, 'Wah...u want to be an architect when ur maths results so bad?'. She looked at me. Then, sign here sign there. All those crap thing.

After that, my mom didn't say much also and I quickly took my bag and went out. She was late for her work. I followed her to her office. Ate lunch there, then find something to do. Was so bored. No computer. No handphone. Nothing. Draw on a piece of paper. Then went through my Science textbook. Then read 1 chapter of the storybook. Then went to sleep.

4 hours of afternoon nap later (LOL!!!), my stupid cousin handphone keep ringing. Ring so many times and so loud, RUINING MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!!! I thought to myself, IF THE BLOODY IDIOT HANDPHONE RING AGAIN, I WILL THROW THE *tut* PHONE OUTSIDE!!! It didn't ring again.

My mom didn't scold me, so I was very relieved and glad.

I will succeed to be a successful architect (although my maths sucks like *tut*). I WILL SUCCEED!!!

Signed off.

Cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together,
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other,
Must be strong and we must let go,
Cannot say what our hearts must know.

How can I not love you,
What do I tell my heart,
When do I not want you here in my arms,
How does one walks away,
From all of the memories,
How do I not miss you when you are gone.

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments,
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend its over,
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say,
What we've known all along.

Must be brave and we must be strong,
Cannot say what we've known all along.

This stupid lyrics and song really makes me very, very, very, very, very emo...T_T...

First time went for latihan, Me(vise-secretary), Jillian and Natalie representing St.John Ambulance and went for the program. We took a bus and van there. 2 groups were separated. I boarded the bus, but was forced to be sent to the van, separating from my beloved Sara, nevermind la, I was going to sit alone in the bus anywayz. The van all Malay girls and 1 Chinese boy inside...-.- haizz...sit beside Pn.Rohani. Keep falling asleep, trying to stay awake. The program is held at Nilai International College (dunno where is that).


30 minutes later, we arrived at the NC (Nilai College). We first ate our breakfast, which was mee hoon and an egg. Can see some people don't have appetite to eat. But I ate it anyway, taste...satisfactory? X_X I bet I can cook better then the mee hoon.

Then started with an ice-breaking game, it was kinda fun, but it hurt my dear feet coz one of my group de girl need step on top of my feet, so pain...-.-ll The loser team, the leader was forced to do this : Go to any girl and say this,"Dear honey dear, if you love me, please smile for me." If the girl smiles, he wins. If doesn't, find next victim. Surprisingly, he went to Pn.Rohani. I was like ROFL!!!! Haha, she didn't smile...everyone roared with laughter. The next victim he choose was a success...haha...too bad my camera bactery SUX LIKE *tut* until cannot take picture.



Carry on, the lecture. The lecture hall was...Coooooooooooooooooooooooooool!!! It's like those college place where students sits. And, it is VERY VERY COLD. But, I didn't bring my jacket, luckily I was strong enough to stand the cold till the lecture thing ends. The place was nice, filled with grass and very peaceful. The place was deserted as it is a Saturday. I WANT TO TAKE PICTURE OF THAT PLACE!!! STOOOPID CAMERA!!! Sobz...T_T...



The lecturer was interesting. He can do magic tricks which was REALLY REALLY COOL!!! ^_^


I found out I'm a artistic person.


The results of my personality thingy : Realistic-3, Investigative-4 , Artistic-16, Social-6, Enterprising-7 and Conventional-9


The most suitable job (which I tried to recall back) for me is : Actress, Architect, etc (forgot liao...x_x) Then we play a game, which was boring. Really boring. Then we had our lunch (rice with cabbage and chicken curry), the worst curry I've ever eaten. Sara didn't finished her food and threw it away. Bad Sara! You sinner!! (jkjk). I ate it finished, I'm a good girl and poor girl who eats everything that is FOC (free of charge). We should all learn how to appreciate things. Then we took pictures, the lecturer was holding so many cameras and we were all posing there like 15 minutes to take pictures.-.-ll Luckily Tracy send me one, sobz!!! Although the picture not that good...-.- But it was worth to remember and kept as memories~^^

Program Latihan Kepimpinan 2008!!! Nilai International University College!!!

During the whole program, I was feeling very, very, very, VERY emotionless. So many thoughts ran across my mind as the song "How Can I Not Love You"(from the show Anna And The King) played. All the surrounding area, was always thinking about Him. If I could only bring him here, I always thought.

Sat in the van, facing out the window, sitting alone as usual. Thinking & thinking of Him. HaizZ...then I fell asleep, lol. We were on the way to PutraJaya for sightseeing. It was a very nice and peaceful place. Walk alone. Saw this couple, holding hands...x_x feeling emo again, turned away and watch Isaac and the gang. They were trying to make the pebble skip across the big river. Then I remembered the Love Story "What I Did For Love". If I can skipped the pebble on the river 3 times "I Love You". It would be nice and maybe my wish would come true~^^. I didn't dare go down, coz it was dangerous, so didn't threw the pebble. Would like to try next time.


After that we were on the way back to school, it was 3.20pm, as we boarded the bus. Pn.Rohani gave us some kind of packet sauce recipe as a present. Each person takes 2 different recipe. Then, got more, so the people took more loh. I didn't take, as this is against the 5 Precepts (Buddhist 5 simple rules) to take without people offering it to you. Anywayz, I'm not a greedy person also. So just look out the window, continuing emo-ing by myself.


Pn.Rohani : Kesiannya adik ini. Berikannya 2 lagi bungkus ini kepadanya la (So pitiful lah this girl, give her the last two packet bah...)

*Gave me the last 2 packet* (LOL!!!!)

*Took the packet

-.-ll Reached school at 4pm. Went home at 4.30pm. Quite tired.

You must imagine this below so you think it is funny :

siewlin and Sara enjoying their meal, laughing and chatting in the food court.

Meanwhile, Jason training the members under the scorching blazing sun.
"Kiri! Kiri! Kiri, Kanan, Kiri!" shouted the members, almost out of breath.

(was suppose to be marching, but got program)

See what happens when I'm bored to death...

The picture above is an egg and the picture I painted is a couple looking at the stars...or a shooting star?x_x Eventually, I turned the egg so couldn't see the boy...lolx...How long it took me to paint again? *thinking*thinking....I think it was 2 hours and 30 minutes...gua...F6

The egg didn't look good sia...the mixture of colours...is all wrong ?-.- dun care la...paint it then can liao~^^

This morning, Pn.Rosmalinda wanted us to do the Sports physical so-called-test. So the 2 periods were "health testing" thing. It was same as the boy's also. So, first do the sit up, following the music the radio was playing...-.- It was kinda fun, was in the first group to do (Me, Yean Lynn, Sara and 6 more girls).

The sit up thingy was not the usual one we do where your partner will hold your stinky shoe. This 1, no one holds onto your shoe and our hands have to be on the floor. It was easy at first but then it became harder and harder...I think? X_X
Results : 24 sit ups per minute (kinda little...)

Then the second test was climbing up and down on a...stool? And same followed the music sound thing. How long we did that thing? 5 minutes was it? Looks easy but actually not...I think....X_X. Was the 3rd group to do it. After climbing up and down (starting from the right leg) for dunno how many minutes, our pulse were taken.
Results : 24 (again...-.-ll) per minute...{not enough exercise, eh, siewlin? Fat Piggy!!!}

Maths Lesson..................................

it was maths lesson, the subject i hated....well, not really....the old teacher change liao...so the lesson was more boring than before,
This stupid Alvin, sit beside me then go use the HIGHLIGHTER and drew on my face...try to avoid him while copying the teacher's notes, but he still manage to draw my face making my face got green lines...zzzz...
Then, my face started to be itchy (my face allergic to ink stuff which will cost itchiness)...=.=ll it was still itchy even after i rinse it with water...zzz...

After school went to eat loh...then went to change to sports attire...haizz...last minute can't go marching coz not feeling well...T.T...haizz.........

Signed off.

Where's te teamwork? Why members can't even attend marching practise every Monday, Thursday and even Friday? Why can't YOU ALL COME?!!! I'm SICK OF YOU GUYS!!! It's always me who attended every meeting and not even you guys being independant to come!!!

Learn how to take a bus then if you can't come!!!
And can't you stop tuition for only 5 weeks for marching practise? YOU ALL ARE BEING SICK0 *tut*!!! It's just a bloody tuition!!! You think people like Jason and the rest of Form5 people no need study de meh?! You all ARE ACTING LIKE LAST YEAR!!!! Why don't YOU ALL RATHER DUN JOIN THE MARCHING COMPETITION AND STAY AT HOME STUDYING LIKE NERDS?!!

I sick of you guys!!! Why don't I just leave St.John? *laugh* you crazy? You think I'll leave St.John and kick the jobs to full of irresponsible members? I must as well cooperate with the members and work with them...

I can stand!!! Stand the nuisance untill I graduate and leave school...I will still support St.John although the members suckz(those who didn't come marching practise)...

Signed Off.

"Gege...hen re..." (Big brother...so hot...)

She looked down at the tiled floor stage.

"Don't worry mei (sister), it'll be over soon, I promise," I said as I tightened my grips on her tiny hands.

The crickets continued singing in the hot summer.

"...I...erm...,"I snapped back to focus but was speechless to reply him.

"Get going and give me 10 rounds,"Mr.Tan shouted at me till his saliva splashes across my face.

I didn't hesitate any longer and ran around the field track. I caught up with Demetri who was jogging at the field track.

"Demetri! I saw her! I really saw her in my dreams! She was real this time and I was hold..."

"Elvin bro, you know that dreams aren't real," Demetri cut off.

"But I saw her...she was..."

"Elvin!!!"

Uh-oh. Not again.

"Sigh...here, you got yourself in trouble again...,"Demetri said and jogged off.

I slowed down and came to a stop. Mr.Tan was walking furiously towards me. He slammed his check board list on my head. Ouch, it sure hurts.

"What did I told you?! I said, NO SLACKING!!! Stand at the stage as your punishment until lesson is over,"Mr.Tan ordered me and walked away.

I slowly walk towards the school stage which was across the field. I noticed there's a girl standing on the stage. The girl turned and looked at me before she looked back down onto the floor. I stand right about 5 foot away from her. We stood in silence.

I took a quick glance at her. She was 1 head shorter then me, fair, her hair was tied back to a ponytail and a pair of small black eyes. Kinda pretty for instant. Wondered why she isn't in her sports attire.

"Being punished for slacking,"the girl suddenly asked, breaking the silence.

"...Well, yeah..."

"Sigh...boys...,"she shook her head lightly.

"...What about you then?"

"Nah, I'm not into sports."

"Why, not?"

"Cause I have this illness that won't go away and is preventing me to have an active life,"she looked at me and looked away.

"What illness is that?"

"...Asthma..."

All of the sudden, that word strike me in the head.

"Oh, I see,"was all I could say. I looked at her, she was breathing heavily. She seems to be suffocating from the heat.

"Hey, are you alright? You don't look good,"I slowly walked towards her.

"...I...don't...think so,"she tightened her grasp on her shirt as she started gasping for air. Before I could attend to her, she had already fainted onto the floor.

"Oh my gosh,"I gasped.

My heartbeat stops beating. Everything seems to have froze in time. What should I do? There is only 1 way. Or maybe...that disgusting icky way? NO WAY!!!

There weren't any time to think as I carried her in my arms running towards the field.

"HELP! HELP! Somebody had fainted! She is suffocating,"I shouted.

The teachers and Mr.Tan was running towards me.

"Quick! Call the ambulance,"one of the students shouted. I laid her body down on the grass.

"It'll be too late if the ambulance arrived,"Mr.Tan said and continued,"Elvin, you're the girl's only hope..."

I stared at him."What you mean?"

"He meant by giving her CPR you idiot,"one of the students shouted at him.

The girl's face was pale and weak. The poor innocent girl will die any moment if help isn't attended to her immediately!

"I will give you extra marks for your Additional Maths Mid-Term Exam if you do it,"Mr.Tan add on.

Of all the people, WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME?! WHY CPR?!

There was no time to waste, as I kneel down and started the process. Everyone watched in silence, filled with anxious and hope. Will she survive?

A few minutes later, the girl started coughing. Yes, she'd survived!

Everyone sigh a sigh of relief. They were glad that she'd survived. The crowd began cheering and praising Elvin for saving the girl's life.

"Good job, old pal,"Demetri said and gave Elvin a pat on the back.

"Yeah, all thanks to that Mr.Tan...my first kiss is gone to a complete stranger who was going to die,"I said and rolled my eyes.

"Cheer up old pal, at least she's a beauty lad,eh?"

"Ye-ah..." I rolled my eyes.

"C'mon! I'll treat you lunch for today for being a hero,"Demetri cheered as he wrapped his arms around my shoulders and walked back into the classroom.

...

Elvin held on onto the girl's hand.

My new so called "schedule" for staying back after school, so, will seldom blog or even online and touch my Godly computer for 2 months!!!!SOBZ!!!T_T

Schooling Time
Monday : 7.15am-1.50am
Tuesday-Thurday: 7.15am-1.10pm
Friday:7.15am-12.30noon

Monday : (marching) 2.30pm-4.00pm
Tuesday : -
Wednesday : English Society Meeting (if have) 1.30pm-3.00pm
Thursday : (marching) 2.00pm-4.00pm
Friday : (marching) 2.00pm-4.30pm
Saturday (no school) : (marching) 9.00am-1.00pm

So, people...please bare and pity me out of this schedule as I need to walk home also, ecspecially in the rain (my leg sure patah)...dun make me more miserable with things ecspecially when I even have tuition Tuesday-Friday late into the night...

Schedule will return back to normal after the Hari Koko Marching Competition, and I will take a really, really, really, really (and really) long break.

Cheers all!!!^^

The story "The Lost Siblings", I shall continue writting...but need get some ideas digging out from my icky brain so needs a long time to read the chapters.

Signed off.

Lol...just came back from school...
Yesterday night, ask my mom to cut my front hair coz it was freaking long untill it touches my eyes and it was so freaking itchy...although many people say it was nicer(and better) then my new hair cut(now)...but...I think it was really, really, really (and really) untidy...

Aiyah, cut front hair no need go salon all those hair cut shops la...waste $$ oni...so ask my mom cut loh...ask her cut untill my eyebrows there...she got carried away and snip here and snap there untill I look like a complete nerd...Wat THE *TUT*...

So...............................as the result, no...I din complain alot coz it was only hair and it will grow back...although I REALLY HATED TO SEE MYSELF AT THE MIRROR...Argh...

No...I'm not gonna post the stupid picture of me in my new hair cut...if anyone did...I would hunt them down and EAT them ALIVE...

So went to school loh...these were the people who comment about my hair cut:

Yean Lynn:Finally! For all these years, you finally get a new style hair cut!
Sara: You look one of the TV show guy (forgot the name) who looks like a nerd, but of coz you're better then him...Haha...
Si Ting:*pat my head* You're so cute!!
Alvin:I prefered your old one. You look like a boy. HAHAHA!!!
Shin Yee:Maple Mushroom!HAHAHA
Lydia:You wear the soup bowl and follow the cutting bowl lines arh ? Haha...
Su Wei:Ok wad your hair, except only too short...

lol...forget the teasings, I dun care also...and please...I'm NEVER EVER (EVER) GONNA LEAVE LONG HAIR UNTIL I GRADUATE FROM Form 5. Thank You.

I'm not a China doll, pls and ty. And I'm not those sissy girls who looks like freaking China dolls and cut thier hair like one and I don't go to the ladies toilet to spend 1 hour tying up thier hair or looking at thier uglee self at the mirror.

In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling sad,
You can count on me.

I will give you a wink,
Until you smile,
Give you a hug,
And stand by your side.

I'll be there for you till the end,
I'll always and forever, be your friend.

9am, arrived at school. Wearing St.Johns T-Shirt with short pants (my St.John pants stolen liao) and black Jazz shoes. Look kinda ugly. Jason ask me why i wear like this when we fall-in (i was the only 1 who was wearing differently from the rest of the members), I told him that I lost my pants (i told him before during the first aid duty that day, but I think he didn't believe me). He nag again at us and warned me not to wear like this again (like I have a choice...).

March until 12pm, Cheek Kok came. See us march. Weird thing about the members arh, when Chee Kok not around, the marching sucks like a peace of *tut*. Then when he arrive, they all march like it's going to kill them to not march nicely.

After marching, Chee Kok ask us :

"So, what you think about your own marching?"
Silence.
"You know what I think about your marching?"
Silence.
"Bad arh. Teruk. Very bad arh, you know?"
Silence.
"There's no team spirit I see when you all march."

Then the rest all nag bla bla bla. Cheek Kok ask Jason to fall-out to let us rest because he can see through us we a very tired. And, of coz I am tired. The bottom of my feet is hurting like *tut* and my arm dunno wats wrong with it, it hurts when I lift it up.

He told us one thing before he train us. He says,"Discipline, Discipline & Discipline." on the other hand, Jason says,"Discipline, Effort & Spirit." The marching was completedly hopeless!!!(Yeah, hopeless then last year's training). Dunno how long stand under the sun liao, got this 1 feeling about my nose I was about to bleed. After marching when we fall out, walk to first aid room then I know I was about to bleed so I tilted my head downwards, It Bleed.


Nose Bleeding, it's a common thing that always happen to me once or thrice a year. An illness I guess? I rinse the blood away at the First Aid Room basin. But guess what? NO WATER!!!! So I use my drinking water, what a waste. Then sit on the bed and breath in(nose) and out(mouth).

Jason look at me and said outloud (people were all inside resting),"Suay Gei Ni permission Zhou Zai Chuang Sang?" (Who gave you permission to sit on the bed).

Silence. I immediately sit on the floor. Then, the Lung Wang And Nicholas shouted at him,"TA BU SHU FU LA!" (She's not feeling well la!) (As you can see, they both hated him...zzz)

Everyone look at me. I sit back on the bed and look away from them.

Took bus to mom's office. Bought RM10 reload prepaid card (reload my phone to reply people...-.-), RM1 for bus fair, RM1.80 for 100 Plus and RM1.30 for instant cup noodles (to tired to cook).

My leg really pain like *tut* like how it hurts last year when preparing for the marching competition.

Went mom office, was in a bad mood after reading His message, even gulped the whole mouthful of instant noodles into my mouth. Then He say "Sorry darling ><". Really melted my heart and soothen my anger that I choked on the soup. I forgot what I've said to him but he replied back, feeling sad? It hurts my heart when I make him sad. I think it was the first time that I've hurt him and almost brought me into tears. Sleep for 2 hours, but still so tired. Haizz...march for 5 hours like siao, came bact at 8pm and bath. Wash school shoes at 10.30pm. Haizz...so tired... signed off.snoring away into dreamland~^^

Word for the day:
There is 3 things that you need to obey when marching. Which is the 3D's. Discipline, discipline and discipline.

Cousin brother, now working, 20 years old. Not (so) good looking.

Let my cousin use my laptop to "do sumthing". Was preparing for tuition, beside table packing my books.

Note:Conversation in chinese

Cousin :Deng yi sia arh, darling. wo jou jiu gei hui ni wan (wait a little bit more arh, darling, after i go you can play)
Me : qu si la ni (go die la u)
Cousin : wo ke yi jiao ni darling ma? (can i call u darling?)
Me : qu si la ni (go die la u)
Cousin : zeng yan si? ni pei wo yi qi si la darling (how you want me die? you and i together die together la darling)
Me : qu si la ni (go die la u)

Walk to kitchen...

Came back, cousin finished using so go surf web. His face keep coming near my face each time I turned almost kissing him.

First time he come close to see what im surfing, I pushed him away.
Second time, he come close again, I pushed him away and say "Zo Kai!" (go away!)
Third time, he come again, I screamed at him "ZO KAIIIIIIIIIII!"(go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Signed off.

Well, just came back from marching practise. Was tired. Not me tired, my feet tired.lol. And im hungry...xD

Today, finally can know my English test mark. Hahaha!!!I got my essay mark 74/85~Hohoho!! Writting is my passion!!!xD But got a lot of grammar mistakes...-.-ll. So total marks I got for English is 81%. Yes! Beat Yean Lynn's mark by 1 only!!! Muahahaha!!! Even Su Wei & Lydia who study in Science Stream got lower marks then me. Muahaha!!! Aiyah...got higher marks then them so what...I dun care also...

There was this 1 funny scene in the Multemedia Room, when Cik Lina was giving back the English Test Paper, then Jey got back his paper he said,"Oh my God, Fu*k." in front of teacher. Cik Lina glared at him and said,"What did you say?" Jey kept quiet."Minus 10 mark from your test paper,"Cik Lina scold. I was laughing like siao. HAHAHA!! He deserved it, not to say I'm mean la, this means, speaking vulgar...IS BAD. Hahaha!!!

Then after school went for the St.John meeting at the Fiziks Lab. They show us this video of the marching thingy thing until 1.15pm, the meeting thing end then it's Sports Carnival Meeting Discussion. Discuss half way, then I dunno what Lydia (Chang) say liao...all went blurz...ask her something she keep saying "later ask me,k?" "later ask me,k?" "LATER ASK ME,OK?!"...then fine...dun wan ask liao...just stare n listen to them.

Then after lunch went marching loh, first 1 hour marching quite...no Semangat loh...then Jason took over then scold here & nag there...he keep saying us not being discipline arh, then say of all the Body Uniform meetings, St.John the members is the only Body Uniform which the members doesn't have a time limit to come to meetings in time then suddenly he add on...

"Except for siewlin, of all the people she's the only person who always come early, even earlier then me..."

...My head went blur case liao...X_X (im flatterd xD)

4.30pm, marching practise finish then Sara's mom come fetch me home.

Of coz la, my feet really hurt leh...like 1-2 months din go for marching liao since after the School Sports Day. I thought my feet really cramp.X_X or maybe it's just tired~

Tired of having meetings...-.- everytime stay back surely must spend RM4++. RM2 for my lunch (you know I'm always hungry,so must eat,eat,EAT!!!F5) at school then spend RM2 for transport going home...-.- take bus home la of coz~

It happened yesterday, 11/06. Lydia Chang told me got English Society meeting. So last minute I felt like I didn't want to go, but I stay back anyways just to get the stupid full marks for my meeting, I stayed back at school loh, din sit Sara's car home. Then I went to the canteen bought 1 bowl of noodle then went to the table and sit down.

There were many students in the canteen. I was going to take a bite at my lunch when suddenly...Lydia walk in the canteen n knocked on the table."Today no meeting leh...only for Spelling Bee Competition..." I shouted at her."HARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!"Brought some attention from the students to my table.-.-ll psps sry guys!!So I have a tiny-weeney small quarrel with her.

Then after my lunch I look inside my wallet.RM3 left. I saw Yean Lynn. Went to talk to her. Then she suggested to send me home. At first actually cannot coz of her brother n bla bla bla. Then Lydia want a ride home too.Zzz...what la...should dump her at the road side...sometimes hate her sometimes I don't...-.- ARGH!!!!

I started to think that English Society is getting really boring, ecspecially so many students from Science stream. All pros and im the only member here who english sucks worser then they all. And all my jokes I tell all lamer then they all joke, they would stare at me like im crazy...

Miss Liew must be thinking, siewlin's english grammar is bad or watever crap she's thinking...Join English Society for 4 years liao, get a life man!! This is getting boring then what I've expected. Deciding to join Art Club (dunno wat name u call Kelab Seni? Thought it was abondon jor?X_X).

Signed off.

First of all, I want to thank Anntonii for giving me his supportive advice for making me more encouragable to continue writting this story.

And thanks to all my friends who supported me as well.

Readers please checked if there's any grammar or spelling mistake while reading this story. I will be very grateful to you (readers).

This story is based on a fiction story. Not a real story but was based on my own imagination.

I want to dedicate this story to my sweet loving boyfriend, SoLaFlameZ.xD

Thanks everyone.

Yours sincerely,
~siewlin~

Cheers!!!^^

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"Flight 36 is about to take off, passengers may report to the counter Flight 36 now. Thank You."

It was time, huh? It felt like it was just like yesterday when I first met you in high school.

...

As Elaine open up her eyes, she took a deep breathe. She took a last look at her room before closing the door behind her, closing the memories that she had spent at Singapore.

"Can you hurry up?! The plane is going to take off in 1hours time!"

"Coming la."

Her mother rushed her out from the house. She didn't care whether she'll miss the plane a not. As she took a last glance at the house before being shooed out from the house. Elaine opened the car door, but she didn't entered the driver seat just yet.

Demetri...

Thoughts of him ran across her mind. She quickly entered the car, put it into gear and zoomed off, leaving her mother chasing and running behind the car like a crazy mad women. Elaine pulled up in front of Demetri's house. She got down from the car, as she slowly walk up onto the front door.

She rang the doorbell. No one answered. Elaine rang the doorbell again, this time twice. Someone was shouting from inside.

"Coming!"

The door opened and was greeted by a women in her late 50's. It was Demetri's mother.

"...hi aunty," Elaine smiled at her.

"Elaine? OH! ELAINE! It's so nice to see you again. Come in, come in. You haven't been visiting lately." Demetri's mother insisted.

"Oh, sorry aunty, I was busy lately. I just dropped by to see if Demetri is in to say goodbye before I leave."

"Ah Low arh? He went out to buy something. He say it was an emergency. Why? Leaving? Leaving to where?!"

"I'm going back to Malaysia aunty. Didn't Demetri told you?"

"Why.....no, he didn't say a single thing about you since after he came back from the graduation party night," she looked surprised.

"Oh, I see," Elaine look down on the floor disappointed and continued,"Aunty, I shall be going now or I'll be late for my flight. Please tell Demetri I'm leaving for Malaysia. Aunty, please take care of yourself and also Demetri." As she gave Demetri's mother a big hug.

Demetri's mother patted her back."You too, Elaine. You're such a nice girl. Come back sometime to visit us. I bet Demetri would love it." She smiled.

"Yes I will." As she climbed back in the car and drove off. She drove back to her house to pick up her mother, who was sitting at the side of the walkaway.She felt guilty for leaving her behind earlier.

Elaine's mother was about to shout at her when she opened the passengers door but changed her mind when she notices that Elaine was about to cry and didn't say a word throughout the journey to the airport.

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"Ah Ma! I'm going out to buy something!"

The front door slammed before Demetri's mother could say anything. She just shook her head and smiled.

I must have that item before she leaves....

Demetri was panting as he reached the deserted park. He bent down and quickly dug the ground.

"Where is the thing...Where is that bottle I buried," Demetri kept digging and patting. Drops of sweat dropped onto the ground as he continued digging.

The clock on his watch strike 4 as the alarm on his watch sounded.

Argh! Please don't do this to me. I need to see her for one last time, please...

The alarm sounded one last time before everything went into a silence.

Argh!

He could not wait any longer. Time was ticking against the clock. He grabbed his bike and cycle towards the airport. Each heartbeat counted down each second. Demetri cycled faster and faster.

Please don't let her go just yet...

*BANG!*

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A massive traffic jam was blocking her way to the airport.

"What's going on?" Elaine's mother grumbled and kept looking at her watch.

A traffic officer was directing the traffic. Elaine managed to get through the traffic and reached the airport just in time before the Flight took off. She was waiting for her turn to pass the security counter to enter her flight.

"Flight 36 is about to take off, passengers may report to the counter Flight 36 now. Thank You."

The information counter lady reported.

"It was time, huh? It felt like it was just yesterday when I first met you in high school," Elaine murmured to herself.

There was 2 ladies talking at the back of her, talking about the accident which happened near the airport.

"Just now arh...got a massive traffic jam...never see such heavy jam before..."

"Yea...pity the poor boy...I wonder why he was cycling at a highway like this to the airport, can't he use public transport which is much easier...?"

"Aiyoh...you think people like you so rich meh, take public transport? Sheesh...wonder how is the poor boy's condition ?"

Elaine listened quietly as the 2 ladies kept on talking about the accident.

"Your passport please, Ma'am."

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Demetri was knocked down by a car. He layed unconscious on the floor, he was bleeding on his leg, arm and face.

He woke up and found himself in a very bright place. Everything was white.

Where am I? Am I dead?

A figure slowly appeared before him. The figure look familiar to him. It was a man, he was smiling at him.

"Ah...Ah Pa?" Demetri asked in surprised.

"Yes, Ah Low, it's me, Ah Pa." He smiled and continued,"You've grown so much since I last saw you. I'm so proud of you. No more have to be said. Go and and find her before it's too late. And remember, I will always be with you in your heart and guide you through the way. Believe in yourself." As the figure slowly disappeared followed by a hysterical laughed.

Demetri suddenly woke up and found himself surrounded by many people. He slowly stood up and almost scared the hell out of the crowds.

The crowd started whispering...

"...Oh my Gosh! He's alive...I thought he was dead..."
"...Am I dreaming or what...I just saw him being knocked down by a car and now he's still standing...it's a miracle!!..."
"...What the hell! This is so cool! I want to be strong like him, Dad!!!...."
"...you gotta be kidding me...."

The whispering grew louder and louder. Demetri was confused about his whereabouts. He head was spinning, the images around him was playing tricks of him. His body was weak.

Elaine...

He suddenly remembered. Demetri wasted no time as he ran into the airport and into the taking off plane field. He tried and avoided the security guards.

I must see her one last time before she leaves...

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"Ladies and gentlemen, please fasten your seat belts. The plane will be taking off soon. Thank You."

The pilot reported on the microphone.

Elaine took several deep breathes to calm herself down.

Cool down, Elaine. This is the last place you will ever see again.

Suddenly,

"Mommy! Look! There is a man in red running towards our plane! And many security officers running behind him!" A young child cried behind Elaine's back seat as he pointed out at the window.

"What in the world!" The women gasp.

Passengers started looking out onto the right side of the window and staring at the man.

Elaine look out into hers. She saw a helpless man running towards her plane, his face felt so familiar to her. It appears that he was injured...The man was...

"Demetri!" Elaine screamed and caught the passengers attention. She unbuckled her belt and ran out of the plane. And she ran directly into Demetri's arms and both of them fell onto the field. Tears kept flowing out from her eyes.

"I thought you wouldn't come to say goodbye,"cried Elaine.

"You, silly girl. How can I bare to leave you without saying goodbye."

Demetri haven't forgot about his injuries. It hurt so much like it hurt his heart to be parted with Elaine.

"Elaine...don't go...,"Demetri begged.

"Demetri...I can't...my parents..."

"I know...I understand...it's your parents...," Demetri's chest hurts but he forced himself to continued."...your parents decision. Elaine, whatever you do, I will always love you..."Demetri struggle to say those words.

It hurts Elaine's heart to see Demetri suffering from the injuries. The security guards were running towards them.

"Demetri," Elaine cried and hugged him."I love you too!"

"No matter how far the distance is between us, I will wait for you...I will wait for you even if I die." Demetri was too weak to continued. He lost alot of blood at the accident but its a miracle he can still stay alive.

"Demetri...," Elaine cried."I will come back...I will come back for you..."

As the security guards and Elaine's mother and the stewardess pulled them apart from each other. Elaine and Demetri lost their grasp on each others hand as they were being parted from each other for the first time.

Demetri took one last look at her and blacked out and was dragged back inside the airport by the security guards.

Elaine cried, she couldn't bare to see Demetri's injuries as the air stewardess struggle to help her buckle her safety belt and the plane took off.

And the two lovers were parted....

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People started walking out from the single old storey house across the neighbourhood street. Relatives and friends were mourning. Elaine walk slowly to the coffin and said a silent prayer as she laid the flower on top of the coffin. She added one more thing before the coffin was being carried out from the house for burial, a small doll of two toads together.

The coffin was slowly lifted and carried out from the living room. Family and relatives slowly followed closely behind.

"Rest In Peace...,"Elaine murmured.

A warm firm hand reach out and held her hands. She turned and smiled.

"Come dear, let's go."

"Yes darling,"Elaine smiled.

Rest In Peace Ah Ma...I love you...

As Elaine and Demetri walk out the front door, hand in hand and closes the door behind them. It has been 15 years since they reunite again. The story does not just only end here, as this is not the ending of their story, it was just only the beginning...

{The End}

Sarcastically...what's so nice about our school to make a movie?! The toilet so smelly and uglee...(the girls in the toilet making up thier hair more ugleee..xD)...the table and the wall all got conteng here and there...-.-

It was back to school again after the 2 weeks holiday,

Encik Gan announce during the Monday assembly that a camera man will be filming at our school. After recess, all the morning session students were gather at the Arena Wira. Everyone was excited...except for some students including me. They want to take a shoot at us cheering the school's cheer.

...

OF ALL THE THINGS...why does it have to be the school's cheer?

That....Kami Cemerlang, SMKTD Terbilang...!!!!!ZZZZ!!!!

What...?! I was standing in the first row also...ZZZZzzzz...

So, we were cheering like idiots for many many times at the assmebly. The camera man shooted at 4-5 different angles. Even the teacher's put on make up and the "fa chiao" girls all make thier hair.Zzz...serious...Alvin look like he wanted to die while cheering...haha...

Aiyoh, they put the camera in front of me, what you want me to do...look like I wanted to die and disgrace the school image? So...just put on a fake smile and carry on cheering like an IDIOTIC lady.

And, the good news is...I PASS MY ACCOUNTS MID-TERM EXAM!!!!!!!!WOOOOOHOOO!!!!40% JUST NICE PASS ONI!!!!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! MUST REWARD MYSELF FOR BEING A HARDWORKER!!!You see, Sara & Yean Lynn...READ HERE!!!! See, who says I'm gonna changed class. When I say I won't chage class d, means won't de la...COZ I PASS MY ACCOUNTS!!!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! So, where was I again? OH YEAH! This also shows that...I'm not that stupidier then you guys...^^ so i proff my point and you can do your stuff again. Thx for reading. Tataz.

And my 3 hours of playing computer time were all use up (coz too many people talking to me and asking me to do task for them) so can't make the last chapter of Love From A Distance. C'ya.

07-06-08, Saturday

Skip St.John meeting....for the first time. Sorry! My bad la...T.T...I couldn't find my St.John pants leh...I last night find untill 3am then wake up 7am and find again untill 8am (8am meeting start). Then, I see the clock, 8am liao...ask my mom go back to sleep I also go back to sleep.

Wake up 12noon, try finding my pants again. I almost turn the house upside down to find leh...

Conclusion : 1. Some burglars stole my pants while I hang it up to dry, 2. A stray dog pulled down my pants while it was out to dry and drag it to somewhere I dunno

How to go for my duty tomorrow leh ?zzz...went to Su Wei's house to lend her pants...

08-06-08, Sunday

Nicholas + Wee Ching send me an sms regarding about "The Cycle And Walk Event" At Taman Desa Park at 7am-11am. It was compulsary for me to go coz next year we'll be the one prepared for any First Aid Duty.

Woke up 6am, wear Full-Uniform (including head gear). Su Wei's pants was comfortable then my old one. Come to think of it, this means that, Su Wei is...fat?LOL!!NO OFFENCE!!! Was just thinking logically!!!

I was the first one to arrive, it was raining this morning since I woke up. The event was delayed due to the rain. Help Jason carry the first aid kit. The rain stopped at around 9am. 7am-9am we were doing nothing at the pondok..zzz, only chit chatted.

Jason, Nicholas, Wee Ching, Rita, A boy (4got this name...X_X), Me And Lydia (who overslept and came at 8.30am...zzz) came for the Duty. Slyvester and a girl (4got her name also...X_X) didn't turn up. HOW ''RESPONSIBLE'' OF THE BOTH OF THEM TO NOT COME. SAY CAN COME THEN AT THE END DIN COME. HOW "NICE" OF BOTH OF U.

But luckily not many first aider were needed. If it did, Jason and all of us will be hunting you down next day in school.

AND I SAW TERESA KOK!!!! OMG!!!!!!! SO HAPPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!XD

For the people who doesn't know who is Teresa Kok. She was the Parlimen girl who represent Rocket during the voting for the dunno wat government thing. She looks beautiful in the posters, but look different in person. She's the one who wore specs d.

Too bad didn't get to ask for her signature...T.T.

So far, there weren't any injuries during the event but got 1 girl sprank her ankle, Jason & Nicholas did the bandaging. I was team up in home-based(with stratcher) with a boy. We didn't talk.lol....-.-ll, so 5 minutes later, the whole gang came back...lol...so fast.

Then, we help the people carry things to the wet field. Then they provide us free food. Yeah! Then they keep thanking us and will give us certificates!YEAH!! And many craps more of thanking us la...

Got this 1 women said to us :

Women : Save the environment, save the world.
Women 2 : Yeah! We should save the earth!

We didn't want to be rude so we just smile at her sarcastically. Then, we walk off. Then Lydia nudge me and say :

Lydia : Look...*nudge my shirt*
Me :*turn around*
Lydia:Isn't tat the women who told us to save the earth
Me :*Saw the lady smoking* Omg...
Lydia :She told us to save the environment then she go smoke, killing the environment..Haha..
Me : *speechless*

After the meal, Rita, Wee Ching, Lydia and me were offered to play the driving cabal car (the golf cart). I stood at the back. Rita drove. I was almost thrown overboard. Rita...is....a bad driver...who...tried to kill me...X_X

Rita + Car = Bad Licensed Crazy Driver

That was all for today bah...but was so happy to see teresa kok. She was nice I guess coz she came for this kempen ma...haha...

The words from the old letter were written with an ink pen. Elaine barely can make out what it says as some of the ink had already smirked due to the water.

'Dear Ah Pa,
It's been 2 years since you left me and Ah Ma. Ah Ma really miss you a lot. She's well and happy. I will promise you Ah Pa, I will take good care of her. I come here as I have promise, that I will bring the girl of my dreams here, at this park. This girl, now with me, I'm not sure that I have a future with her, but I will make it happen. I will promise that I will only love her and only her. But, I'm scared. I'm scared to tell her how I feel. What if she rejects me? What would have become of me? Shall I not better ask her to be my sister until someday I tell her my true feelings? '

She couldn't continue reading as the leftover words were unable to make out what it read. Elaine put the letter back inside the bottle and went deep into thoughts.

"He was trying to tell me that he loves me, but he was scared because he thought I might reject him...,"Elaine continued,"...he's such a fool."

Elaine got up and begin to walk home.

"Why SO LATE?!"

Elaine mom shouted at her when she reached home.

"Sorry Mommy. I stay back to help Demetri pack up the things after the party," Elaine lied.

"That stupid boy again...Hmph...After you go back to Malaysia, you don't have to see that stupid boy again...Faster go take a quick shower and go to sleep. Tomorrow will be a busy day for you."

"Okay, Mommy." As she slowly make her way up the stairs, carrying a heavy burden for what happen today.

Suddenly,

her handphone drop out from her zipper bag onto the bottom of the double storey stairs.

Oh,no...

She rushed down from the stairs and picked up her handphone. Pieces of the handphone had already broken. She tried on-ing it back, what appear on the screen was a picture of a toad...and then the screen turned black...

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"ARGH! I'm such a fool!"

He lay awake in his bed in the darkness of his room. Demetri look at his handphone which was laying beside him in bed.

He tried calling her phone many times but it seems it can't get through. He took his handphone and beginning to search 'notprettyenuf85' and try calling her 1 last time, but suddenly something make him change his mind. It's time I change her name already, he thought. He was going to click the 'Edit' button when his handphone suddenly stop functioning.

"Stupid phone." He begin opening the cover to check the battery. He took out the battery when suddenly his handphone went back on. He was shock.

Oh my gosh...I must be dreaming...

Suddenly a toad appear at his screen. Slowly, another toad, which looks like a female, appear beside the toad but quickly disappears before the phone screen goes dead again.

Demetri was in deep shock and kept staring at his phone.

Suddenly the door burst open, which make Demetri jumped from his bed. Demetri's mother came rushing into the room and hug Demetri.

"AH LOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! Just now I dreamed of your Ah Pa! You know what he told me?! He say that you'll get married someday and he told me he still loves me," Demetri's mother shriek.

"A..h...M...a...h...AH MAH!!! I.........can't....breath...," Demetri gasped for air, his face started turning pale.

"AIYAH! Sorry Ah Low," she released her grasp,"...Mommy too happy liao...I go back sleep. You don't stay up so late arh. Good-night darling."

As she gave a good-night kiss on his cheek and skipped out from his room happily. Demetri started gasping for air. He could hear his mother singing at the next room.

"Ah Pa?" He look at his phone, puzzled.


Demetri tried getting through Elaine's phone. Each time he makes a call, he was hoping she would pick up the phone. But sadly, each call he made was a failure. He tried dropping by at Elaine's house but it seems that no one was home for the whole 5 days straight.

Elaine on the other hand, her mother kept her busy all week long. She was always away from home. She would walk past Demetri's house frequently, hoping to see him. But, it seems that he's not always at home.

Time was ticking, as the both of them haven't stay contact for 5 days. The 7 days were up, as this story is coming to an end to the love story. How will the story end? Will it be the end? Or an happy ending?

{To Be Continue:The Finale...}

"Hey! Ugly toad! Pass me the jar of water will,ya,"Elaine shouted.

It's been 6 years since after they graduate from high school...

"Can't you wait?!*Sigh* Coming la..." Demetri grumbled.

It was the day they finally graduated from college. Although 6 years pass just like a blink of an eye, they both stick together like brothers & sisters. Through bad times, and good times. They entered the same university and even same college.

After the party, they both spend some quiet time together. The night was peaceful and quiet. Crickets were making never ending noises through the night as if they were singing. The full moon was shining so brightly that lights weren't needed to be on.

"It's been 6 years now. Since we met."

"Yeah...,"said Demetri. "So any plans after college?"

Elaine didn't answer.

"Why so quiet,"Demetri ask feeling puzzle.

"I...will never see you again...,"Elaine look away.

Demetri was shock and speechless for a moment. Elaine got up and begin walking away. Demetri grab her arm.

"What you mean we won't be seeing each other again? You mean you're moving away?"

Elaine slowly turn her head to meet Demetri's eyes. There were tears foaming at Elaine's eyes that remind Demetri of the incident occur 6 years ago at the park. He let go of her.

"I'm moving back to Malaysia...my flight is not untill next week...,"Elaine said and wipe the tears away from her face. "This will give me some time to pack my stuff..."

Demetri was silent the whole time.

"But why? Why not stay here in Singapore? Why not stay here together with me?"

"You don't understand Demetri...I'm engaged to some guy I don't even know...I DON'T KNOW! IT'S MY PARENTS CHOICE!!"

The next thing he knew. Elaine burst into tears.

"Elaine...if you don't love that guy, you don't have to force yourself to married him although it's your parents choice..."Demetri wanted to comfort Elaine but she moved away from him.

"...if only you know how I feel..."

Demetri look confused.

Elaine continued."That the feeling I wanted was a couple's feeling, but instead you wanted me to be your sister..."

Demetri felt heartbroken. He was scared to ask her to be his girlfriend. He was scared to tell her his true feelings. He was scared to be rejected.

"...and...you didn't tell me you were 'obscence92'..."

Elaine show him his messages he send to her.

"All along it was you...but you didn't tell me..."

Elaine could not take it any longer as she ran out from the backyard into the darkness.

"Elaine!! Wait!! Let me explain!!!" Demetri tried to run after her, but it was too dark to know where she ran of to.

Elaine...Elaine...Elaine...

She wasn't sure where she was running to. But, she found herself at the deserted park that she went to with Demetri 6 years ago. She walk towards the tree and bent down to cry.

"All I wanted to say is...*sniff*sniff*...that...Demetri, I love you...I love you since the day we met...I didn't dare to tell you...*sniffles*course that you didn't ask me to be your girlfriend instead you wanted me to be your sister...*sniffles*."

"I knew you were obscence92 all along...I took notice of your handphone...and then..."

Elaine couldn't continue any longer...

Something caught her eyes, at the ground beside her, was an object sticking out of the ground. Elaine stopped crying. It seems it was purposely buried like this so that it can catch someone's attention.

Elaine begin digging the object out from the ground. She opened the object wrap with tissue paper, the tissue paper was torn and dirty. Inside was a small bottle. She opened the bottle cap and took out a small folded old letter inside. She begin reading it.

{To Be Continue...}